Chapter 109: You, reason 1

　　In the room, Gro and Richard chat.
　　Gro looked at Richard and said with a little excitement: "Lord Richard, I really didn't think you could really come to Cuijin City."
　　 "I will come." Richard said, "According to what you said, there are wizards from the mainland, some talented people can take a boat to the mainland to find a way out, right?"
"Well, that's true." Gro said, "Although Cuijin City is not a coastal city, the Emerald River, the largest river in the kingdom, passes by. So some people on the mainland, um, should be in some wizarding organizations. The wizard will take a big boat to the estuary first, then change into a smaller boat, and go deep into the hinterland of the kingdom through the Emerald River. Along the way, some children or young people in large cities will be tested. If they pass the test, they will be allowed to board the ship. Return to the big ship at the mouth of the sea with them and go to the mainland together."
　　 "This is exactly the purpose of me." Li Cha uttered, and then asked: "How often do wizards come?"
　　 "Well, this doesn't seem to be certain." Gro thinks for a moment, "Sometimes it is once a year, sometimes it is once a year and a half, sometimes it is another two years apart."
　　 Richard's eyes flashed: "How long ago was the most recent one?"
　　 "It seems to be..." Gro hesitated for a moment, then recalled a moment seriously, and replied, "It should have been nine months ago."
　　 "So, the shortest time I can see the wizards on the mainland in three months, the latest thing, is it a year later?" Li Cha murmured.
　　Gro spread his hand: "It seems like this."
"Okay, then." Licha said, slightly helpless, but there was no way, "In this case, I will live in Cuijin City, if you have any news about the wizard, please tell me Let me take a look. At best, I hope to pass the tests of the wizards and follow them to the mainland."
"Are you sure you really go to the mainland?" Gro said loudly, frowning. "I heard that the mainland is very chaotic. There are various wizarding battles. The average wizard apprentice can only become a cannon fodder, and there is no guarantee of safety at all. And if you follow the big ship to the mainland through the test, then you have to join the wizarding organization of the other party, and you will lose your freedom. Before you are sure what the other party is, you don’t know what to experience."
Richard chuckled lightly: "I don't have to be so pessimistic. I don't have to join any wizarding organization. I just want to take this opportunity to go to the mainland to learn about the real world of wizarding and take a look at the current world. It's just the truth."
　　 "Oh, that's okay." Gro answered, "I'll give you as much information as possible about the wizards."
"Okay." Richard nodded, and then took out a bottle of potion from his arms and handed it to Gro: "This is ether, um, the kind of potion that helped you meditate before. I think, You should have almost used up the previous bottle. You can continue to use this bottle, which is a reward for asking me for the news.
　　 But be careful not to use it too often, it will not be likely to form an addiction. Of course, it is best that you still try to achieve independent meditation with the help of ether. "
　　 "Ah, I know." Gro said aloud, taking the potion bottle, and there was not much reaction on his face.
　　 Richard frowned slightly and looked at Gro: "You... don't seem to be right."
　　 "Huh? Why is it wrong?" Gro's eyes flickered.
"At least, it was different from when I was in the forest." Richard said. "You wanted to be a wizard at that time. When you got the ether potion I gave you, you can't wait to try it. But This time, I will give you another bottle, you will not have this emotion."
　　 Richard analyzed: "In this case, either my medicine is useless, but I know its effect very well. Or, you have some problems that make you less motivated to become a wizard."
"Uh, this..." Gro looked at Richard and hesitated for a moment before finally sighing. "Well, it's okay to tell you. At the beginning, the reason I wanted to be a wizard was because I was worried that my brother would kill me. , I want to protect myself. But I now find that, as you said to me at the beginning, my eldest brother doesn’t want to kill me, he just grinds my temper and prepares me to accept a remote, barren territory, and ‘send me’ Go out.
　　 Then, I found that my wizard talent is really bad, it can be said that there is almost no, even with the potion you gave me, meditation is difficult to succeed. "
After a pause, Gro said a bit inexorably: "In addition, I talked to my teacher once, making me feel that there is really no need to become a wizard, or eat and die. it is good."
　　 "Well? What did you talk about with your teacher?"
"Uh, it's not really a talk, it's all he's talking about." Gro showed his memories, his eyes full of pain, "my teacher said, it doesn't make much sense to live a lot of people, like me, To live is to die. What kind of wizard do you want to be, just to trouble yourself, it is better to simply pass this life..."
　　After a long time, Gro finished speaking, and Richard saw that Gro was greatly influenced by what he called "teacher teachings".
　　 It's no wonder that before such a perfect world outlook, outlook on life, and values ​​are established, it is inevitable that after listening to such a passage, you will have negative psychology.
After Gro had finished speaking, he looked at Richard and couldn't help but said with a faint hope in his eyes: "I admit that my teacher said something reasonable, but I always feel that something is not right, Richard What do you think, sir?"
　　 "I think..." Li Cha nodded and nodded, "Actually, your teacher is quite right."
　　 "I..." Gro was dumbfounded, and there was a feeling that the last hope was shattered, "No, you..."
"A lot of people's lives have no meaning at all." Li Cha said lightly, "Most people spend their lives in ordinary life, live a mediocre life, and then die. Unless one is truly called excellence With wisdom, talent, or perseverance that ordinary people don't have, plus chance and coincidence, and a certain strength background, it is possible to do something that is impossible and affects many people, and it is meaningful.
　　It is difficult to make sense, just like many people are difficult to accept their ordinary. People often live for most of their lives, only to recognize this reality in old age, and then settle down to the status quo. Your teacher clearly understands that he told you this truth that you should have learned only a few decades later, so that you can see through the life of the next few decades in advance, and feel disheartened and lack of interest in everything. Missing, it is normal. "
　　 "I..." Gro was completely desperate. "So, my life really doesn't make sense? So, is it right for me to eat and die and not work hard to become a wizard apprentice?"
　　 "It is not the same." Licha said.
　　Gro's eyes light up slightly~EbookFREE.me~ Life is really difficult to make sense, because meaning is often given by others' evaluation, but...life can be interesting, meaning the true feelings in your heart. If you are alive, there are many troubles and you will be subject to many constraints. But within a certain range, there are still many choices, such as what industry to engage in, such as how to do a good job.
　　 For this, you can choose the one you like the most, or the one that interests you. Maybe in the eyes of others, there is no difference and meaning, but you are very clear, not the same. "
"So..." Gro's eyes were bright. "My teacher may be right, but it's not comprehensive. I may live a meaningless life, but it can be interesting. In this case, I'd better work hard to become a Wizard, right?"
　　 Gro looked at Richard.
　　 Richard said lightly: "Actually, being a wizard is not the only choice. You can also find more fun from the rest. Such as poetry, such as wine..."
"This one……"
"Although I said the last time I wished you a blessing as a wizard. But considering the difference in the talents of the wizard you just confessed to, it seems to me that becoming a wizard may not be your best choice." Li Cha is light. Said, "After all, people don't have to have any meaning or meaning to be alive. The most important thing is to be sensible and don't be sloppy. Otherwise, when you get a little meaning and meaning, you will live It’s very bitter and tiring."
　　 "I..." Gro stared at Li Cha with wide eyes, and he didn't want to speak anymore.
　　Hey, are you enlightening me or ruining me?
　　Although... my wizard talent is really a bit bad, but I don’t need to say it so clearly?
　　 me me me...