Chapter 1084: Willows and Flowers (9)

Chapter 1084
Li Xiaoxiao's reasoning really surprised him. She was able to infer most of the truth from such subtle things. It turned out that the sentence is true: women are blind and stupid only when they fall in love, and once they do not love, they become smart and calm. . Maybe, just like Li Xiaoxiao is now, calm-headed and methodical in analysis.
Now that Li Xiaoxiao is like this, does it mean that she no longer loves it in her heart?
Fang Zhiqiang felt that his heart had never been so flustered and completely at a loss.
Li Xiaoxiao still smiled bitterly and shook his head: "There is really no need to lie to me, Qiangzi. If there are too many coincidences, then it is not a coincidence, it is an inevitable. There is no way to explain everything except deliberate arrangements. I just want to know why you Hidden from letting me know all this, is it for fear of stabbing my self-esteem? It's all here, I have no Ami, even my home, and I even went to sell things to raise money. Is there anything I can’t accept? Yaxin is better than going to kneel and beg Zheng Mingjie for Yaxin?"
"Or, on what terms did you exchange with her, I was afraid that I could not accept it, so I concealed it? Did you help me this time, and then come back to her or something? Or did you actually never forget each other, so You refused me desperately before, and this time with me, it was only because I committed suicide that you compromised?"
As Li Xiaoxiao was talking, she couldn't help getting excited and shed sad tears.
"Xiaoxiao..." Fang Zhiqiang did not expect that Li Xiaoxiao would think so much. He helplessly and anxiously wiped away tears for Li Xiaoxiao: "Xiaoxiao, listen to me, I didn't hide this from you, you guessed it. Not true. Apart from knowing this with Xue Donglin, I pretended to be Yaxin’s husband before, and then lied to him that I was a returnee and so on. I didn’t want you to misunderstand and conceal this. But it’s really not like you guessed. That way, I really don’t have any contact with Yaxin. And when I’m with you, I’m definitely not saying that I’m afraid you can’t think about it anymore, or that I think I should be responsible, I’m sorry you have to make up for something. I really just stay with you because I love you and love you..."
Li Xiaoxiao shed tears and shook her head desperately: "How do you make me believe in you? No matter what I did and how hard I did before, the response you gave me was always that you never loved me, you only love Yaxin; When I committed suicide, you walked to me and told me that those words were lying to me and that you loved me; now you told me that you really have nothing to do with Yaxin, but the facts are in front of me. How do you make me believe in you, strong son? I really don’t know which part of what you said is true and which part is false, strong son, the feeling of guessing like this really makes me feel uncomfortable..."
Fang Zhiqiang hugged Li Xiaoxiao, and instantly felt hot and humid in his arms, all of Li Xiaoxiao’s tears, which made him heartache; "Xiaoxiao, I did lie to you in the past, and even lied to myself, tell You also tell yourself that I don’t love you; but some things can’t be deceived, I really love you. And now that I’ve made up my mind to be with you, the past, let it pass. This is for Asia Xinhao is also good to you."
Li Xiaoxiao cried in his arms for a long time before slowly raising her head: "Qiangzi, you once loved Yaxin, is it true? Love her very much, right?"
"Yes." Fang Zhiqiang gritted his teeth and nodded. He knew that such an answer would definitely cause harm to Li Xiaoxiao, but he had no way to deny his previous feelings. And Li Xiaoxiao's question also reminded him of past scenes, Wang Yaxin's gentle smile and decisive tears. "But it's over, there is no way to look back, I just want to be with you now."
There were tears in Li Xiaoxiao’s eyes again: "You used to love her so much and gave up me for her; now you say, you want to let go of the past and be with me, then if Yaxin reappears, even if I believe it, this time Xue Donglin’s appearance, It has nothing to do with her, nor your instruction; but if Yaxin reappears, if she still loves you, how do you choose?"
Fang Zhiqiang can no longer describe the pain in his heart: "Xiaoxiao, she and I have made a choice."
"That was just forced to let go, not because of not love." Li Xiaoxiao said with tears, "Your heart is still with her. Your feelings for me have never been profound for her, otherwise we will not There will be so many twists and turns, not so many detours."
Li Xiaoxiao said, wiping away her tears, taking a strong breath, and calming herself down before she speaks: "Qiangzi, since I woke up, I have never asked about my relationship with you, nor have I told you or Discussed. Because I have been waiting, waiting for time to tell me your real choice. But today, such a thing let me see that between us is really vulnerable..."
"No, Xiaoxiao, if I don’t love you, why should I help you do all these things? When I was thinking about Xue Donglin, do you know how long I hesitated? It’s because of worry, I think you can’t It’s so good; but I think Yamei is very important to you, so I went to do it. I’m just hiding it for fear of you thinking too much, I didn’t expect you to think too much, but really..." Fang Zhiqiang is really messed up. He couldn't think of a good thing to be like this. And what he didn't expect was that the consequences would be so serious that it would make Li Xiaoxiao sad.
In fact, since Li Xiaoxiao woke up, there has always been an invisible barrier between the two. Fang Zhiqiang also noticed Li Xiaoxiao's changes, and the two people got along more cautiously, knowing that there are some things that cannot be touched now, and it is better not to touch them. But I didn't expect, but at this time, such a sudden eruption.
"Is it because I really think too much, or are there some problems that actually exist, but we are avoiding them? So even concealing or deceiving each other?" Li Xiaoxiao asked Fang Zhiqiang uncomfortably, "Qianzi, I miss us Maybe you really have to calm down, and when you have time, let yourself calm down before facing this relationship."
"But now, it may not be the best time. Let me deal with Yamei's affairs first." Li Xiaoxiao wiped away tears and opened the door with one hand: "It's getting late, you go back and rest first."
"Wait." Fang Zhiqiang was anxious, and grabbed Li Xiaoxiao: "You mean we just forget it now?"
A pale smile appeared on Li Xiaoxiao's face: "I haven't started, so what's the deal?"
Fang Zhiqiang’s action is really like being struck by lightning. These days, he actually doesn’t understand what kind of identity he is with Li Xiaoxiao, like a lover, but there is something missing. He said he is a friend and a deeper level. . But when he really heard Li Xiaoxiao say it himself, he was still hit hard.