Chapter 294: Lost heart

So far, Su Yun dare not conceal it. Her younger brother has been honest since she was young. Even if she put on the air of a lieutenant colonel in front of outsiders and the wife of the army commander, she would definitely not be in front of Xiao Hai.
Because the two grew up together, Su Yun often reveals the most vulnerable side of herself.
"I...I just went to the countryside back then. At that time, my mind was lost. Anyway, Meng Xing had already married her and didn't want me. I would never wait for him. In addition, the rural living conditions were bad at that time, and it was nothing to eat. If I don't have enough to eat, I will starve to death if I come to the city if I don't pay attention." Su Yun paused and described the hardships he suffered in the countryside again.
As if I woke up hungry in the middle of the night, I had no choice but to drink cold water in the winter and pretend to be full.
Su Hai's face was green when he heard it, but he insisted, "What then?"
"There was a retired soldier who treated me well, so I followed him..." At that time, the two were not officially married, and neither family had any relatives. At that time, the poor people in the countryside couldn't open the pot. Where could there be money for banquet?
At that time, he pulled two feet of cloth and barely made a dress.
And Su Yun went with that man because she was angry, because she couldn't live anymore and wanted to find a backer.
She insisted on not getting married at the time, because she knew that one day she would return to the city. And the experience in the countryside is the stain of her life, how could she leave evidence of stains?
Marriage is a proof of taint.
"Child, tell me child!" Su Hai's mind is buzzing non-stop, he only knows that their Su family still has a baby girl outside!
Now he can finally understand why Grandpa Hai likes to sneak out to find his granddaughter. If this is to let Dad know that he still has a granddaughter outside, he can't form a group with Grandpa Hai to find a granddaughter?
"The child was left in the countryside by me." Su Yun finally appeared timid in Su Hai's eyes.
She didn't do anything wrong in pursuing her own happiness, but after so many years of marrying Meng Xingzhi, she failed to give birth to a son and a half. Whenever the night was quiet, she would think of her undeserved daughter.
"So the silver bracelet you lost was actually for that daughter?"
"Huh!" Su Yun's head lowered and ruthlessly.
"What's your name?" Su Hai asked in a breath.
"I... I'm afraid I was too concerned about having a name, so I didn't name it!"
"You..." Su Hai pointed at his sister, almost to death. "Su Yun, you are so frustrated and crazy, you are terrible." Without asking the reason, he knew why Su Yun left that daughter.
Are you afraid that you can't marry Meng Xingzhi? It's simply a mental illness, and I don't even want a biological daughter for a man. Thanks to her tender work, their Su family's face will be lost by her.
"If you let Dad know about this, he will definitely rush to the military area to break your leg."
"You can't tell your child, you can't tell Dad. And if you know that I have lied to him for so many years, what will he think of me? You must help me this time, you must help me.
"How are you going to ask me to help you?" Su Hai sneered at the corners of his lips and said, "Is going to the countryside to see if that girl is dead?"
"Xiaohai can't blame me, I can't help it. If I stay in the countryside, I will be crazy, I will definitely be crazy, I can only marry the Meng family if I am innocent." Su Yun said with big tears in her eyes. It's falling, and it's very sad, as if to vent all the pain that has been suppressed by secrets for so many years.