Chapter 149: What right do you have to be angry?

Seeing her looking over, Li Beixun seemed as if nothing had happened before, leaning over: "Come on, I will help you up and take a sip of water to suppress the shock."
Shi Qing's lost eyes gradually became clear, and his reflection appeared in her pupils.
Faced with the pair of black eyes that still exuded rare tenderness, she trembled, and immediately turned her head away and looked out the dark window.
But the hand holding the water glass was particularly stubborn, and stretched out in front of her again, "Drink first, then let's talk, okay?"
"Nothing to talk about."
Hoarseness.
Good calm, but when she said it, she still...choked.
Her heart was like a ruin that had been ravaged by the flames of war, no place was intact. She felt unable to think, unable to breathe, and even unable to look at him again...
Just look at him again, that kind of hatred will be mixed with a lot of heartache that she can't resist, and tear her to pieces...
"The children have also felt your emotional changes, and you don't want them to worry, right?"
After thinking for a while, Li Beixun still took out his two magic weapons and softly persuaded her.
But this time, Li Beixun was disappointed.
Shi Qing didn't move, she didn't seem to hear what he said.
Li Beixun waited for a while, directly stretched out his hand, and hugged her firmly from behind!
Feeling her struggle, his arms tightened and tightened to prevent her emotions from losing control again, "Don't be afraid, it's me, I'm still me, I haven't changed at all, and I won't hurt you anymore!"
In the last sentence, he was sonorous and powerful. This is a guarantee and a lifetime promise!
"Are you still you?" Shi Qing couldn't listen at all. "Yes, you were still the demon who took precedence six years ago! For example, now, he wouldn't let me go!"
"I won't let go, nor will Hydrangea, and Yunjin will not let go! Do you think they would be so happy if they knew that you were their biological mother?!" He said solemnly, not allowing her to resist!
He was turned away by her all day and night, and he was very tortured!
Cloud brocade, cloud embroidery...
Shi Qing's eyes were sour, and again... red...
Lowering her head, she saw his arm still on her chest, and she suddenly touched him.
Li Beixun finally got this little response, before he was too happy, Shi Qing suddenly raised his arm, opened his mouth, and bit the past severely
The sharp pain pierced the flesh and immediately smelled blood!
She tried her best to bite him fiercely!
She hates him for taking and grabbing six years ago!
Hate everyone who keeps her in that villa and treats her as a mobile palace and fertility machine!
The blood flowed down his arm, dripped on the pure white bed sheet, and dyed a piece of red!
But she still didn't let go!
This is her hatred and his deserved it!
After biting for a long time, Shi Qing let him go until she exhausted all her strength!
On his arm, there are two neat rows of deep blood holes, still gurgling blood...
Li Beixun didn't even look at his wounds, motionless, as if the hand biting was not his but someone else's.
I can't feel the pain on the flesh at all.
Because her next words, like a sharp blade, pierced his heart fiercely
"You are not allowed to tell the children that I am their mother!"
She couldn't stand the disappointed eyes of the two children. She didn't want to experience the situation in her dream for a moment!
The words without a trace of emotion made Li Beixun stiff.
Is she... still planning to leave? Don't you intend to have anything to do with them anymore?
"why?"
He asked hardly.
Even when he had no enemies to pursue and kill in country M when he was young, he was shot several times, and he was hiding in the dirty and stinky water ditch. He felt that it was not as difficult as it is now...
Shi Qing turned her face away and didn't want to answer, but her eyes blushed in despair.
The two children are the meat that fell from her body, how could she not want to recognize it if she could?
Every time she saw their cute faces, listened to their childish words, saw them being mocked and bullied by others, she wanted to tell them that she was their mother!
She doesn't want to, but can't!
Unable to get her answer, Li Beixun clasped her shoulders backhand and forced her to face herself, with a certain tone: "You are their mother, the whole generation! Whether you admit it or not!"
Shi Qing raised her head, her pale face with a miserable smile: "Then what do you want to tell them? Tell them, is their birth my disaster? How do you want them to face it?"
They are adults, and these pains are borne by them.
"It's so difficult to admit that you are their mother? They are your shame, your disaster? That's how you see the two children?"
Shi Qing smiled with tears: "What qualifications do you have to be angry? These were originally caused by you and the members of the Li family! Don't think I don't know that other parents are married because of love and gave birth to their children. My children, just a tool that your Li family uses to check and balance each other!"
tool!
These two words hit his heart like a bullet instantly, making the heartache almost cracked!
But he could not refute...
He did treat the two children that way at first.
At that time, he had just returned from Country M and had almost no background or support. It was even more difficult to regain everything that his parents had been taken away from the Li family and to avenge their parents.
The only option is to reassure the old lady and buy a few more years for herself.
But when the two guys were held in his arms, his heart, which had been hard for more than 20 years, became incredibly soft...
They are far more than tools for him...
But this can't change his original intention.
Li Beixun's black eyes dimmed inch by inch, pinching the big palm of her shoulder, a little bit angry.
What you get deliberately with a purpose... will eventually be lost.
If children later learn that they are just their first "tool", how disappointed will they be? !
He... dare not think deeply...
The hand slipped away from her shoulder.
He got up and walked to the door.
The pace is as heavy as lead.
It took less than ten meters to walk for five minutes...
Shi Qing didn't hear his hoarse voice until he was almost outside the door.
"You're right, boys... I won't let them know. As for you, you can stay here or go... you can rest first. Tomorrow, when you calm down, if you want to take away two babies, Let's talk about..."
Every word seems to be wrapped in the heaviest determination, the most difficult patience, the most painful choice...
Words, heartburn.
It is not easy to let her go!
The pain of gouging his heart is hard to describe one ten thousandth of what he feels now!
The door was closed.
The sound of footsteps drifted away.
Shi Qing sat on the bed in a daze, her heart getting heavier and heavier by the fading sound of footsteps, and finally it was like a slap, broken...
Tears fell on the back of her own hand...
One, two, three...
Many, many...
He was finally willing to let her go, and finally stopped struggling, and he might also let her and the two children leave...
She obviously can breathe a sigh of relief.
But the heart is still so tight, empty and painful...
the next day.
Shi Qing opened her eyes and it was already ten o'clock.
Thinking that she was the latest to get up, when she came downstairs, she actually saw two others in the restaurant.
Hydrangea drank the porridge spoon: "Morning, Auntie!"
Li Yunjin sternly said: "It's still early? The sun is already basking."
Shi Qing was puzzled, went to the dining table, opened the chair and sat down, and asked, "Are you not going to school today?"
Today is not the weekend, and the two children should not be at home.
Hydrangea shook his head like a rattle: "I don't know. Grandpa Gao told us early in the morning that there is no need to get up early to school."
Lao Gao brought breakfast to Shi Qing and explained: "The young master has ordered him. He has asked the teacher for leave, so that the young master and sister are at home."
Li Beixun?
Doesn't he care about children's education most?
Why not let them go to school?
Subconsciously looking at the position where Li Beixun often sits, he is puzzled.
The hydrangea was strange, and immediately caught Shi Qing's eyes: "Auntie, are you looking for Dad?"
Shi Qing: "..." He stretched out in the direction of the first place and took a piece of paper to wipe the corner of his mouth: "No."
Dropped his eyes, put aside those complicated feelings, and started to concentrate on eating.
Anyway, the two children are also his children, and she can't influence him what he wants to do.
The hot porridge entrance, as usual, is sticky and smooth, flowing into the stomach, warming it away, and the stomach is full.
But I don't know why, the more so, her heart is still empty and painful...
After the quarrel last night, they are definitely not going back to the past. Sooner or later, she will leave.
This is the only ending between them.
The neat and orderly sound of footsteps interrupted Shi Qing's complex mood.
When I looked up, I saw a group of dark bodyguards rushing in and standing neatly in the living room.
There are as few as fifty people, some of whom Shi Qing knows, who are the most capable people in Li Jin.
After the bodyguards came in, they stood in five rows, neatly and uniformly, with extraordinary momentum.
Then there are people in servant costumes, there are gardeners, cooks, cleaners...
Shi Qing is more familiar with these people, and they all work in Fairview Park.
They lowered their heads and stood uniformly in the middle of the living room.
Fortunately, the living room is big enough, otherwise I really can't stand.
Shi Qing looked at Lao Gao: "What happened?"
The atmosphere is so tense.
Lao Gao was also at a loss: "I don't know the specifics either."
Hydrangea was a little afraid of such a battle, jumped out of the chair, and hid behind Shi Qing.
Li Jin walked in and greeted respectfully: "Hello Sister Shi!"
"Master!"
"sister!"
Shi Qing: "What happened?"
Li Jin lowered his head, unable to see his expression, and replied, "Master Li ordered this. I don't know the specific reason."