Chapter 125: Peace of mind

Shu Zimu was so embarrassed that he almost felt a little breathless, but Qi Yan's abnormality made him more concerned than this. Feeling the other party's rapid heartbeat and slight tremor, Shu Zimu suddenly panicked. He didn't struggle, patting Qi Yan's back gently like coaxing a child, and asked softly, "Having a nightmare?"
Qi Yan held the person for a while, and confirmed that the warm body in his arms was always there, before he felt relieved. Hearing the concerns of Shu Zimu's words, Qi Yan tried to calm herself down, let go of her arm a bit, and responded dumbly.
Shu Zimu couldn't imagine what kind of nightmare would make Qi Yan so scared, but still comforted: "It's okay, the dreams are all fake, just wake up."
Qi Yan didn't respond, but just looked at Shu Zimu, with hot temperature and strong fear in his eyes. Shu Zimu was taken aback by his different line of sight, and even felt that Qi Yan's look was unprecedentedly fragile. He reached out and stroked the other person's eyebrows, and couldn't help murmuring, "What did you dream about?"
Qi Yan looked at his face for a long time, thinking about Shu Zimu's touch is almost impossible. Seeing Shu Zimu's face worried, Qi Yan hesitated for a moment, but still said that experience that was not really like a dream: "I dreamed that after ten years of going, there was no you there."
Seeing Qi Yan's appearance, Shu Zimu felt that this nightmare might have something to do with herself, but after hearing Qi Yan's words, Shu Zimu was still surprised. As the so-called "thinking about the day and dreaming about the night", Qi Yan will have such a dream. Isn't it because of their uneasy hidden future?
Shu Zimu was about to comfort a few words, but Qi Yan continued to say: "That world is not good at all, I have not been able to stay with you, nor have I protected you. The "I" there chose Qu Fei as the marriage partner , You didn’t shoot when you were hurt by the Xue family. When I passed, I would never see you again."
"What?!" Shu Zimu acted, looking at Qi Yan in shock, wide-eyed, "You dreamed that you were married to Qu Fei, I was killed by the Xue family?!"
Although it was true, Qi Yan still didn't want Shu Zimu to be associated with the word "dead". He spoke in a low tone and said, "Don't worry, it's just a dream, it must be fake."
In fact, Qi Yan can't claim that it was just a dream now. He lived in that world for a few years. Until now, his memory after ten years is still clear and true, especially when he lost Shu Zimu's pain and despair. Like a normal dream, after waking up, it faded away from my mind. In addition to his profound emotional impression, he even remembered many work details.
Because this memory is too real, Qi Yan couldn't help but doubt that it was the real development of another time and space. He explored every bit of information that Xue Zimu left there in that time and space, almost knowing the other party clearly. Xue Zimu there is very similar to his lover, but there are some differences. The difference is not in appearance or character, but in the work.
Qi Yan sees the other party's works almost as familiar, so it's not difficult to find that Xue Zimu's debut is much inferior to that of "Superpower". It took several years before the penpower was so advanced.
This is a rare one between the two time and space, and he and Shu Zimu failed to get married because of little cause and effect. Therefore, Qi Yan focused on thinking and paying attention, and even came to a seemingly inconceivable conclusion: Shu Zimu may have had such an experience of crossing time and space.
This conclusion is a bit absurd and impossible to verify, but Qi Yan has always put it in his heart, because he still holds the hope that he can return to his memory ten years ago.
But now that his hope has finally come true, and when he can verify his long-standing thoughts, Qi Yan has given up to pursue this, and instead directly told Shu Zimu that the dream is false. Even though Shu Zimu's reaction seemed to be a bit wrong, Qi Yan didn't care about it anymore, but only thought that he should probably not tell the other person this unpleasant dream.
Qi Yan didn't want to continue to discuss this, but Shu Zimu asked, "It's Qu Fei who married you. Are you still together after ten years?"
Qi Yan heard the words and suddenly forgot everything else, and hurriedly explained: "Of course not! I had divorced when I went, and the previous marriage was only a form."
Shu Zimu responded and said, "Why are we not together? Is it because I rejected you?"
Qi Yan paused and could only nod. "It seems that I didn't meet you at the banquet. I originally chose you as the marriage partner, but you may have refused because I haven't seen me..." Qi Yan thought of letting me remember He often regretted the miss and felt uncomfortable, and couldn't help but hug Shu Zimu tightly.
"...So what happened to me when I was hurt by the Xue family?" Shu Zimu continued to ask, pretending to be calm, in fact his heartbeat was already uncontrollably fast. Qi Yan said that he can match his memory of his previous life, and what he experienced in his dream is probably his previous life! If the most important point can also be matched...
Shu Zimu doesn't know what kind of mood he should hold, whether he should be excited or worried, he only knows that he urgently wants an answer, but he doesn't know why, and he doesn't know what kind of answer he wants to hear.
Compared to the fact that the two failed to get married, Xue Zimu's death Qi Yan was even more reluctant to mention it, but he couldn't refuse to face Shu Zimu's request. In the end, he could only use simple expressions to explain things briefly, focusing on Disgusted with the Xue family's anger.
Shu Zimu quickly confirmed his guess, Qi Yan really dreamed of his past life! According to his statement, not long after his death, the Xue family suffered by themselves and got revenge!
Shu Zimu couldn't help but feel a little gratified. Although the Xue family had lost money early in this life, those who knew how to do great things in the previous life and really did him great harm had not been able to be proud for a long time. Not to mention is still a very happy thing. At the same time, it also made Shu Zimu's hatred of the Xue family completely out of mind.
However, Shu Zimu just felt relieved for a moment, and soon thought of how sad he would be when Qi Yan went to the dream ten years later because of his death. With such a thought, the trace of joy just now disappeared, leaving only worry and distress for Qi Yan.
Qi Yan himself didn't want Shu Zimu to be sad with him, but when talking about the other party's passing away in another time and space, he still let the sorrow that had been tasted again and again rush into his heart. He couldn't help but approach Shu Zimu and bury his head in his neck. , Hiding some sour eyes that want to cry, dumbfounded: "I've been thinking of you."
Shu Zimu heard his tone, and suddenly felt a pain in his heart, hugged him a little, rubbed his hair on the cheek, and said, "Don't worry, I won't be okay. We missed it in the world in the beginning, But aren’t we together now, and the Xue family can’t do anything to harm me now, so the following will not happen.
Shu Zimu said with a firmer tone,
We will always be together, never separate. ."
Shu Zimu had never said such a thing before, perhaps because they had never worried about it before. Now that I heard such a half hope and half promise, Qi Yan was still somewhat comforted. Of course, what is more important is that Shu Zimu is now by his side, which is the most effective appeasement.
Qi Yan raised his head and looked at Shu Zimu, with a strong emotional sight on his face. Shu Zimu's heart was sour, he moved up, touched him with the tip of his nose and lips, and murmured: "I'm here, always ."
A gentle touch smoothed Qi Yan's uneasy waves, but caused another kind of commotion. Shu Zimu nestled herself in the arms of the other party and offered a warm kiss. The rapid heartbeat and scorching breath made the air a little hotter, Qi Yan was originally unconscious and carnal, but was reminded by Shu Zimu's move, could not help wanting to confirm the existence of the other party with the most intimate fusion.
The temperature around the two quickly rose, and Shu Zimu followed Qi Yan's movements, hugged his neck, and delivered himself to the other's mouth without reservation.
For the prey delivered to the door, Qi Yan naturally accepted that he used his hands and lips to feel the taste of the prey, drawing from the traces left by Shu Zimu's body, the moan that overflowed in his mouth, and the action of actively delivering himself to learn to make him stable. The factor finally sent himself into the other person's body, connected closely to each other, and then sighed, feeling that the cracks and holes in his heart were finally repaired and filled at the same time.
Qi Yan's movements were intense and gentle. He felt the presence of Shu Zimu hard, while taking care of each other's feelings. The layers of pleasure accumulate, Shu Zimu's eyes are a little loose, but he raises his waist honestly to make each other more intimate.
Feelings were vented along with desires, and on the verge of climax, Qi Yan couldn’t help but whisper in Shu Zimu’s ear with a gasp:
Don’t leave me behind.
Shu Zimu felt like she was in the cloud, everything was blurred into a white piece, leaving only People who are closely connected with themselves. The other party's actions and words filled his body and mind, let him naturally spit out the sweet love words that he had never had before: "I will not... drop you, I will always... belong to you. "
Qi Yan heard the words a stagnation, and then the highest point came under catalysis. After the heart tightened, Qi Beating happily and powerfully, Qi Yan looked at Shu Zimu, who looked more satisfied, but couldn't help but exchanged a sweet and delicious kiss with him again.
After Yun Shouyu lived, Qi Yan no longer had the uneasy performance before, holding Shu Zimu who didn't want to move, and began to appease the other party, saying that he might be able to make a lot of money because of this dream, and also talked about his dream. What I learned about Shu Zimu in the past.
"I went to your former neighbors, teachers and classmates in my dreams. They said that you grew up looking very nice, sensible and smart, and very flattering."
"The old neighbor said there was a tree in front of your house. Your mother made you a swing and hung it on. The children in the yard liked it."
"Your teacher told me that you were a doll head when you were young, and it looked like a pretty little girl. You made a lot of misunderstandings. Later, you just changed it to a small size, but it still looks good."
"You had a birthday in high school and received a horrible gift of mischief, and the result was that you accidentally knocked the cake over."
Although it may be just a dream, Qi Yan still cherishes Shu Zimu's memories of the past, which is like a family treasure. But he just wanted to relax Shu Zimu's mood, but he didn't want the other person to listen to a few words but said: "I don't remember a bit, but when you say that, I remembered it a little, the gift is a laughter Face-changing ghost doll?"
Qi Yan was surprised, and Shu Zimu went on to say: "My mother did make a swing for me, and I cut the doll head and the size of the doll when I was a child. It's basically correct. But it's definitely you who's smart and smart Processed? I was naughty when I was in elementary school."
Qi Yan became more and more stunned. For a moment, she dared not think deeply about Shu Zimu's words. If all these things he dreamed of were correct, wouldn't it be said that the world can basically be confirmed as real? The ending of Xue Zimu in that world... Isn't it true?
Qi Yan thundered in his head. He didn't know what he thought for a while, but he looked at Shu Zimu staring blankly.
Shu Zimu smiled as he saw it, and made up his mind. He looked at Qi Yan and said, "Actually... I also had this kind of dream."
Shu Zimu summarized his previous life's experience with "dreams" and selectively told Qi Yan, saying that he was also like Qi Yan. He once had a dream and dreamed about the timeline after he had gone for several years. The situation in the dream is very real, making him think that he has passed through and lived in that world for several years.
Shu Zimu didn't give up the memories of his last life, but only said that he had lived there for two or three years after dreaming for five years. Shu Zimu truncated that memory, skipped a few things forced by the Xue family, and chose the best years of his condition.
Shu Zimu said that he was mainly in codewords in the past few years, so he had some accumulation as a writer and knew some information, so he could think of investing in projects such as "Blood Dawn". In short, Shu Zimu said that the basic is the advantage brought by that "dream", and did not want to let Qi Yan know that he had fully experienced the pain that Xue family had imposed on him.
Although Qi Yan knew everything in his dreams, Qi Yan could still treat those as dreams. If he knew that Shu Zimu had been treated like that, he would definitely feel more sad and angry.
Although I don't know why Qi Yan had such a dream, but the other party has understood his past and suffered more pain. Shu Zimu also wants to be as honest as possible with his lover. Shu Zimu is not worried that he can fully accept the fact that the other party is unacceptable, but he is reluctant to feel too uncomfortable because he knows that he was in a tragic situation.
Shu Zimu's idea was correct. Qi Yan didn't think too much after learning about his situation. Because of his own example, he believed he had a dream too. Shu Zimu said that he did not know that he was killed by the Xue family, and Qi Yan did not doubt it, and was therefore at ease. But even so, Qi Yan still quietly decided to go find the Xue family's trouble again, at least to vent his breath for Shu Zi Mu Meng's legs for two or three years.
Realizing that the other time and space in the dream seemed to be true, in addition to the distress for Xue Zimu’s premature death, Qi Yan also resented the Xue family, and regretted that Qi Yan and Xue Zimu missed there. Fortunately, Shu Zimu was beside him in this time and space, so Qi Yan temporarily let go of negative emotions, thinking that he and Shu Zimu had the same bizarre experience, and learned more about Shu Zimu, but finally had this dream A little positive emotions.
Then the two still snuggled together and talked about the things in the "dream". They all want to know each other's experiences and worry about the other party's state. Once the other party does not answer their own questions seriously and wants to fool around, use various physical contacts to punish each other and have a lively chat.
I completely forgot the phone ringtone that I rang before.