Chapter 1019: There are people in the dark (13)

Chapter 1019 Someone in the Dark (13)
Fang Zhiqiang will not take Zheng Mingjie lightly, or anyone who makes ideas about Xiaoxiao and may harm Xiaoxiao. He would not think that Zheng Mingjie really gave up on Xiaoxiao because of Zheng Mingjie's simple sentence.
"I know you won't believe me." Zheng Mingjie shook his head and smiled bitterly: "It was indeed what I said back then, and what happened afterwards, plus the people I associate with, it was really a bit too much. But Fang Zhiqiang, I It’s really just that I drank too much at the time. In addition, on such occasions, my brain would only say those things that were unruly to Xiaoxiao. I swear I didn’t and would not really do that. Otherwise, I know Xiaoxiao like this Over the years, with so many opportunities, why didn’t I start? What people say on that occasion is irrational, and I later found someone to find a way to deal with you. It was really because of your self-esteem that I was hurt. You do it. You don't only have that kind of thing, but I also have it." Zheng Mingjie said slowly.
Fang Zhiqiang snorted coldly, and said unceremoniously: "The one who is close to Zhu is red and close to Mo is black. Whoever is with you is probably what kind of person you are. Besides, if you speak truthfully after drinking, you look like a dog Yes, it’s only after drinking too much, right? You haven’t done anything to Xiaoxiao for so many years, it’s just because you are bound to win, I think Xiaoxiao will only be yours in the end, it’s okay to wait, anyway, you have other women with you , Not afraid of loneliness."
"Also, when it comes to self-esteem, it is not the patent of the poor or the rich. Anyone who has hurt their self-esteem will fight back, but no honest means can be used. You have to use this kind of sneaky means? When I barely shook my face and told me to leave Xiaoxiao, I was in a slap in the face. Have you ever you... What do you mean by telling me? Do you think I will forgive you? Stop kidding Zheng Mingjie, you I specifically choose people to make painful steps, and they are so cruel. If I did not find a way to solve the problem, I now have the opportunity to listen to you confessing here? I don’t know where I am begging now. When you first started , Are you not going to leave me a chance to hear your confession?"
Fang Zhiqiang never thought that he was a tolerant person. He was only clear about his grievances, and tolerance was not impossible, but it depends on the degree of injury and the degree of repentance and apology. Obviously Zheng Mingjie’s few words like this lightly. To shirk all responsibilities completely, he would never accept or believe such an attitude.
"So I don't understand, what's the point of you mentioning this old thing again, because you think you did a beautiful job at the beginning, afraid that I would forget it?" Fang Zhiqiang asked sarcastically.
Zheng Mingjie's face blushed and white, and it took him a long time to speak again: "If you really have to think so, then I can't help it. In fact, I don't need to explain anything to you."
"I didn't intend to listen to you to explain anything." Fang Zhi pushed back hard, feeling bored again in his heart, and almost couldn't help rushing to Zheng Mingjie.
"All right." Zheng Mingjie was stunned, and then said with a wry smile, "I am not here for you, but for Xiaoxiao. In short, I will probably not have much to do with Xiaoxiao. But I will definitely not Allow, if you hurt her or something, I really still love Xiaoxiao, the past love, if it weren’t for loving her, I wouldn’t have had such crazy thoughts... My love for her would not be better than you She is less, but it is impossible for the hospital to love you so much. In fact, I don’t think there will be anyone in this world who loves someone like she loves you like crazy?"
Fang Zhiqiang thought contemptuously in his heart: Your feelings for Xiaoxiao are not crazy, they are dirty. But he didn't bother to say it, so he just said whatever Zheng Mingjie said, he didn't care and didn't want to listen.
"It's just now, not only because of the things I told you just now, her crazy love for you makes me stay away, and the main reason is that I am afraid." Zheng Mingjie said with a wry smile, "The object of her madness is not me. Even if it’s me, I can’t bear it. You may not understand that people born like us don’t actually have so much freedom when choosing a marriage partner. Love can be played casually, but the marriage partner must go through The family chooses and agrees, because the purpose of marriage is to find someone to strengthen the family’s strength and to ensure that the next generation can carry forward the family business. Therefore, it is necessary to be in good shape, to be able to help each other in business, and to have a personality. A virtuous and virtuous person, able to take on the responsibilities behind the glory and wealth, but also to be able to stretch. So Xiaoxiao is indeed the best candidate for our daughter-in-law, whether it is character, family history or appearance, so my parents will always I would tell my uncles and aunts that in the future I will let the two of us be together. I always thought I would be with her, but now, no one thought that she would commit suicide for you. So, all of a sudden, everything changed. Even in ordinary people’s homes, I’m afraid they don’t want to marry a woman who commits suicide. Suicide is an absolute taboo in such an environment, because it means that you are weak in character and cannot withstand frustration. I can't afford to be responsible. What's more, I committed suicide for love or for another man... In addition, the public opinion is so fierce now, if I still insist on marrying her, I will be laughed at by others... I really can't help but do it. In consideration of our family, I am also the only child...In the future, the Zheng family will be all in my wife and me...So, even if I still love her, I can only give up."
Zheng Mingjie smiled extremely bitterly: "You will think I am cowardly. Indeed, sometimes, in a family like ours, there is not much freedom, because freedom is contrary to the many things we have now. It can only be Give up some and choose others. I am not Xiaoxiao. I am not as brave as her. I really can't bear the current money, status, and all the glory that these bring, so I can't choose freedom and love like her. I can only abandon her."
Fang Zhiqiang was not interested in Zheng Mingjie’s words. He didn’t want to listen to Zheng Mingjie’s confession. But for some reason, Zheng Mingjie’s words reminded him of the story of dogs and wolves: The wolf wanders in the wild and must run and chase desperately to find food and save his life. , But you have to endure hunger all the time; the dog is kept at home with no worries about food and clothing, but no freedom and dignity. Zheng Mingjie's remarks are similar to this story. If you put it this way, then he and Li Xiaoxiao are probably wolves, and they are desperate for what they want, so they can attract each other.