Chapter 1639: Li Xiaoxiao's request

"Xiaoxiao, as long as we look forward together, there will be no hurdles we can't pass! And with a strong son with you, I also believe that you will be able to pass that hurdle of your own!"
Liu Yan heard Li Xiaoxiao seem to have begun to shake, she immediately patted her shoulder with excitement, and said with certainty immediately.
Li Xiaoxiao was silent again when she heard the words, but after a long time, she shook her head blankly, and then muttered to herself: "No...those who can't get past...it's impossible to get past them..."
"Xiaoxiao, why are you always so pessimistic? How many unfortunate people do you think there are in this world? If they are as pessimistic as you, where can there be miracles? You have to believe in yourself, and you have to believe in the strong son, you It’s just a leukemia, and it’s not impossible that there is no cure, and you clearly love Hadron in your heart, even if you really can’t be cured, in the last days of life, don’t you want your favorite man to be with you? Around?"
"And if you make such a choice, is it not a pain and hurt for Qiangzi? Do you know how Qiangzi spent the days without you?"
Liu Yan wanted to say too much, but when she saw Li Xiaoxiao crying more and more severely, she finally closed her mouth and did not continue.
"Sister Liu Yan, you don't understand, you don't understand how I feel..."
Li Xiaoxiao cried again and the sky was dim. She once hated how unfair God is and how cruel life is.
However, in the end, she finally wanted to open up. To have a strong son accompany her through the happy and happy time, for her, it was already happy enough, and it was enough for her to cherish the beautiful memories of a lifetime.
"You don’t understand the feeling that you don’t know one day you will die, and you don’t even know how to let the one you love see how unbearable and weak you are, how broken your heart is. He is happy. Looking at his smile every day, he is extremely happy in his heart, but now he can only bring him endless sadness and painful feelings! You don’t understand... You don’t understand a person who is about to die I just want to keep the best side of myself in the impression of the person I love the most, so that whenever he thinks of himself, he always looks the most beautiful and the best, so I can’t let him see me embarrassed Look, let alone let him see the way I died..."
Li Xiaoxiao finally said all of her heartfelt words. Her words seemed to be like a dam opened suddenly, like a flood, all gushing out of her heart. Perhaps, she could only say these things to Liu Yan alone.
After Liu Yan listened to these words, she was already stupid. She really didn't understand, because she had never had the experience like Li Xiaoxiao.
Every outsider seems to have his own unique perspective on everything, but when it really falls on him, he is often at a loss.
This is true of others, and so is Liu Yan.
When Li Xiaoxiao said these most true and unbelievable thoughts, Liu Yan had only one thought in her heart: It turned out that she didn't understand anything at all, and she wanted to persuade others to make the right choice!
What is the right choice? Now Liu Yan seemed to have her own answer in her heart.
"Sorry... Xiaoxiao... I didn't consider your feelings..."
Liu Yan no longer knew what she should say.
"Sister Liu Yan, I don’t blame you. It’s because I love Qiangzi, so I can only make this choice. I love Qiangzi too much. Every time I take medicine for my love, I regard that time as my own life. At the last second, I emptied my head, thinking about Qiangzi’s face with all my mind, thinking about the love words Qiangzi once told me, do you know? When I think about these, I don't feel the pain of the medicine at all, and I even laugh unconsciously."
"I don't want to give up this last little bit of happiness. It's good to be like this. When I die, I will die with a smile..."
"Xiaoxiao, don't talk nonsense! Don't worry, we will find the best hospital for you when you go back. Using the most advanced equipment in the world, you will definitely be able to cure your disease!"
Liu Yan interrupted Li Xiaoxiao, she couldn't bear to listen any more.
Many people can't understand the things that seem to be weak in her head every day.
Yes, because not everyone is a patient, not everyone is like Li Xiaoxiao, cherishing every minute and every second that he has left.
"Sister Liu Yan, you must promise me that you must not let Qiangzi know a little bit about our conversation today, just as I beg you!"
Li Xiaoxiao suddenly became very anxious looking at Liu Yan, and said with a hint of begging in his tone.
Although Liu Yan didn't want to agree to her, seeing her anxious look and listening to her begging tone, Liu Yan couldn't help nodding after all.
"Sister Liu Yan, we are all women. You should be able to understand me. The way I am now, even I hate myself. If I stay with Qiangzi, even if he doesn't detest me, I myself will be very painful, so I have to leave. he!"
A faint smile appeared on Li Xiaoxiao's face, as if she was mocking herself, she said this.
After Liu Yan listened, she immediately retorted: "Xiaoxiao, what you said is wrong. Qiangzi has never been the kind of person who judges people by appearance, not to mention, you are quite beautiful now! Although your skin looks a little white It's not normal. Although your belly is slowly getting bigger, you are still that beautiful Xiaoxiao. Who would despise you? What's more, Qiangzi loves you so much, how can you think so?"
"Sister Liu Yan, I know what you mean, but my heart is determined, so don't persuade me anymore. If one day, I can really heal completely, I will go back to you by myself, but in the meantime, you will be There is no such person as Li Xiaoxiao in the world, so please tell Qiangzi that Lin Shan really loves him. If Sister Yaxin is not married yet, he can also consider Sister Yaxin and find a woman to continue to take care of him. , Only then can I rest assured."
Li Xiaoxiao shook her head faintly, speaking her own words, but didn't even notice Liu Yan's tearful look.
Liu Yan couldn't believe what the little girl was thinking about in her heart. How strong is her love for Qiangzi? To reach this point?
"Sister Liu Yan?"
Li Xiaoxiao turned his head to see Liu Yan's tearful look, and suddenly shouted in surprise.
Liu Yan is a woman who doesn't cry often. Li Xiaoxiao also knows this. On the birthday of Qiang's son, she told such a touching story. Liu Yan did not shed tears, which shows that she was not born easy to be sentimental. People.
But now, seeing Liu Yan suddenly crying so much, Li Xiaoxiao was also panicked.
"Xiaoxiao, in my heart, no one is more suitable for a strong son than you... He who has suffered a thousand swords, what blessings have he accumulated in his previous life to marry a good wife like you..."
Liu Yan whimpered while wiping tears.
At the moment Liu Yan looked a little cute. The cuteness made Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but smile, and then said seriously: "Sister Liu Yan, you must persuade the strong son. He can't just go down like this. The company still has There are so many things. If no one has been taking care of his diet and daily life, his body will be overwhelmed after two years!"
Liu Yan looked at Li Xiaoxiao's serious look and had to nod her head.
It was already this time, but what Li Xiaoxiao cared most was Fang Zhiqiang's body, and she had never even asked a word about the current state of her own body.