Chapter 5: Roar from the soul

At this moment, in Ye Feng's mind, the scenes that happened before were constantly flashing.
　　 In physical education class.
　　 "Leaf, come and play basketball," a classmate waved.
　　 "No, I won't, and I have to go home early to study, ha ha" Ye Feng smiled helplessly at them.
　　 Everyone burst into laughter. They didn't see Ye Feng's small hands clenching hard. Who said he was not strong enough to dare to play, who told himself to bear the hope of his parents.
After school.
　　 "Leaf, are you interested in kicking it?"
　　 "Come on, he has to go home and be a good baby, and do you think he is like playing football? Let's play by ourselves, leave him alone"
　　 Ye Feng walked out of the school without a sound, suddenly felt that the backpack behind him seemed to be a lot heavier.
　　 Not everyone is qualified to indulge their inner desires, and now they are more responsible.
　　 come home:
　　 "Xiao Feng, study hard and try to get a better high school, hey~~~" Father Ye smoked a flue.
　　 "What are you talking about, Xiaofeng, don't listen to your dad, you can take the test as much as you can"
　　 "En." Ye Feng got up from the bed, picked up the pen again and started to do the problem.
　　 The old-fashioned wall clock hung on the wall at this moment, "Boom, Boom, Boom" knocked and knocked, and at ten o'clock in the night, that night was hard to sleep.
　　 My thoughts wandered in the long river of time and soon reached high school.
　　 "Hey, madman, go to the Internet cafe this Sunday and have fun"
　　 Ye Feng sighed helplessly, and said, "No, I have no money. Go ahead."
　　 "Forget it if you have no money, whoever is rich, who will go?"
　　 At that time, Ye Feng understood for the first time: There is a gap between people and people! He is not in their circle.
　　 That day, one day I vowed to break my circle.
　　 "Hey, have you heard that? That Zhang Yang got a perfect score in Physics this time."
　　 "Damn, is he a human! I heard he was playing games with Li Bing and the others all night last night"
　　 Tightened his hands, Ye Feng's expression was not very good. He only scored 119 points in this physics test, which is not ideal for a class with an average score of over 120.
　　 Besides, he reviewed all night last night.
　　 On that day, Ye Feng understood for the first time: Not everything can be done by hard work, talent is actually very important.
　　Whoever says that working hard can make up the gap with others, he will be anxious!
　　 In the third year mobilization meeting:
"Classmates, we are running out of time. The college entrance examination has entered the countdown. Soon you will face the first and most important test of your life. During this time, I hope that all teachers and students will continue to work hard. The hardworking spirit, the team spirit of cooperative combat, the enterprising spirit of pioneering and innovative and the dedication spirit of hard work will maintain the current good momentum.
Strive to create new and greater results in the college entrance examination. At the same time, I hope that parents will do a good job of logistical support, care about and encourage their children, reduce pressure for children, achieve home-school cooperation, and create a better future...Finally, I hope every Classmates should be able to spend all of their time on studying. We have one of the classmates who fall in love with each other, we have to grab one, and the other one..."
　　 "I still want to fall in love early, I am fond of others, but no one is fond of me" Ye Feng curled his lips and muttered secretly.
　　 Ye Feng had a single love for a girl in three years of high school, but because of the reality gap, Ye Feng had no courage to confess until he graduated. There is always a voice in Ye Feng's heart that keeps telling himself: University is the paradise of love, and the clouds in front of him are quite a bit of Ah Q spirit.
　　 In this way, the entire three years of high school has become Ye Feng’s learning history and also a glorious history of bachelor’s. Thoughts stumbled into the college era, the era when the single-plank bridge crossed the river and the parents and children made a broken blood.
　　 "Ye Feng, why did you fail your subject in the first semester? What can you do in the future!" the counselor said very solemnly.
　　 "I, I, my brain is not good" Ye Feng was a little ashamed, and in the first semester, he was busy studying the truth.
　　 It turns out that university is not so free. Everyone is busy with the blank space in the resume after graduation.
　　 "I'm sorry, Ye Feng, you are a good person, but we are not suitable. I am not going to fall in love during college." The girl bit her lip and said.
　　 Although Ye Feng, who was issued a good person card for the first time, was very sad and helpless, but he was not discouraged. He believed that persistence was victory, because he had come here all the time, including the college entrance examination.
However, a month later, he happened to see the girl he confessed and a rich man in the department cuddling, and in an instant he understood that she did not intend to fall in love, but that she did not intend to be like him. Talk of poor people.
　　Love is actually a game for the rich.
　　 Since then, Ye Feng has become more withdrawn than before.
　　 "Ye Feng, go to the lecture?"
　　"Don't go"
　　 "Ye Feng, go to a movie?"
"No time to"
　　 "Ye Feng, are you interested in participating in the networking?"
"Not interested in"
　　 "Ye Feng?"
"Yep?"
　　 "Oh, you're not going, goodbye." The roommate looked regretful.
　　 Whether he didn't want to go or didn't dare to go, Ye Feng kept torturing himself at this time.
　　 It's all boring and helpless life, it's really unbearable to look back!
"What do I want? Will I always be so willing to be ordinary? Or? I am actually eager to live under the shining light like everyone else." Ye Feng's thoughts returned to reality with a heavy step, and his heart was unprecedented. 'S burst out a wonderful desire to live, and the white silk connected with the diamond-shaped crystal became more shining.
Looking at the dark and quiet night ahead, Ye Feng felt like his life was full of darkness. The evil fire accumulated in his chest finally broke out at this moment. Ye Feng was angry without warning, raised his to the sky and shouted : Grass mud horse.
　　 towards the endless darkness in the distance.
　　 "Why do people have everything when they are born, but they don't know to cherish?! And I want nothing."
　　 Quiet night.
　　 "Why do we have to work hard for money?! Live a life that goes against our heart! My soul tells me that cultivation is my home!"
　　 Still a quiet night.
　　 "Why do people have to live such a boring life? I want to take my destiny in my own hands and live the life I want. Shouldn't we have our own life?! Woo, woo..."
　　……
　　Every time Ye Feng said a word, the diamond-shaped crystal in the unknown space trembled, and the light shone even more, as if to respond to Ye Feng's torture of this world.
　　 Ye Feng said, her eyes filled with tears, and she sobbed.
　　 For a long time, the night was still so dark and nothing changed. Ye Feng suddenly laughed at himself. Why is it so sensitive today? Ha ha, I shouldn't be so pessimistic. I am a very optimistic person.
　　 Suddenly, the sky pierced!
　　 It seems that fate has heard Ye Feng's cry!
　　 Several street lights beside the road seemed to have burned their last lives, UU reading www.uukanshu. com is gone.
　　 Suddenly, the surrounding area became completely dark, and there was no one, and it became more quiet.
　　 Ye Feng saw it, and for a moment, his eyes were red, and his face was full of blue veins, like an irritated beast, a fierceness rushed out from the bottom of his heart, facing the direction of darkness, no matter it was in the mouth or in the heart, he roared.
　　The light of the street lamp is like a fuse, igniting the crazy heart of a beast.
　　 "I, Ye Feng, swear by my life and soul that I will never live this ordinary and painful life again in this life. Even if I die, I will let my life and soul burn with brilliant colors and bloom the real earth."
　　 "Here, whether it is the Jade Emperor, Jesus, Buddha, or Satan, Pluto, whether you exist or not, I, pray to you for strength, and burn my life and soul."
　　 I am not willing to be ordinary
　　I, I want to be wonderful.
　　 Let me be the person in this world who dares to fight against fate.
　　……
　　 This life oath, never regret.
The diamond-shaped crystal in the unnamed space made a humming sound at this time, and the white light connecting Ye Feng’s heart and the crystal also became thick and abnormal in an instant, as if the crystal would follow the white line into Ye Feng’s heart at any time. .
After 　　 roared, Ye Feng sat down weakly on the ground, with a frustrated expression on his face, like a depressed ball, motionless.
　　 muttered to himself: crazy, crazy, I'm really crazy. Hahaha...hahaha...this world is always disappointing...
　　 Before he finished speaking, Ye Feng suddenly felt a strong fluctuation in the space, and a crack-like sound came from the front, and a little light suddenly lit up in the darkness.
　　 Very bright!