Chapter 1330: Yaxin ending chapter let go (3)

Chapter 1330 Yaxin's Ending Chapter Let Go (3)
Fang Zhiqiang could also feel the pillows against his face, all wet. At this moment, the pain in his heart is no less than that of Wang Yaxin. The faces of Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Yaxin interlaced in his mind in the dark. On the one hand, there is Li Xiaoxiao's decisive back when he left in pain, and on the other hand, he cannot see but can imagine Wang Yaxin's heartbroken face. Feelings have completely become something invisible to him. He has no idea what to do.
In the end he could only send the simplest message to Yaxin: "Yaxin, don't cry, don't be afraid, everything will be fine."
He is determined. No matter how difficult it is, he will help Xiaoyu heal and help Yaxin solve the most heartbreaking thing, but Xiaoyu will get better and Yaxin’s plight will be relieved. What about him, he wants How to face the chaos in this place and how to end it? How to restore Li Xiaoxiao's broken heart?
That night, both of them had their eyes open and it was dawn, and they both stayed up all night. And Fang Zhiqiang knew that it was far more than the two of them who couldn't fall asleep, and there were more people who were suffering perhaps more and deeper...
Xiaoyu was the only person who didn’t know, so he could sleep normally until dawn. When he woke up, he opened his eyes and found Fang Zhiqiang lying beside him. He immediately became happy: "Dad, you are still there! I am! I was particularly scared. I was afraid that I had a dream last night. In fact, you never came, or you were trying to put me to sleep and then leave secretly."
Hearing Xiaoyu's innocent words and the unbearable dependence in his eyes, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but feel sad again. He rubbed Xiaoyu's head and said: "Dad is here, touch it, dad is real , It’s not fake, it’s not that you dreamed, and Dad didn’t leave, just staying with you here."
Xiaoyu laughed happily. Yaxin looked at him in a daze. Since Xiaoyu's illness broke out, in so long, he has never seen him smile so brilliantly. But after the laugh, Xiaoyu was silent again, and asked in a low voice: "I know I am sick, dad, did you come back to take care of me when I was sick? After that, when my illness is cured, you will stay with me. Are you by my mother and me?"
Fang Zhiqiang's heart sank, and Li Xiaoxiao's words were right. What Xiaoyu lacks and needs is his father's company, and it will last forever. If it was in the past, before he and Yaxin were separated, Xiaoyu had such a strong desire for his company and existence, he would definitely find a way to persuade his father to accept this status quo; but time has passed, everything has changed beyond recognition. , Facing Xiaoyu’s question, he really didn’t know how to answer. Because in the bottom of his heart, he already has the position of Li Xiaoxiao...
Yaxin also closed her eyes in pain, not wanting to listen to this question, let alone facing Fang Zhiqiang’s answer. She couldn’t tell that Fang Zhiqiang was already affectionate towards Li Xiaoxiao. In this situation, more It was out of concern that Xiaoyu couldn't let go, but it pushed him into a dilemma.
Fang Zhiqiang was silent for a long time before he hugged Xiaoyu firmly: "Xiaoyu, you have to know one thing, father and mother will leave you in the future, and they will go to a place far, far away. Will be away from you for a long time. By the time we meet again, you are already very old, and you have become a father, grandfather, and have children of your own. Just like your toy robot, even if it is not broken, it may one day be lost I can’t find it, protect the others. I will definitely lose it."
When he said this, Xiaoyu looked at him blankly, with tears in his eyes, and he was about to cry. Fang Zhiqiang continued: "But at that time, you will become stronger and no longer Fear that there is no one to accompany you, you can already protect other people. Xiaoyu, in this world, no one can avoid separation, but we must learn to grow up from growth so that we can face separation, loneliness, fear, etc. All of this."
Fang Zhiqiang is actually not good at talking about this kind of reasoning. Xiaoyu is also young, and it is impossible to accept it all at once. However, he seems to understand but he obviously understands a bit. Although his face is still very disappointed, But he didn't cry, he just thought about something in silence. Yaxin was still a little worried, and asked quietly, "He is too young, don't he understand this?"
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Xiaoyu who was silent with his head down, sighed and said: "He is still young, but he will always grow up, and it is impossible for this society to treat him as a child forever. Besides, you and I will be ahead of him. Go, this is an inevitable fact, will he not understand until that day?"
Wang Yaxin was also silent, and it took a long time to ask in a low voice: "I hope he can understand it as soon as possible, and then you can leave as soon as possible and go to Xiaoxiao...Let’s go and find her first, the girl’s waiting too long will make her heart cold. Yes. Xiaoyu will be checked and treated later, so go back first."
When she said this, she didn't look at Fang Zhiqiang, and Fang Zhiqiang just turned her head and saw her profile. His expression was still his most familiar reason and depression, but every minute of his expression was telling. Her pain. Fang Zhiqiang seemed to be crucified in place by such pain, how could he not leave.
Fang Zhiqiang accompanied Yaxin and Xiaoyu to ask the doctor to perform the examination again. This time the doctor was an expert in psychology. He listened carefully to the expression of Xiaoyu described by Wang Yaxin, and Xiaoyu’s various inspection reports finally said to them solemnly:
If you have tried all kinds of treatments for your child’s situation, then I suggest hypnosis. Autism is actually a kind of The self-protection mechanism closes his heart to fight against possible damage from the outside world. Under the state of hypnosis, he can open his heart, observe his true desire, and then help him find a solution, and finally help him heal. Of course. This is not a panacea, but the child is young now and the problem is discovered early, so you can try it."
"Will there be any danger or harm to his brain or heart?" This is what Wang Yaxin cares most about.
The doctor shook his head: "This is not true. In fact, hypnosis is just a way to explore the patient's psychology. For situations like your children, you can try it."
Anyway, there is no other better way. Yaxin bit her lip and looked at Fang Zhiqiang silently. She still regards Fang Zhiqiang as the backbone, waiting for Fang Zhiqiang to make a decision for her. Fang Zhiqiang subconsciously squeezed the palm of her hand: "Try it. You know from Xiaoyu's appearance that he wouldn't want to live like this for a lifetime. I'll be with you."