Chapter 1797: Xiaoyu's thoughts (2)

When he got home, Wang Xia opened the door and saw Xiaoyu first. The expression on Xiaoyu's face at the moment made Wang Xia stunned. Although she was used to the cold Xiaoyu, she could see Xiaoyu's face at this moment. With the expression of despair or pity on the face, Wang Xia even felt that what she saw was not a 10-year-old child.
"Xiaoyu...what's wrong?"
Seeing Xiaoyu walking into the room alone, Wang Xia looked at Wang Yaxin blankly, and asked.
"It's hard to say..."
Wang Yaxin shook her head helplessly. From her long sigh, Wang Xia could hear her helplessness and hesitation.
"Let me tell you when Nie Qian left just now, Qiangzi and them are coming back today."
Wang Xia walked to the sofa holding her baby, sat down slowly, and then looked at Wang Yaxin again and said.
Hearing this, Wang Yaxin was also slightly stunned, not knowing what she was thinking at the moment, but after a while, she suddenly got up and walked toward Xiaoyu's room.
"Hey, what are you doing?"
Wang Xia looked at Wang Yaxin's sudden hurried appearance, obviously a little unclear.
Only Wang Yaxin knew that Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao's return also thought she had to leave as soon as possible.
"Xiaoyu, how about mom tell you something?"
In Xiaoyu's room, Wang Yaxin sat beside Xiaoyu, gently stroked Xiaoyu's shoulder, and said softly.
Xiaoyu suddenly looked up and stared at Wang Yaxin in a daze. His eyes looked red, as if he had just cried, but there was no tear.
"why?"
This is what Xiaoyu said to Wang Yaxin at this moment, only three simple words, but it made Wang Yaxin frown helplessly again.
"what why?"
After a while, Wang Yaxin asked suspiciously.
"Why Fang?"
Xiaoyu said again, his tone was still very plain, and what he said was also that simple, but Wang Yaxin couldn't calm down again when he heard this sentence.
This Xiaoyu now looked like he didn't look like a child at all, and every word he said sounded containing countless melancholy thoughts in his little mind.
"Wh...what's wrong? Don't you like him? Isn't that bad?"
Wang Yaxin didn't understand. She had thoughts like this before, but now it seems that Xiaoyu's reaction is different from what she thought.
"Yeah... I like him... But why, why am I not his biological son?"
This is the longest sentence that Xiaoyu has ever said in this period of time, which made Wang Yaxin suddenly feel a little at a loss. After a long time, he tightened the palm of Xiaoyu's shoulder again, and said distressedly: "Xiaoyu, we are going to Australia, are you happy with my sister?"
"Why are you leaving? Don't you want to be in a city with him so much? And don't you already have his children now? Shouldn't you live together? Your adult world is really complicated, what do you want? ?"
Xiaoyu suddenly became excited when he heard Wang Yaxin's words, staring at Wang Yaxin intently, and said so many things in one breath.
These words made Wang Xia a little unable to sit still. She got up from the sofa and walked to the door. Seeing Xiaoyu’s agitated expression on the bed at the moment, Wang Xia couldn’t help but become curious about what was going on. He has always said so many things in one breath, who is always not talkative?
"Xiaoyu, there are many things you still don't understand. When you get older, will your mother tell you? But now we have to go to Australia."
Wang Yaxin didn't know how to explain to Xiaoyu. In fact, Xiaoyu was right. Their adult world was really complicated. Even Wang Yaxin didn't know exactly what he wanted.
"Bigger and bigger, I have been listening to your words, but in your eyes, when will I grow up? I have grown up hard, and I have been trying hard to understand your adulthood The world of human beings, but in the end, it will always be the only sentence you say,'Bigger!'"
Suddenly Xiaoyu got up from the bed. He became more excited as he talked. In the end, he couldn't help but patted the bed over and over again with his hands. He looked like a desperate adult.
"Xiaoyu..."
Xiaoyu's abnormal performance made Wang Yaxin feel more and more distressed. She knew very well that Xiaoyu's current performance was not what he should have at his age, but how could she change all this?
"Okay! Since you think you have grown up now, let me tell you what happened between your mother and your father!"
Wang Xia at the door suddenly couldn't help it. She watched Xiaoyu hold her heart in her heart for so long. This time, it was the only time Xiaoyu broke out. If you don't let him know everything, Wang Xia doesn't know. How long can Xiaoyu last?
Moreover, looking at Wang Yaxin's appearance, she obviously still didn't know how to speak, so Wang Xia stood up.
Wang Xia’s words caused Wang Yaxin to look up at Wang Xia in a little panic, and said, "Don't..."
But Wang Xia didn’t hear about it, and handed Xin Sheng to Wang Yaxin, and then she stood beside Xiaoyu. Although Xiaoyu was facing Wang Xia at this moment, Wang Xia still said, "Let’s talk, you What do you want to know?"
"all."
Xiaoyu didn't turn around, and simply said these two words.
"Well, from your mother's first love story, you know all about your biological father, right? They were not married at that time. After your mother became pregnant with you, your father disappeared without a trace. It’s gone. Your mother looked for him for a long time and didn’t find it. She couldn’t bear to kill the baby in her abdomen. In the end, she insisted on giving birth to you. Your mother did nothing else but She loves you."
"Later, she met Fang Zhiqiang. When she was single, she was not thinking about her own emotional problems, but about you, who became more and more withdrawn. Watching you being bullied at school and becoming less talkative, she knew If this continues, it will have a great impact on your future, so she found Fang Zhiqiang and asked Fang Zhiqiang to pretend to be your father to make you lively and no longer discriminate against your classmates."
"It's also because of you that she and Fang Zhiqiang have all kinds of connections. Because you are arguing to see your father, she had to call Fang Zhiqiang to ask him to go to your home at night. Because you skipped class and said you were going to a foreign country to find your father. She is looking for you all over the world, do you know how worried she was at that time?"
"Adult men and women, after being together for a long time, it is inevitable that they will have a little affection. After all, she and Fang Zhiqiang could not withstand the erosion of loneliness, and finally resolutely chose to get married. At that time, she was happy because Fang Zhiqiang is indeed the man she loves, but, because Fang Zhiqiang’s father disliked her as a woman with a child, and resolutely disagreed with them, she ended up with a divorce. It was precisely because of this that she left. This sad place went to a place where he hoped to start again, but found that the man who had been worried about him all day long remained in her world and lingered."
"When you come back, it's also because your condition has become more serious. When you see you and Fang Zhiqiang, you will indeed be a lot happier. She made a decision that shocked herself: leave you to Fang Zhiqiang. You know How painful is this decision for a mother?"
"But she did. She would rather bear all the pain and live in Australia alone. Do you know what she has gone through? She doesn't even have a person to talk to."
"Later, when she came back from Australia, I saw you again. You are already a lively and cheerful child. She was very pleased. At least all the previous efforts were not in vain. But now, you know that you are like this. , Does her heart hurt?"
"Okay! Stop talking!"
Wang Yaxin really couldn't listen anymore. I don't know how Xiaoyu felt when Wang Xia said these words, but Wang Yaxin herself was already crying like a tearful person.
After so many years, Wang Yaxin has even forgotten what she has done in the past few years. Now listening to Wang Xia’s words, Wang Yaxin seems to suddenly realize that in her own world, she doesn’t know when, Two men are left.
Xiaoyu still did not turn around, Wang Xia still looked at him intently. After a long time, watching him still did not move at all, Wang Xia finally couldn't help but said again: "Didn't you say you are mature enough? ? I have told you everything, now, tell yourself, why did your mother take you to Australia at this time?"
After speaking, Wang Xia still stared at Xiaoyu's back. Suddenly, Xiaoyu's back trembled slightly. Although the amplitude was small, Wang Xia could see clearly.
Slowly, Xiaoyu turned around, but the tears on her face made Wang Xia startled. Although Xiaoyu didn’t like to talk, in Wang Xia’s impression, he was also a stranger. The crying boy, with the slightest self-esteem, thinks that it is a shame for a man to cry.
But this time, Wang Xia was really shocked to see him cry like this.
"Mom... I'm sorry..."
Xiaoyu spoke, but not to answer Wang Xia's question, but to look at the same Wang Yaxin who was crying, and said these four words.
The mother and son hugged tightly in an instant, and the scene of tears caused Wang Xia to sniffle slightly.
At this point, Wang Xia knew that it would be useless to say more by herself. Looking at Xiaoyu's appearance, Wang Xia sincerely hoped that he really understood everything she said.
"Why do you never tell you your grievances and difficulties?"
Snuggling in Wang Yaxin's arms, Xiaoyu couldn't help crying. At this moment, he realized that the maturity he thought before was all childish and selfish!
Now he hates the old self, hates the little boy who only knew to live in his own world, in his compassion, and in his grievances.
"Because mom is an adult."
Wang Yaxin stroked Xiaoyu's head, tears wet her fingers over and over again, she slowly opened her mouth, and simply said these words, making Xiaoyu feel heartache again.
"Mom... I promise you, from now on, I will never be like before..."
Xiaoyu cried and said, Wang Yaxin cried and listened. Wang Xia who was on the side saw this scene and finally let out a long sigh of relief.
Sometimes, some things really require others to speak out to achieve the effect. Watching Xiaoyu finally figure it out, Wang Xia is also happy from the heart.