Chapter 193: That is my beautiful life

She begged to say that she was in a hurry, please let her see Master Bai.
At this time, the sedan car stopped, the car curtain opened, and a man in court clothes poked his head out of the car. He looked at her with a gentle smile on his lips, but the court clothes and the official hat on his head gave him a majesty that people dare not look directly at. He said: "Little girl, I'm anxious. North Korea, if you are in a hurry, go to my housekeeper first."
After he said this, the sedan curtain closed, and the guards walked by her in a cluster of the sedan chair and left in a blink of an eye.
She was not reconciled, so she ran behind the sedan chair, but she was hungry and cold, and finally did not catch up. Seeing the sedan chair getting further and further away, she finally disappeared into the snowy street.
She threw herself into the snow out of breath, and the grievance she had waited for all night finally broke out at this moment, and she couldn't help crying. She came here from Jinxian County with great hardships and found the person she was looking for, but she did not expect the warmth she expected. She was crying so sad that a wild dog rushed out from nowhere and barked at her. She was taken aback, hurriedly got scared from the ground, and fled.
She shrank in the windless alley and opened her mother's handwriting with her hands that were red and swollen with cold. She wanted to know what kind of relatives she was in the Bai family, and if she went to the Bai family again, she would be easy to answer if someone asked. However, what she didn't expect was that from her mother's letter, she learned about the relationship between her mother and the Bai family. It turned out that he had been a friend of her mother. Later, when he returned to Beijing, her mother found out she was happy. Her mother originally wanted to go to Beijing to find him, but she knew that the man had married and was in harmony. The man threatened not to take a concubine anymore. Although her mother is a brothel girl, she is also arrogant. She once thought that this man was single-minded to her. Now I find that all this is nothing but flowers in the mirror. She had nowhere to vent her grief and anger, and then began to pick up guests.
After reading the letter, she was full of resentment.
She had never seen her mother before picking up the guests, but from others, she knew that her mother was the oiran in the building at that time. She was proficient in all kinds of piano, chess, calligraphy, and painting. How many men dream of wanting to marry her mother home, but because of that man, her mother's beautiful life was ruined, and she was ruined at the same time.
The white snow and the vast ice exudes a light like nothing. She seemed to be able to see her mother's face from the ice. The face that was once alluring was as beautiful as yesterday.
She touched her face covered with frostbite and her red and swollen hands.
Suddenly she didn't want to go to the White House, she wanted to go back to see her mother. However, when she returned to Jinxian begging, she learned that her mother had committed suicide the night she was sent away. When she went back this time, it was undoubtedly a sheep entering a tiger’s mouth. The old bustard grabbed her, pinched her face and said: "You just came back, your mother is no longer there, so you can do it. Your little face Not worse than your mother, and she will definitely be a beauty in the future."
She said she would raise her for a few more years, and then let her pick up guests. At that moment, she also thought of seeking death, but she did not die, or that she shouldn't be killed, someone saved her.
The person who saved her was named Cui Yuhan. He is a good person and bought her from the brothel. He heard what happened to her and said he would help her. Only then did she know that Cui Yuhan was a good friend of Bai Yan. He said that he could take her to the capital first, and then find a way to arrange for her to see Bai Yan. So, she followed Cui Yuhan to Lijing and lived in Cui Mansion. She stayed in the Cui family for a while, an old slave of the Cui family somehow learned of her life experience, he asked her, "Do you hate it?"
She said hate.
He asked her again, "Do you want revenge?"
She said to think.
The old slave nodded.
From that day on, the old slave began to secretly teach her martial arts. At the same time, he also taught her how to change her appearance and began to change her appearance. He said that if you want revenge, you can't pass as his daughter, and you can't pass with your current appearance, because you look a bit like that daughter.
She said, in what capacity did she go there.
The old slave said that he would arrange it.
She never knew that in the Cui family, there was such a hidden expert. With hatred in her heart, martial arts progressed quickly. Later, before Cui Yuhan had time to arrange her to see Bai Yan, something went wrong with the Cui family. Before Cui Yuhan was exiled to the North, the trustee entrusted her to Bai Yan. Later, she and the servants of the Cui family entered Ye Ting. After a few more days, Bai Yan sent someone to take her to Bai Mansion. She only realized that her identity at the moment was Cui Mingming, the daughter of the Cui family, and her disguised appearance gradually became more and more similar to Cui Mingming.
In this way, after going round and round, she finally reached the White House.
She saw Bai Yan and his wife Qin Se and Ming En an unusual love. She saw Bai Yan's children and their family was very happy.
At this time, she would think of her mother's appearance after suicide, and the night when she was ravaged.
Bai Yan was very kind and accepted her as a righteous daughter. Bai Suxuan called her sister because the identity she topped was Cui Mingming, she was younger than Bai Suxuan.
But she was not grateful at all.
She hates it!
She is his eldest daughter, she is the eldest of the Bai family, but she can only survive as someone else.
She buried all this resentment deep down in her heart. After burying it for a long time, she took root and sprouted, and grew into a lush tree of hatred.
Every day, she looks at Miss Bai Jia, she hates!
Her mother is also a talented girl. She has acquired her mother's skills since elementary school, such as painting, embroidering and playing the piano. However, she knew that even if she could, even if she was better than her, she would still be under her.
The eldest lady of the Bai family was very much loved by the White Queen in the palace. She entered the palace at the age of fourteen and began to assist the White Queen. She is dignified, quiet and talented. She is a famous talented woman in Beijing.
She often thought that all this should have belonged to her. If at first, the person who married his father was her mother. Then, all of this is hers, Bai Suxuan has taken possession of her.
Later, she met Yan Su.
That boy is so handsome and so elegant. It was almost the first time she saw him, she was moved, but she knew in her heart that he didn't even see her in his eyes. He didn't see her, never even noticed her.
She watched him and Miss Bai's fall in love, looked at them and me, her heart was bleeding, all this should have belonged to her.
This glory, this splendid life covered with flowers, should have belonged to her!
They robbed her of her splendid life, but they named her Bai Xiujin, saying that they hoped her life will be a splendid future.
How ridiculous! "Bai Suxuan, you robbed me of everything. Therefore, I want you and all the glory of the Bai family to be turned into dust. I have done it." Su Wanxiang, no, Bai Xiujin, after all this, she looked sideways Xiang Qin Jiu.
She has been sitting motionless on the wooden bed, like a sculpture in the gloomy shadow, as if telling other people's stories. Until the end, when she faced Qin Jiu and said that everything was hers, there was finally a wave of fluctuation on her face.
Qin Jiu looked into the shadows, Bai Xiujin's face was so full of hatred that it was a little distorted.
It turns out that Su Wanxiang's appearance is her true face. It turned out that Bai Xiujin, who was next to her back then, was not only a fake identity, but also a fake face. It turned out that Bai Xiujin was a deceit from beginning to end. From the beginning, this was a conspiracy.
She looked at Bai Xiujin's twinkling eyes. This was the first time she looked at her eyes seriously. If, on the day of returning to Beijing that day, or at the Snow Praying Festival, she could take a close look at her eyes, maybe she could find out sooner that she was indeed similar to her. No wonder, Loquat said that she was a bit like her.
It turns out that they are sisters.
She has no doubt that she is telling the truth.
Her experience was miserable, and her mother died miserably. She sympathizes with their mother and daughter. But no matter how miserable they were, it was not worth the price of the Bai family and so many officials who had to pay for them.
Is the blood of so many innocent people just to pay tribute to her mother's persistent feelings alone? She believes that as long as her mother comes to the door, maybe she will tell her birth experience as soon as possible, and her father will not fail to bear this responsibility.
She turned around and said coldly: "Bai Xiujin, in this world, there are always people who will commit crimes. All crimes may have reasons. However, no matter how miserable or reasonable, they cannot be grandiose. The sin that made you commit is innocent. The Bai family, and the blood of those innocent people, will be your sin for eternal life."
Bai Xiujin's face became pale when he heard the words.
"That old slave hidden in the Cui family, he is a member of the Tianchen Sect! In the case of the Bai family, you and the Tianchen Sect and even Concubine Xian were in collusion?" Qin Jiu asked coldly, " In the final analysis, you are nothing but the Tianchen Sect used it!"
"So what? I have my revenge! Bai Suxuan, don't think you will get better, tell you, I will look at you. You may do all this for others. You, and Bai If you are a guilty son, none of you have to die!" Bai Xiujin smiled coldly.
"Do you know? Yan Su, he no longer loves you now, she loves me. I was pregnant with his flesh and blood, what do you have? You asked him to elope, but he didn't leave. Why, he couldn't bear to own it. Everything, because he doesn’t love you enough. But now, he is willing to protect me. And Yan Yu, he doesn’t love you anymore. What he loves now is you as Qin Jiu. Bai Suxuan, you are destined to lose what you love. dead!"
You are destined to lose what you love and die in sorrow!
This voice echoed in the dark prison, Qin Jiu squinted at Bai Xiujin and smiled faintly. If it was her before, she might rush to strangle her, but now, she won't!
Just a poor man dominated by hatred!