Chapter 347: Love

Mu Shenyan's words just fell, and Guo Jingze's hands shook uncontrollably.
Looking up, Mu Shenyan saw Guo Jingze's red eyes, and there was an indescribable pain.
He messed up his broken hair and became mentally irritable.
Compared with the polite man who was usual, Mu Shenyan believed that Guo Jingze at this time was his real side.
More than three years ago, she saw Guo Jingze for the first time at the entrance of a bar in City A. She was the same decadent, holding a wine bottle and dangling. The man’s voice was hoarse and his eyes were blurred. If he didn’t look carefully at his expensive outfit , Others thought it was just a drunk alcoholic.
At that time, Mu Shenyan was tired, she was pregnant, and her body would make her collapse at any time. Even if it was the door of the bar, the environment was not good. She had no choice but to sit down and rest in two public chairs a few meters away from Guo Jingze.
Guo Jingze looked at her, and suddenly came swaying, sitting opposite her, a pair of beautiful flashing eyes staring at Mu Shenyan, murmured, "Miss, do you know what is the most painful thing on earth?"
Mu Shenyan saw the drunk man, she didn't want to care, turned her head, thinking about the strength in her leg, she left.
Seeing her cold face, Guo Jingze continued in a hurry, and continued, "I have money... have status... I have pain and I love my father and mother. Guess what, what makes me so painful?"
When Mu Shenyan heard it and smiled lightly, she said softly, "Love is not enough!"
Because of these four words, Guo Jingze suddenly became alert. He raised his head from the table and looked at Mu Shenyan carefully. Suddenly, he cried and laughed, repeating the sentence, "Yes, love but not... ...Without love..."
Somehow, Mu Shenyan didn't resent the man in front of him, but thought he was pitiful.
"Where do you live? I'll take a taxi to take you home?"
Seeing Guo Jingze crying like a child on the table, she moved her heart, she could not give him personally, but it was still possible to take a taxi.
Guo Jingze was crying, pulling out his cell phone from his pocket and turning out a photo to show Mu Shenyan. His red eyes did not affect his face value. The handsome and handsome man, with a bit of rebellion and decadence, whispered Said, "The people inside are the ones I love, but our love is destined not to be accepted by the world..."
Mu Shenyan glanced at it, then nodded silently. The man in the picture was a big boy with a clean smile and fair and delicate skin.
"They said I was a monster... I couldn't stay in my original circle... they would look down on me..."
Guo Jingze cried while crying, withdrew his mobile phone, and said to himself, "Wei Guo, let's bear the pressure together..."
Mu Shenyan felt that the man in front of her might have fallen out of love. She was reluctant to communicate with a drunk. She got up and was about to leave. Guo Jingze suddenly got up and gently pulled Mu Shenyan's shirt.
Mu Shenyan stepped back and forth in shock, shouting sharply, "What are you going to do?"
She subconsciously touched her newly raised belly.
Guo Jingze just noticed that she was a pregnant woman.
It seemed to feel that his behavior was abrupt, and the big boy with good tutoring himself suddenly became uneasy, "I'm sorry! I'm not malicious...I..."
The panic in his eyes really seemed to be a child who did something wrong. He wiped his tears with his sleeves and murmured, "I want you to talk with me..."
Knowing that the other party was gay, Mu Shenyan lowered her vigilance a little, but she still dared not walk close to an alcoholic.
After all, a drunk person can go crazy at any time.
Guo Jingze may realize this. He pointed to the cafe not far away and whispered, "It's so cold here, it's not suitable for long sitting, it's warm there, and there are many people..."
"I give you my ID card, I am not a bad person..."
With that said, Guo Jingze even tossed a purse.
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Mu Shenyan took out his ID from the inside and looked at the photo on the ID. He was the same person as himself, and he was relieved. She herself is also down, and these days, she has barely spoken to people.
The two entered the cafe one after the other. Guo Jingze ordered Mu Shenyan freshly squeezed fruit juice. He also told him to order heating and ordered a cup of coffee.
Mu Shenyan was just a good listener, and Guo Jingze told his experience, Mu Shenyan learned that he was a child who grew up in the compound of the Kyoto Military Region. It can be said that life is just hanging Good.
Born with a golden spoon, he is an only child, his father loves his mother, and has a high degree of education. If he wants to, he enters the army to exercise for a few years, and comes out to drop the high official.
However, the problem lies here. His parents wanted him to join the army, but his fun lies in a free life.
He was in conflict with his parents. At this time, he met a boy named Wei Guo.
The two people walked from the world of online games to reality. Guo Jingze was surprised to find that he liked men.
Wei Guo is a student at school. Guo Jingze has been supporting Wei Guo to study since he established a relationship with him.
The circle in Kyoto is so big, this matter quickly spread to the ears of parents, they strongly opposed, this is the only son in the family!
Rumors have also started in Kyoto. This situation is not uncommon, but what you want to make public is definitely a minority. Not to mention the status and influence of the Guo family, it is even more risky.
Guo Jingze couldn't resist the pressure and ran out of Kyoto and came to City A.
Mu Shenyan also went nowhere, her sympathy for Guo Jingze turned into a kind of trust, she told Guo Jingze some of her experiences.
Different from him, Mu Shenyan didn't have any complaints in his heart. They were all self-blame and confession. Love was not enough. One of the most painful things in life, but this woman behaved too lightly and coldly.
Don't be heart-wrenched for misery, not frustrated for the slim future.
She told Guo Jingze that although she had depression, but she had children in her stomach, she would actively treat it.
Guo Jingze had a sense of admiration for the beautiful woman in front of her.
"Can I leave your contact information?" Guo Jingze asked carefully before leaving.
Mu Shenyan just wandered to City A, without relatives and reasons, without any help, Guo Jingze did not look like a bad guy.
Mu Shenyan left him a phone.
Guo Jingze found Mu Shenyan's rental house three days later and made a request, "Can we, as a couple, be an agreement?"
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Guo Jingze changed her identity. She no longer has to hide from Tibet and asked her the best psychiatrist. Her depression is mild, and she actively cooperates with treatment and stabilizes her life, allowing her to recover quickly.
Guo Jingze also helped her contact the school to continue studying, Mu Shenyan chose traceology, which originated from the days when she worked in the case.
During this marriage, Mu Shenyan naturally knew the reasons for the Guo family's tolerance and indulgence.
In such a lintel, the daughter-in-law will naturally choose the best and choose carefully. If it is not because Wu Meiyun knows the situation of Guo Jingze, how can she agree to a woman like herself enter the door?
But she had nothing when she met Guo Jingze, except for the child in her belly...
Based on the situation of Guo Jingze at that time, I am afraid that I will not bring back the second woman in my life and tell my mother that she is pregnant with my baby.
So shrewdly like Wu Meiyun, she accepted the daughter-in-law with her eyes closed.
The rumors in Kyoto will not break through, and everyone in the compound knows that Guo Jingze was married.