Vol 2 Chapter 979: cast aside

Gu Ling glanced at Gu Zhili, warned him with his eyes, and then hurriedly chased him out.
The snow gets bigger and bigger.
Gu Jiu stood under the eaves, looking up at the cold sky. Just like her mood.
Gu Ling chased it out, "Sister, are you okay?"
He was a little worried and nervous.
Gu Jiu didn't look back, his voice was very soft, "Brother, what are your plans?"
Gu Ling looked back at the study room, "I want to kill him, but I can't kill him."
He couldn't and didn't dare to kill his father.
Whether he is timid, selfish, or cowardly, he just can't make a decision.
Three guides and five constants, ethics and morality, legal system... everything is everything, all together, bound his hands and feet, imprisoned his thoughts, and released his inner fear and self-loathing.
Therefore, he can only serve as a general, he cannot be a commander, nor can he become a hero.
Gu Jiu's voice was very soft, "Brother, don't be embarrassed, we won't kill him."
Gu Ling was shocked, "Really?"
Gu Jiu nodded slightly, "It's useless to kill him. Mother doesn't want our hands to be stained with his blood."
Therefore, until his death, Su Clan didn't reveal a word to the confidant around him.
She used her own death to save the lives of her two children.
Then her death was justified.
She can stare.
As for Gu Zhili, Gu Jiu smiled coldly.
She said: "Find a courtyard. It doesn't need to be too big or too small. Keep him closed and not allow him to leave the hospital. He wants a woman or drinks to satisfy him."
Gu Ling was taken aback. This was clearly his grandfather's treatment back then.
The younger sister is following the way she treated her grandfather back then to deal with her father.
Gu Ling took a deep breath, "Okay, I'll do it!"
Gu Jiu looked back at Gu Yu, "Can't you bear it?"
She doesn't have father or daughter affection for Gu Zhili, so she can make decisions without burden.
But Gu Yu is different. The original Gu family's eldest son has more complicated feelings for Gu Zhili.
The love between father and son, blood is thicker than water, not just talk about it.
The truth is cruel, but the blood kinship cannot be wiped out at once.
Human feelings are so complicated.
Gu Ling shook his head, "I was thinking, would it be too cheap for him."
Gu Jiu laughed, "Then what do you want to do?"
"I don't know." Gu Ling really didn't know.
Gu Jiu whispered: "To trap a complacent person in a small world, there is no hope until death. Guess how painful he is. Cutting meat with a blunt knife can make him worse than death. You think I am punishing him by treating my grandfather, but it is not. Grandfather can sit still, calm down, trapped in the courtyard, he has his own way of recreation. As for him..."
Gu Jiu looked back at the study door.
She no longer calls Gu Zhili her father, she has been calling Gu Zhili him from beginning to end today.
"He is a person who can't sit still and can't calm down. Trapped him in a small world, there are only women and wine. Once the freshness passes, he will feel painful."
For a jade carving, Mr. Gu could not go out for several months.
Gu Zhili, huh, telling him to stay in the room for three days without going out would kill him.
These days, not everyone is an otaku, and there are also people who like to go out and walk around. Even if it's just a round in the garden.
Now, Gu Jiu wants to deprive Gu Zhili of the opportunity to go out, even the opportunity to go around the garden.
For people with active nature, this kind of life is no different from sitting in prison.
Mental pain is better than physical pain.
Gu Ling asked: "My sister hates him?"
"Don't you hate your brother?"
"Hate. But I even think I am not filial and I am sorry for my mother. I have a little vague memory of my mother's death. I should have been very sad at that time. But knowing the truth of her death, I am the first Time turned out to think about himself, not revenge for her. I didn't expect to be so selfish in my own bones that I spit on myself very much."
Gu Jiu looked back at Gu Yu, with a calm face and said nothing.
Gu Ling was embarrassed, "Sister spit on me, I am a coward, and I don't deserve your love and support."
"Your reaction is just human nature. When your mother died, you were so young, let alone me. To you and me, mother is just an abstract rhetoric, there are no feelings. You have today, all If you take your life with one shot and one shot, of course you will not subconsciously sacrifice everything you have now for a person who has no feelings. You can't bear the charge of killing her father."
Gu Jiu's words did not comfort Gu Yu.
Those words were more like a knife, inserted into his heart, and dug out the dirty side of his heart.
Gu Ling became more embarrassed and had no face to see people.
"I'm an unfilial son, stuff. I am worthy of his son, and I am as selfish as he is." Gu Ling was in pain and was unable to get out of the whirlpool of self-disgust.
Gu Jiu didn't comfort him, but said, "Remember how you feel at the moment, and always remind yourself not to be a person like him."
Gu Ling burst into tears, crying for herself, and even for her mother Su.
"I'm so unfilial. Is it worth it for my mother to sacrifice her life to protect us? It was better to let me die in his hands."
Gu Jiu said coldly: "You know how to reflect and spit on yourself. You are a hundred times stronger than him. I think your character is more like a mother. If it is him, he will never reflect on repentance in his life."
Gu Zhili has always been self-righteous and triumphant.
When he was young, he was in the style of Young Master Hou. When he is old, he will show the style of the official, the head of the house, and the father.
Introspection?
Repentance?
Gu Jiu sneered, these words have nothing to do with Gu Zhili.
She never expected that he would reflect on himself.
Gu Yan shook his head frequently, "I feel very nasty. Sister, I don't deserve all this now, I don't deserve your attention and reuse."
Gu Jiu sighed and said solemnly: "If you feel that you are not worthy, then you will try to make yourself worthy of your current honor and status."
Gu Ling whispered, "I want to go back to the northwest, where I feel at ease. The capital makes me feel uncomfortable."
Gu Jiu frowned slightly, "Have you thought about it? My sister-in-law, nephews and nieces, may not want to go back to the northwest."
"I will go back to the northwest alone." Gu Ling's eyes gradually became firm.
"I don't agree." Gu Jiu denied Gu Yu's decision.
Gu Yu was puzzled, desperate, and anguished, "Keep staying in the capital, one day I will become a pool of rotten flesh, which is disgusting."
Gu Jiu solemnly said: "You don't really want to go back to the northwest, you just want to go back to the battlefield, you want to regain your own honor, and regain your confidence. On the battlefield, you can't come to the slightest bit of fraud. Your military exploits are made by yourself. Today is not the queen of me.
You cherish your honor, just as you cherish your own life, so when you learn the truth, you subconsciously consider your own future, thinking about your mother who has passed away for decades, even the memory has been blurred, and abandon it. Is the honor worth it? You are not wrong, you just cherish the hard-won honor too much. "
Gu Ling stood against the wall, as if his strength was drained, unable to lift the least energy.
He smiled bitterly, "So I am a selfish person, I don't deserve everything now."
Gu Jiu solemnly said: "Then go back to the battlefield and use your military service to wash away your shame and embarrassment."
Gu Ling looked up, "Do you agree that I go back to the northwest?"
Gu Jiu said: "The battlefield is not only in the northwest, but the southwest will also become a battlefield. If you really can't pass the hurdle in your heart, go to the south to train soldiers after the Chinese New Year, and adapt to the climate and diet there early. Nephews and nieces, if you want to stay in the capital, I will take care of them for you."
"younger sister……"
Even though Gu Ling had a thousand words in his heart, he couldn't say a word.
Gu Jiu smiled at him, "We are brothers and sisters. We have promised each other. We will support each other in this life and walk down together. You feel that your heart is dirty and dirty, so why am I not?"
"It's not the same, you can't blame yourself." Gu Yusheng was afraid that Gu Jiu would get into the horns. "You are so young, you don't know anything, you have never seen her face. It is completely understandable that you have no feelings for her. But I'm different, I already knew a little bit..."
"Okay, stop talking." Gu Jiu interrupted him, "I'm fine, brother don't worry about me. I know what to do is correct."
Gu Ling observed her and made sure that she was really okay before he was relieved.
He blamed himself, "I didn't take good care of you, but you have taken care of you a lot these years. I am an incompetent brother."
Gu Jiu smiled, "Is my brother going to self-examine? You really want to feel that you are owed to me, so take care of yourself and make more achievements. I will wait for you in the capital."
"Will you look down on me?"
"will not."
Gu Ling was relieved, as if he had lifted the biggest burden on his heart.
Gu Jiu shook his eyes, and Xu Yousi immediately took a few small yellow doors, rushed into the study, and dragged Gu Zhili away.
Gu Zhili yelled in horror, "What are you doing? What are you going to do? Let go of the old man..."
He was dragged out and saw Gu Jiu, his heart panicked, "Gu Yu, save the old man quickly. The old man doesn't want to die... Don't kill me, don't kill me..."
Gu Ling turned his head and avoided his gaze.
Gu Jiu smiled softly, "Don't worry, my palace will not kill. Take it with you."
Never put Gu Zhili in the study, it would be too cheap for him.
The Fuzhong has a suitable small courtyard, and the small cross courtyard where Gu Yue lived before his death is quite suitable.
"Where are you going to take the old man? What do you want to do? Let go of the old man... I really know it is wrong, I know it is wrong... Gu Jiu, queen, you quickly tell them to let go of the old man, woo... …"
Gu Jiu stood under the eaves, watching Gu Zhili gagged and dragged away.
"The palace will arrange for someone to look at him."
"I'll take care of this." Gu Ling said aloud.
Gu Jiu waved his hand, "You are a big man, you don't understand the things in the house. You should listen to your sister-in-law's opinions on these things."