Chapter 22: Mu Ran continued 05

When he slept at night, Yi Tian didn't dare to care about it any more, but after thinking of various methods, it was not feasible. In the end, he slept with Mu Ran and stretched out his right hand. However, at this time, Yi Tian had no mood to consider these at all, and Mu Ran didn't even react at all.
At about 3 or 4 am, Mu Ran moved in Yi Tian's arms. Yi Tian didn't sleep too much, so he immediately woke up, first tightening his hands subconsciously, and confirming that he was still in his eyes before he opened his eyes.
Mu Ran looked at the distance, his mouth moved slightly and he murmured something, his body looked forward as if he remembered it. Yi Tianmin went to listen to his voice, but he was helpless and couldn't hear anything. Yi Tian suspected he was going to the bathroom, and hesitated to let go. Without restraint, Mu Ran got up and got out of bed almost immediately, but his destination was not the bathroom. He opened the door and walked out, Yi Tian quickly opened the quilt and got out of bed to follow.
When Mu Ran was going down the stairs, Yi Tian grabbed him nervously, frowned and said: "Go back to sleep." Mu Ran seemed as if he couldn't hear him, and looked at the mouth in front of him and continued to miss, still struggling. Want to break away and move forward. Yi Tian noticed his decisiveness, thought for a while and stopped blocking, and let him pull down carefully to relax.
After coming downstairs, Mu Ran entered the kitchen, Yi Tian was worried that he would touch the knife and drag him back. Mu Ran's strength suddenly increased, and he quickly shook his hand and walked quickly to the refrigerator to open the door.
Yi Tian froze, and stood by and watched him move.
There are a lot of ingredients in the refrigerator. They were bought by my aunt who came to cook today. Mu Ran took a few eggs and turned around to find a small pot in the cabinet. He washed the pot, washed it with some water, and carefully put the eggs into it. Yi Tian frowned, and her heart fluttered suddenly.
Mu Ran stood in front of the stove and watched the water rise warmly.
He was no longer expressionless, the corners of his mouth were slightly bent, and the smile on his face was soft and soft.
After the eggs were cooked and cooled, Mu Ran sat down at the table, lowered his head and peeled the shells in silence. The white and round egg white was exposed, and he kept a small circle of eggshells in the place where he held it, and then passed it with a smile.
No one nearby.
In this way, he kept handing eggs to an empty void, like a ridiculous sculpture.
Time passed minute by minute, the glory in his eyes faded a little, the smile slowly disappeared from the corner of his mouth, and finally his fingers were loose and the eggs fell to the ground.
Yi Tian, ​​who had been watching him side by side, said nothing, but walked over and put his hands still in the air into his palms, holding him to the bedroom upstairs. Mu Ran didn't struggle, only opened his mouth as if to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, just stared at Yi Tian's back obediently and followed him.
Returning to the room, Mu Ran fell asleep almost as soon as he got into the bed, just like a robot running out of power, with no strength to open his eyes. It was Yi Tian on one side, who didn't fall asleep all night.
The next day Xu Ran came over to give Mu Ran a psychological treatment, but this time no matter how hard she tried to communicate with Mu Ran, Mu Ran didn't speak, always maintained a stiff sitting position, and stared at the front with a gaze. Xu Ran did not expect that the situation would suddenly become so serious. Just a few days ago, Mu Ran could still communicate with her intermittently.
"Is there anything unusual yesterday?" Xu Ran knew that Mu Ran tried to commit suicide again yesterday, but this could not make Mu Ran's condition worse overnight. Yi Tian looked at someone who was stiffer and stiffer than he had been since waking up in the morning, and Shen said, "He probably had hallucinations last night." Xu Ran frowned and looked at Yi Tian with a questioning frown. The move was said again.
Xu Ran pursed her mouth and became silent. When Mu Ran talked to her that day, her thinking was a little confused, and she only figured out the cause and effect, but she didn't know the details. Even when asked about the most critical dumb mother, Mu Ran murmured and repeated "She is the only person in the world who treats me well." According to Yi Tian's description, she can only speculate on the yesterday. The hallucinations caused a secondary trauma to Mu Ran's psychology and aggravated his illness.
After thinking about it for a long time, Xu Ran was still talking to Yi Tiandao. "I consulted a friend. He can take risperidone and sulpiride in this case." She doesn't really recommend medication. Antidepressant medicine will be as good as possible. Side effects and dependencies, but now this person is finished without drug intervention.
"No." Yi Tian looked at the quietly seated man on the sofa and refused with a grimace. Although Xu Ran told him on the phone yesterday that if psychotherapy was ineffective or not effective at the same time, drug treatment was performed at the same time, but Yi Tian has not been willing to admit the fact that Mu Ran is actually a mental patient.
"He has developed a state of depressive stiffness, and the disease is progressively aggravated. He still has a little instinct for life, and knows that eating and sleeping, and the further development is incontinence, not eating or drinking, not even swallowing What do you plan to do when that happens? "Xu Ran looked at Yi Tian indifferently.
Yi Tian didn't say a word, but He Xudong on one side couldn't help but hesitated to ask, "Wife, what's that? I just want to ask, is he really not listening to us or pretending?"
Xu Ran threw an eye knife, "You can show one for me." He Xudong lowered his head and stomped his nose without talking, Xu Ran turned his head and looked at Mu Ran who had no response to their conversation, "The human subconscious will protect The human body allows people to avoid suffering, which is what we often call the psychological defense mechanism. He is severely wounded and unable to die, the body automatically responds to avoid harm, seals him in the inner world, and cuts off him from the outside world. He also cut off the source of his pain. We can certainly hear him when we speak, but he has no way of organizing these words to read the meaning inside and then react. "
He Xudong looked at her in fog, Xu Ran sighed, "It's like a person falling into a remote place. The only thing that can communicate with the outside world is the mobile phone in his hand. But there is no signal in this ghost place. Even if he has a mobile phone, he will not be able to contact other people, and of course other people will not be able to contact him. "
He Xudong nodded suddenly, Xu Ran shook his head at Yi Tian: "You are really good enough to push people to this point." Yi Tian didn't say a word, but He Xudong carried Xu Ran to Yi Tian and said, "She just Don't mind this temper "expression. To tell the truth, Mu Ran is now miserable to be stupid, but he has no sympathy at all. The next work is the next work, no matter how pathetic it is. Is it possible that everyone who fails to court must take medicine to take photos, and the victim must have to love the poor. There must be something hateful. He did not create this look himself. Of course He Xudong will not be stupid enough to show it. He can understand it. His wife is a gentle and sentimental master just outside and tears burst into tears when he hears a poor story. If he knows his true thoughts, he must not kill him.
"You go back." Yi Tian, ​​who had been silent, suddenly spoke, Xu Ran turned to look at him, and reiterated expressionlessly: "I won't give him medicine."
Xu Ran was not angry, calmly said, "If you want to see him slowly go crazy and then die in the most embarrassing way, that's with you." After speaking, he left without waiting for Yi Tian to answer, He Xudong Chao Yitian There was a helpless smile and he hurried out.