Chapter 1036: You are my most beloved girl (12)

Chapter 1036 You Are My Most Beloved Girl (12)
Fang Zhiqiang didn't think that his unintentional move temporarily prevented Li Xiaoxiao from suffering, but it was only temporary. After all, the illness of Yamei and Li Xiaoxiao's father is a foregone conclusion, and they will have to face it sooner or later.
In the ward, Wang Xia was still persuading Li Xiaoxiao: "Think about it seriously, sometimes you can only meet once in a lifetime. You have spent all your energy on him, and I really don’t believe you can still love him in the future. Go to others. If you say that once you die, you can let go of everything and forget everything, then I’m not believing. If you really let go of everything, why do you resist him so much that you don’t even want to see him? You can just be him It’s just an ordinary friend to get along. This actually just proves that you have a pimple in your heart. If you solve the pimple in your heart, you will find that the answer is that you love him. Don’t torture each other anymore, okay? I don’t believe it. Seeing what he is doing now, you are completely indifferent in your heart. He stayed on the bench outside to guard you all night, so you don't feel heartache? Look at your dark circles, did you fall asleep last night? So What do you insist on? When you refuse him, can you hurt yourself again?"
Li Xiaoxiao's expression was complicated. If she had been placed in the past, she would never have been so cruel to Fang Zhiqiang. At that time, Fang Zhiqiang would be moved by anything he did to her. Last night she was indeed heartbroken, but she told herself that the pain must be persisted, and the love must be let go, because her heart can't stand another break.
"I slept a lot these days, so I can't sleep at night." Li Xiaoxiao grinned reluctantly, "If I still love him, how could I be willing to let him suffer... I have lost it and can't come back. I also said After that, I didn’t commit suicide in exchange for his feelings. And sister, do you think the feelings gained by hurting yourself can last? Is it too heavy for us? The moment I wanted to die What I think of is to give up completely...a relationship, you have to get it in this way, it's really sad...I would rather not have such a relationship."
Wang Xia was completely defeated. She knew that Li Xiaoxiao still had this feeling in her heart, but when she couldn't turn around, she couldn't listen to what others said, so she could only helplessly spread her hands: "Xiaoxiao, let me talk about it. In the last few sentences, we will not talk about the topic at all. First of all, the strong son will never say that he loves you because of the pressure of your suicide. It is just your suicide that completely awakens him, and he does not want you to each other. The torture continues. Secondly, if Qiangzi is still as obsessed as before, then I will never persuade you again. On the contrary, I feel that it is not a bad thing for you to turn around and stop the loss in time. But the problem is that you have paid for him to this point. Now, I almost lost my life. If there is no ending, can you be reconciled? What's more, he loves you with all his heart now. I think this is God's reward for you. You have no reason not to. It's like walking and falling alone. After a big somersault, he found a diamond on the ground. Of course he didn't fall to pick up the diamond, but he saw a diamond and there is no reason not to pick it up, right? You can't let yourself fall for nothing, right?"
Wang Xia moved out all of her own life, just to persuade Li Xiaoxiao. It is true that she has a different attitude towards life and things than Li Xiaoxiao. If it were her, she would not just let it go if she suffered a loss, she would definitely find more to make up for it.
Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help smiling: "Sister, he is really not a diamond, but a stumbling block in my life."
"Then you didn't bang your head and shed blood." Wang Xia gave her a sigh and finally sighed. She picked up the cup and drank it all in one breath: "I was dying of thirst after talking for a long time. To sum it up: Don’t force yourself as you did before, but don’t resist, don’t deceive yourself, just go with the flow. If you find that you still love him in your heart, forget the past hurt and start a new one. Is your life going? Sister doesn’t persuade you anymore, and you’ve said everything that should be said. The rest is your own decision. No one can replace you with happiness. The key is in your own hands."
Li Xiaoxiao's expression was very confused, and it took a long time to mumble and ask: "Sister, what is happiness?"
"My current feeling is that my mentality is getting older all of a sudden, and I'm particularly tired, I just want to hide myself. I don't know what happiness is, how can happiness like this?"
A long time ago, she asked Fang Zhiqiang, are you happy? At that time, she knew very clearly that there would be no happiness without Fang Zhiqiang, but now, when she really thinks about it, she finds herself in a daze. What is happiness, is it after suicide, and finally with Fang Zhiqiang? Come together?
Wang Xia was stunned by the question, what is happiness? She only knows how to move forward, she doesn't think about it. But when Li Xiaoxiao asked, she couldn't help thinking, is she really happy?
The answer is no answer. Because she has never been a person who lives for happiness, for her Wang Xia, she is a person who lives for her purpose. She will only consider whether she can use Sammy as a springboard and then take down the other two stores. Be independent, then defeat Mingda, get back what belongs to her, and accomplish this, life is complete.
But if this is the case, why can't help but feel heartache when thinking of the impossible person who is hidden deep in my heart, and even can't help but tears from my eyes?
Wang Xia lowered her head and pretended to wipe the corner of her eyes inadvertently, and then slowly said to Li Xiaoxiao: "Happiness may be that you seek benevolence and benevolence, and what you get in the end is what you want, no matter how tortuous the process, you have paid. There have been so many hardships and grievances, but in the end I got it. This is happiness. When you really get it, you will find that those hardships are for you to cherish more."
In fact, Wang Xia didn't know how to answer, she just wanted to use this to describe the relationship between Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang, to persuade Li Xiaoxiao to turn around.
"But I don't know anymore, do I still want it..." The confusion on Li Xiaoxiao's face, like a mist that can't disperse, always enveloped her. The former joyful, carefree time, the time when you want to cry and laugh and laugh, is gone.
Wang Xia sighed and touched her hair, "Don't think about it if you don't know. Sometimes you can leave it to time if you don't understand it. Time will give you the answer."
Fang Zhiqiang outside was taken aback, and it took a long time before he murmured: "No matter how long it takes, I will wait."