Chapter 124: Dream back

Xue Zimu's news is not difficult to check. The Xue family belongs to many injustices and must be killed. Although Qi Yan has not been targeted in this world, Gou Yan still suffers after eating for many years. Because too many bad things were done, after the exposure of the product quality and the accident that caused the casualties was exposed, other negative news also broke out, and soon it was completely down and unable to turn over. The angry people criticized him. As the incidents of Xue's cutting corners and corruption of the Xue family's corruption and favoritism were exposed one after another, they became more and more filled with outrage, and the media were also more active in digging deeper into the Xue family's black spots. Xue Zimu was One of the biggest victims they dug out.
In order to highlight the hatefulness of Xue's family, the media excavated Xue Zimu's entire life experience and wrote his life very clearly. Of course, the focus of the report was on the entanglement between him and the Xue family. There are not many details, but you can check it according to the picture. To the required information. Because the Xue family's affairs are not too small, many people take this as a discussion resource, and some people with knowledge are not excluded when asked about these things.
Although I don’t know why Qi Yan suddenly requested Xue Zimu’s information, the person who received the task collected the information very well, so as not to dissatisfy the boss because he didn’t find the point that needs attention. Of course, due to time constraints, they could only find more detailed information about Xue Zimu after coming to Beijing, and could not go to the city to verify the other party’s life in the previous 18 years.
Qi Yan had been standing in front of the cold, dazzling tombstone until sunset, before leaving the cemetery because of this information. He took the information home and faced the worried eyes of Bai Xinlan and Qi Minghui.
Knowing that Qi Yan had even stayed in the cemetery for a day, Bai Xinlan had to wonder if his son was suddenly wicked. Qi Yan didn't need her to worry about it, and now she was suddenly terrified by the abnormal one time and called Qi Minghui. The things Bai Xinlan didn't believe in fortune-telling were completely taken as a word of mouth after Qi Yan and Qu Fei divorced. However, Qi Yan's behavior is really weird now, so Bai Xinlan couldn't help but doubt. Qi Yan suddenly cared about Xue Zimu in this way. Could it be that this man was really the peach flower he missed?
In any case, seeing Qi Yan's grief that had never been seen before, Bai Xinlan was very dissatisfied with Xue Zimu. Even if it's Zheng Taohua, you can't toss her son like this if you miss it.
Bai Xinlan was dissatisfied and anxious, but Qi Yan didn't have the energy to deal with it at this time. After seeing his parents, he nodded and immediately went back to the room to read the information alone.
The information is organized very clearly, and the beginning is the summary. Qi Yan glanced at it, and soon saw the word "confirmed death". He tranced, turning to the detailed description of this part with an indiscernible mood, looking at it word by word, and finally unable to continue to deceive himself.
He really had no chance to see each other again.
Qi Yan put down the data and closed his eyes. The boundless sadness surrounded him like a sea, almost making him feel suffocating. His heart and brain seemed to be striking, and his physical and psychological functions were in chaos. Only one thought is very clear-
If only this was a dream.
Qi Yan looked so uncontrollably. If you open your eyes, you can see Shu Zimu lying beside him.
However, Qi Yan dared not open his eyes. He can persuade himself when his eyes are closed, but once faced with reality, he may have to admit that everything in his imagination is just a mirror, and the beautiful scene in his memory is the real dream.
Qi Yan has always disapproved of people who evade reality, but now more than anyone wants to evade reality.
Until Bai Xinlan and Qi Minghui worried about coming to the ground to ask, Qi Yan had to open his eyes. Sure enough, nothing has changed, he did not return to his memory ten years ago, and the handwriting of "confirmed death" on the survey data has not changed.
"Ayan, are you okay?" Bai Xinlan looked at the distressed and suddenly haggard many sons overnight, and cautiously said: "Don't press anything in your heart, you can also talk to your parents."
Qi Yan was silent for a while, reached over his eyes and said as normal as possible: "Mom, I'm fine, just leave me alone for a while."
Bai Xinlan just wanted to ask back, "Are you like nothing?", but saw a trace of crystal water falling from Qi Yan's palm, suddenly startled and forgot what to say.
Bai Xinlan didn't ask Qi Yan what he said in the end. He just stayed alone for a while without disturbing, as he said, and then it seemed to return to normal, as if all the accidents of this day were just minor accidents. , No need to care.
However, behind his seemingly normal background, he madly collected information and materials of Xue Zimu, changed the other party's better cemetery and left a place next to it, put all the household utensils for two people, and shot him to prison The behaviors of the Xue family, such as the worsening of the situation, made people clearly realize that Qi Yan was not really okay. It's just that he was always reluctant to talk more about it, the same with his closest family and friends, maintaining a seemingly normal life, but his heart became a wilderness.
After ten years suddenly, his lover is gone, but he still has family and friends, and he can't simply follow the other person to leave the world. So Qi Yan could only use more work to paralyze herself. When it was really uncomfortable, she went to the cemetery for a few hours, or went to W City to see the school and places where Shu Zimu had been to before.
He personally went to someone who had known Xue Zimu, and restored the other person's life from little to big, and found it back; he found some of the other's relics, sorted the treasures carefully, and placed him beside him to sleep; He bought the copyright of several works of the other party and invested in production. He wanted others to remember the other party more and recognize his talents.
Every day when he goes to sleep, he hopes to wake up and return to ten years ago, or even if Xue Zimu, who has just returned here, is satisfied when he has not passed away, but such an idea is always just a wish.
Except for Shu Zimu's life trajectory in this world, most of them did not change much from what Qi Yan initially remembered. Yun Hao didn't know Xue Zimu and became a good friend here, but he accidentally met Xu Chi a few years later, and the two grew up. Affectionate. And another friend of his, Jian Hongshen, also worked with Jonathan after many years of entanglement.
All in all, only the script he got is an irreparable tragedy.
Qi Yan thought over and over again how he and Shu Zimu got along in the memory, drawing the other person's appearance in his heart so much that after a long time, he still didn't forget about it, as if he could close his eyes and imagine the other person lying beside him .
He seems to be very good, working hard, and developing Qi's industry more and more. Although he treats others more and more, he is the diamond king who is coveted by many people. Only people close to him knew that he was actually overdrawing his body.
Qi Yan was reluctant to mention more about Xue Zimu's topic, and more and more rejected the men and women who had come up with him. Until the people around him had settled on a partner, he was still alone, and it seemed that he was more than sorrowful. Relatives and friends worry about his state, but because of his attitude, he dare not say much, but can only default Qi Yan's heart to Xue Zimu.
At the beginning, they also hoped that Qi Yan would meet other people they like and get rid of that kind of desperate psychology, but later only hoped that he could take care of his body, don't give up, and rush to find Xue Zimu.
Qi Yan did not deliberately ruin his body, but because he often suffered from insomnia, he simply let himself sleep and sleep. A few years later, there was no accident at the meeting. My throat suddenly sweetened and spit out scarlet blood and was sent to the operating table.
Anesthetics confuse Qi Yan's thinking. He doesn't know how many times he hopes to see Shu Zimu after waking up until he completely loses consciousness.
Then he woke up with a noisy ringtone in his ear.
How could anyone make the phone so noisy in his ward?
Qi Yan frowned unconsciously, and then he heard a voice from his ear. It was just a whisper, but Qi Yan froze from the body to the brain like a thunderbolt on a sunny day. Only the deep-rooted strong desire made him open his eyes eagerly, fearing that what he had just heard was his own illusion.
His eyes were blurred for a moment, and then he saw a at the top of his head. The dull master's face was buried in the quilt, making a dissatisfied air, and seemed to be disturbed by the noisy bell.
Qi Yan stared staringly at the top of that cute-looking head, forgetting to breathe for a moment.
After a while, it was confirmed that he was not an illusion in front of him, and his limbs regained consciousness. His eyes widened, and he extended his hand carefully to touch the other party.
And the person who was finally noisy by the ringtone could no longer ignore it, then lifted the quilt and protruded his head, reaching over Qi Yan to reach the mobile phone on the bedside table.
Qi Yan saw the beautiful face that was always engraved deeply in his mind, felt the other party's close movements, his brain thundered, and he could hardly hear the noisy ringtones of the outside world.
He carefully plucked out the hand, and pressed the man into his arms for the next moment.
Shu Zimu didn't notice Qi Yan's expression, and half of his body leaned over to pick up the phone. As a result, when his hand just touched the screen, Qi Yan twisted a little and hit hang up.
Shu Zimu saw that the call was from Xu Chi, and it was estimated that it should be about Jian Hongshen and Jonathan, so he said to Qi Yan: "Xu Chi called, it was you who caused me to accidentally hang up and give it to someone quickly. Call it." Shu Zimu said that she would get rid of Qi Yan's shackles and go to get her mobile phone, only to find that the other party was still holding him tightly, not letting go. He even struggled in exchange for a harder imprisonment.
"What's wrong?" Shu Zimu felt something was wrong.
Qi Yan didn't speak, but just let the two cling to each other, breathing each other's breath, almost to integrate the person into his body, and confirm the existence of the other party in the simplest way.
The familiar warm touch in his arms made Qi Yan's eyes sore instantly, even if it was just a dream, he couldn't help but relax.