Chapter 1025: You are my most beloved girl (1)

Chapter 1025 You Are My Most Beloved Girl (1)
Fang Zhiqiang watched Wang Xia's back disappear for a long time before he came back to his senses. He couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, but he felt like there was still a slight throbbing pain. He forced himself to withdraw this emotion and return to reality. There are too many problems for him to face, how to solve the problem of Yamei. Sentiment was surging, he instinctively reacted by going to his pocket and taking out a cigarette to relieve his boredom, but after touching it, he realized that since Li Xiaoxiao's suicide was exposed, he was afraid of being exploited again, so he dared not smoke. , The rest of the cigarettes were all torn away by him. He returned to the ward in surprise, only to remember that he hadn't left this square for many days. The face reflected on the glass was so unfamiliar, because he hadn't seen the sky recently and his skin became pale, and his stress and depression made him look particularly depressed and depressed.
Fang Zhiqiang retracted his gaze and looked at Li Xiaoxiao who was lying on the bed. He smiled bitterly and said, "When you wake up, will you not recognize me? You will ask me, which little white face is this? Why is that frustrated?"
"Tell me, Xiaoxiao, are you happy in your sleep? If you are happy, more comfortable and more pleasant than in reality, then just go to sleep like this, and I will always guard you. You can leave the world far away Disturbance and pain is not a kind of happiness." Fang Zhiqiang stared at Li Xiaoxiao's face and said idiotically.
Li Xiaoxiao was naturally motionless, unable to make any response to tell him. Fang Zhiqiang looked at her for a long time before sighing: "Anyway, to be by your side like this is already a kind of happiness for me."
They used to have so many happy times and opportunities. Li Xiaoxiao learned to cook for him and gave him a living. Like a tail, he liked to cling to him and follow him behind him, but he did not hug her in time.
Fang Zhiqiang turned on the music on the phone and lowered the volume: "This is a song I'm listening to recently. Let me listen to it."
What flowed out of the mobile phone was Wang Feng's "You Are My Beloved Girl". Wang Feng's desolate voice echoed in the ward, and Fang Zhiqiang unconsciously hummed gently along with him: "...but I hope you understand. In your trial, no matter how far away you are. Even if you change your appearance, even if you forget me, you will always be my beloved girl..."
"Xiao Xiao, I have been listening to this song over and over recently. Every time I listen to it, my heart hurts once. This song always reminds me of you. I don’t know if you are by my side, or in the distance, or even I don’t know, will you really have completely forgotten me; we are not like this song, you are indeed the only girl I have loved, indeed I have loved other people, but at this moment, I The only thing I love in my heart is you. I don’t know how to say it, but the moment I understand that I really love you, my heart suddenly calms down, and I no longer entangle as before. It’s like a person has been avoiding My own destiny, but I finally accepted it and found that I was finally calm, without the fear of hiding in Tibet."
"I escaped for so long, only to find that I can't escape your feelings, and then I know how sad you were at the beginning." Fang Zhiqiang said sadly, "If possible, I want to use the rest of my life's feelings to compensate you. Also. Remember your dream? You said, let’s go elopement together, go to Tibet, go to Hoh Xil, we are riding a horse, you sit in my arms, I hug you, running freely under the sun and wind, to write Our love..."
Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but leaned down, kissed Li Xiaoxiao's face gently, and said in a low voice; "I only understand now that you yearn for love and freedom so much, and only now have I realized how precious they are. Everything in reality, the material and wealth I used to think, are not more important than your love and freedom. Really, I used to think material and wealth determine feelings, but now I understand that they exist only for We better pursue freedom and love; but if it hinders freedom and love because of them, then I can do nothing like you. As long as the two of us, as long as the grassland, and we are as free as the wind , Love you as you love me, and love me as I love you..."
Fang Zhiqiang said softly: "I really want to take you away and stay away from all these disturbances. Forget all the painful and heavy reality. We are like wings...like flying...don't let you bear it. Anything unhappy."
At this moment, Yamei is really unbearable for him and Li Xiaoxiao. He really hopes to take Xiaoxiao to a place without these troubles.
Fang Zhiqiang stretched out his hand and stroked Li Xiaoxiao's smooth long hair, looked at her for a long time, and then sang in a low voice to the music on the phone: "...May God guide you on a smooth road, and may destiny let you meet kindness. People in the distance, may the sun and bright lights in the distance illuminate every piece of the future sky for you..."
He had listened to this song a long time ago, and was obsessed with it, but at that time he was young and had no profound experience at all. It was until this moment when he looked at Li Xiaoxiao in front of him, he understood what kind of one is hidden behind the song. This kind of unspeakable pain and devotion is not to love to the extreme, and it is impossible to sing such a song.
At this moment Fang Zhiqiang was like this, facing Li Xiaoxiao, humming softly every word, and he couldn't help crying.
Then the next moment, he saw Li Xiaoxiao's eyelids move, his eyelashes trembled a few times, and then slowly opened his eyes, his eyes still loose, full of confusion.
Fang Zhiqiang's song came to an abrupt end, stuck in his throat and couldn't sing a word. The whole person was completely stunned, looking at the scene in front of him, I couldn't believe it. He felt that it must be his own illusion, so he hoped that Xiaoxiao would wake up so there would be such an illusion. Until Xiaoxiao turned his gaze weakly, but because of the long-term freeze, the body was also very weak, and he couldn't really turn his head. He could only see him from the corner of his eye, and two very vague words were squeezed out of his throat: " Hadron……"
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for another two full seconds before he jumped three feet high and hit the corner of the table directly. He was so painful that he couldn't take care of him. He cried out in surprise, "Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao, you wake up... you're awake……"
He wanted to hug Xiaoxiao in his arms and said loudly that you finally woke up, but looking at the gauze on Xiaoxiao's arm and the pipes covered with it, he didn't even dare to touch Xiaoxiao, he could only surround him in a hurry and joy. As the bed turned, there was only one sentence in his mouth: "You are awake, you are awake..." He didn't even realize it, tears flowed all over his face unconsciously. He really seldom loses status like this, but at the moment he is so excited, he can't control his emotions at all, and he doesn't know what to do.
After Li Xiaoxiao yelled, it seemed that he had exhausted his strength, and there was no more sound. He closed his eyes again tiredly, Fang Zhiqiang panicked, and hurriedly called: "Xiaoxiao, don't sleep... I call the doctor. ..." He rang the call bell hastily, and then said anxiously: "Xiaoxiao, the doctor is coming right away, don't sleep, hold on, listen, I have something to say to you, go to bed after you listen. I love you Xiaoxiao..."