Chapter 178: What happened to the bedclothes today? ——Lin Buxian seriously...

When Yun An woke up, it was bright, squinted his eyes and gave a "tsk", hummed and stretched out, his arm stretched to Lin Buxian's side, but he "touched" it cold...
Yun'an was fine at once, the word "Yixi" came to his lips, and suddenly remembered what happened last night, only felt a cold air rising from the bottom of my heart, with the power of the heartbeat, it was transmitted to the limbs along the blood'liquid' Hundred Mukuro-it's cold.
Yun'an rarely fragments, and the wine yesterday is far from enough to make Yun'an fragment. It's just that she drank the wine of this time and space for the first time, and there was no resistance in her body, so she was so drunk. A while.
But it happened to be such a short period of time, how can it be...
Yun An took a deep breath, and hated to slap himself: It's really drunk and courageous, how much is hidden in the bottom of my heart, and he said things that he didn't even dare to think about.
Yun'an looked around the empty "dangling" and "dangling" rooms, with cold sweat on his forehead, and his brain was blank, finished, finished, finished...
Yunan remembers...
Last night, it was not just as simple as kissing Lin Buxian, because Lin Buxian was drinking wine in a coat. After stealing incense and stealing jade, Yun'an was "kind" and worried about Lin Buxian's uncomfortable sleep and helped Lin Buxian. I also took off my clothes. Although I stopped until I reached the middle of my clothes, in the process of undressing...I didn't do much to wipe others' oil.
"Ah! I'm cold, this time I'm dead!" Yun'an still remembered the soft touch last night, and smacked his lips in praise...
Yun An turned around and buried his head in the gap between the two pillows. With both hands on the left and right of the pillow wrapped his face, he couldn't help wailing: Yunan, ah Yunan, What is the difference between your behavior and the beast?
With a "squeak", the door opened. Lin Buxian walked into the room with breakfast, and saw Yun An lying on the bed, twisting his body unceasingly. Lin Buxian's eyes flashed, and his eyes dropped slightly. He pursed his lips and raised his eyes again, calling out in a soft voice: "Awake?"
To Lin Buxian's voice, Yunan was like being tapped, her buttocks froze on the bed before she could put it down, her breathing "stopped", and she was panicked, only to the sound of her heartbeat. .
Lin Buxian put the tray on the table and said, "Three poles a day, you still get up? Come over for dinner."
Yun An raised his ears, feeling that Lin Buxian's voice did not seem to have the kind of emotion he had imagined. He turned his head suspiciously and saw that Lin Buxian had already sat at the round table, waiting for him.
Yun An got up, sat cross-legged on the bed and looked at Lin Buxian, without saying a word.
The catkin hidden under the wide sleeves moved, clenched into a fist, tightened and loosened...
"What's wrong? Come and eat."
"Oh, good." Yun'an moved his body like a snail, wearing only his shirt and shoes, came to the round table and sat down opposite Lin Buxian.
Lin Buxian got up and Yun An Sheng put a bowl of porridge in front of Yun An, handed the chopsticks and spoon to Yun An, and brought the small dishes, and finally brought the plate with four steamed buns. .
The side dishes include bamboo shoots with sesame oil, hot and sour cucumbers, scrambled eggs, pickled radishes, drunk shrimps, steamed and mixed shredded fish. The six side dishes are placed in a palm-sized dish and paired with white porridge that has been boiled with rice oil. .
"These side dishes are the chef's specialty, how do you taste them?"
"Okay." Yun An stretched out his hand to grab the steamed bun in the plate, but Lin Buxian patted the back of his hand suddenly.
Yun An's heart was guilty, his hands shook, and he looked at Lin Buxian anxiously, at a loss.
"Go wash your hands first." Lin Buxian's voice became softer.
"...Look at me, as soon as you see the food, forget it, I, I will go now." Yun'an squeezed a stiff smile, put down his chopsticks and spoon, and turned to go behind the screen.
Lin Buxian looked at Yun An's back and sighed quietly.
Lin Buxian looked at the porridge in the soup bowl in front of him with the sound of washing.
...
Yun An walked from behind the screen, saw Lin Buxian who was now, and asked, "What are you thinking?"
"Huh?" Lin Buxian replied with a smile, "It's nothing, I'm thinking about what gift my mother should give to the elderly this year."
"Isn't it June 18? It's still early."
"It's not too early. It was also this time in previous years. I started to prepare. My mother had no children, only my daughter. Before I took over the family business, I was just a girl's house with the same door. Naturally, I could not send it to my mother. What a treasured gift, but on this day there will be many relatives and friends visiting, but I have not presented a gift that can be displayed in front of the guests. Since taking over the family business, I have spent a lot of thought on my mother’s birthday gift every year. Mother's regret."
Yun An understands: Mrs. Lin didn't want a priceless gift, but... used a precious gift to cover up the embarrassment of no successor in Lin Mansion.
Fettered by the social environment, it is difficult for women to walk in the world, and they can't buy precious gifts, but men can. From a certain perspective, "cherished gift" can be replaced by the concept of "Sun Xianxiao".
What Mrs. Shilin wanted most was the prosperity of the family full of children and grandchildren.
Yun An thought: Lin Buxian must also understand such a simple truth, but she can't solve it...I can only use this method to make up for the guilt in my heart.
Yun'an grabbed a steamed bun and held it in his hand, thinking for a moment, and replied, "Don't worry about your mother's birthday gift this year. Let me give it instead for you."
"Okay. You have a unique vision, maybe you bought an unexpected gift."
Yunan took a bite of the steamed bun, took a bite of sesame oil and bamboo shoot shreds and ate it into his mouth, which was crisp and refreshing, and took a few more bites of porridge...
The heat of the porridge is just right, and it flows into the stomach warmly, not to mention how comfortable it is after eating.
"This porridge is really good~, the essence of the rice is boiled, and the time is right. It will become hard after a while, and it will be battered after a while."
"If you like it, I can make it for you from time to time."
Yun An's eyes widened and said in surprise, "You made this porridge?"
"Well, it's not indecent to come and go. After eating such a delicious lamb chop, I always know that "put peaches and repay plums", but I have never cooked, and I asked the cook that only this white porridge is the easiest to try."
"what……"
"You like it."
Yun An lowered his head, stirred the porridge in the bowl, and said, "It's been a long time, right?" It takes less than an hour to boil the porridge into this heat.
"Which one of you has the ability to sleep as long as you? I got up early in the morning, and there was nothing to do anyway, so I asked the cook about how to make porridge."
"Thank you."
"Drink more porridge, eat less steamed buns, and wait until you are hungry. Congee nourishes your stomach..."
"...Yixi."
"Ok?"
"You last night, uh... I last night, did you... sleep well last night?"
"Fortunately, I drank so much wine last night, I should have a headache when I woke up, but it didn't happen at all. It seems that the quality of this wine is good... Maybe it may be sold to Los Angeles."
"No, I fed you Blue Star's hangover "medicine"."
"Oh? That's how it is..."
After eating, Yun An told Lin Buxian that he planned to go to the pier again, and asked Lin Buxian if he would go with him.
Lin Buxian declined Yun An's invitation, planning to read a book at home and let Yun An go by himself.
Yunan Yirong changed clothes and left Yunzhai.
Lin Buxian went to the study, took down the book that was only half-read this time, sat down on the bookcase, and turned to the page number he saw next...
Half an hour has passed, but the book in Miss Lin Si's hand hasn't even turned a page. The reading speed of Miss Lin Si is completely impossible...
Lin Buxian put down the scroll in his hand, put his right hand on the bookcase, and sighed slightly.
Last night, she did not sleep soundly...
She was just stupefied by the alcohol, unable to open her eyes and unable to move, but she did not lose consciousness, even though... her consciousness was a bit "blurred", but she knew everything Yun An did last night.
Lin Buxian only slept for a short while, and when the power of sober "medicine" was fully utilized, she became sober.
After such a big deal, how could Lin Buxian fall asleep?
Even though Yun'an was sleeping very heavily, Lin Buxian didn't dare to move. She was worried that if Yunan "woke up", how could she face her? What kind of mood and attitude should you use to face her?
Lin Buxian counted all the babbles that Yun'an was drunk in his ears and imprinted in his heart.
She said: She likes self, it is the kind of love between husband and wife, the love of men and women...
She said: Women like women can like women, and women can have love between women. In addition to being unable to have children, women can do things between husband and wife!
She said: She already has the time and right to spend her life with her... She really wants to tell her, but she is afraid that she can't accept it...
Yun An's voice reverberated in Lin Buxian's mind almost all night. During the process, Lin Buxian's eyes blushed several times, and his mood changed.
It is true that when Lin Buxian invited Yun An to stay, she had already figured out what might happen, and even... she envisioned a "coexistence mode" with Yun An for the rest of her life.
Lin Buxian didn't understand what "same "sex" love was all about, although she had learned from her conversation with Yun'an a long time ago that Yun'an might like women, even so...Lin Bu Xian also doesn't know what it means to be together with a woman.
She once said that the old girl who was released from the palace might choose the palace maid who was released together to die with food, but Lin Buxian has always said that the so-called "feeding" is just two lonely and helpless women who make the promise of lifelong companionship. , And then support and accompany each other like family and friends, and spend the rest of their lives together.
What can two women do even if they sleep together?
but……
Last night, Yun'an's words completely subverted Lin Buxian's "", Yun'an said: Women and women can do all things between husband and wife, except that they can't have children.
Although a little bit ashamed, Lin Buxian thought about it seriously: Does Yunan's "all things" include the bedclothes.
Combining Yun'an's "exceeding" behaviors of self, Lin Buxian concluded that it is included.
Just like Yun'an did to Zi... I carefully outlined Zi's lip line, and tried to break in several times... She almost succeeded.
and also……
Lin Buxian never knows that there is a close friend of her boudoir who can achieve the level of Yunan's self-respect, but on the eve of getting married, he learned a very similar content from the "How to Husband and Wife" taught by his mother.
Since meeting Yunan, Lin Buxian's ability to accept and think about things has changed a lot, but the way of life of the two female couples has subverted the education Lin Buxian has received over the past two decades.
As if suddenly running into a wild horse in its heart, it ran across it, trying to break through the inherent city time and time again, hitting its head and bleeding and refusing to stop, the original unbreakable wall was also cracked by the horse .
Lin Buxian felt like the horse for a while, and then felt that it was the city wall. For a while, he didn't know how to deal with himself and where to put himself in place.
The two thoughts have been clashing in Lin Buxian's heart, and they are more torturing than peeling...
It wasn't until it was almost light that Lin Buxian suddenly "woke up". Abandoning all distractions, she only asked one question: Is Yun'an self-conscious about kissing herself, is she disgusting?
Hate it?
Not annoying...
Do you like it?
Is it...like it?
Yes, I like it. Lin Buxian still remembered the palpitations, like stepping on cotton, floating all over.
Since you like it, what are you entangled with? Haven't you already sent an "invitation" to Yunan? Although the self at that time didn't understand the real meaning of "to eat", but promise is promise, there is no but.
As for the other side, those things that are messy in my heart, how can they be unclear, it is better to just throw them in the corner. Yun'an once told since: If you don't understand things, just leave it to time, and there will always be answers.
It did take Lin Buxian some time to ask for "sex" and pretended not to remember everything from last night.