Chapter 1970: Xiaoma's inner thoughts (2)

"Mom, what's the matter with you? Did I say something wrong? Mom, don't be angry, daughter can correct anything wrong with your daughter, don't be angry..." Xiaoma's cry was terrified After Li Xiaoxiao, Xiao Ai Li, who was looking at the screen of the mobile phone, was suddenly attracted by the sudden cry, and looked at the mobile phone in Li Xiaoxiao's hand with puzzlement.
"No... it's not your fault, my good girl..." Xiaoma's cry became more and more uncontrollable. The more Li Xiaoxiao said, the more she cried, and Li Xiaoxiao even heard it vaguely, and father did too He sighed long and said softly: "How many times have I told you, why can't I remember? I have to make a fool of myself in front of the child?"
"Parents! What is the matter with you, you must make it clear today, otherwise Xiaoxiao and I will go back now!" At this time, Fang Zhiqiang finally couldn't help but speak out.
Moreover, Fang Zhiqiang's words were so categorical that it didn't sound like they were joking.
"Zhiqiang..." Li Xiaoxiao's mother heard Fang Zhiqiang's voice, her crying voice seemed to be lowered a lot, and after a cry, she fell silent again.
On Fang Zhiqiang's phone call, Wang Xia also heard their conversation, and now she asked with a look of confusion: "What's the matter, Xiaoxiao? Why do I hear my aunt seems to be crying?"
So many people’s questions made Li Xiaoxiao’s mother soberly aware that she couldn’t hide it anymore, and finally sorted out her emotions, and then she tried her best to speak in a flat tone on the phone:
Actually, Xiaoxiao, let’s talk about it. Your dad and I are embarrassed to talk about this matter, but there is no way. When people are old, they will be crazy when they are free. If we say something wrong, I hope you can forgive us."
"Mom... why..." Li Xiaoxiao felt a little at a loss for a moment.
In my own impression, my parents have never been like this.
The words and the tone of Li Xiaoxiao's mother just now have completely subverted their image in Li Xiaoxiao's mind.
When he was at home, his father always had a serious expression. Although he was not harsh, he was definitely not a loving father.
At that time, my mother often followed my father. They were busy working together and managing the group, and they rarely had time to accompany themselves.
Therefore, in Li Xiaoxiao's impression, her parents are the kind of people who wander around the world and fall asleep when they get home. They seem to have nothing but work in their minds.
Even after Li Yonggui abdicated and fell ill, Li Xiaoxiao didn't notice his changes. Although they didn't care about work matters, they still didn't put their minds on themselves.
But today, Xiaoma suddenly said such words, which made Li Xiaoxiao really caught off guard.
Fang Zhiqiang was also very surprised. Since he married Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhiqiang has also learned more and more about Li Yonggui and his wife. Based on his understanding of the two, it is indeed impossible to say what he is today.
Several people listened carefully to Li Xiaoxiao’s mother’s next voice, and Wang Xia did not hesitate at this moment. She did not hang up Fang Zhiqiang’s phone and went directly to the parking lot. She wanted to go to her aunt’s house quickly. Take a look at what happened.
But she was worried about what she was missing, so the phone did not hang up.
"Xiaoxiao, before I tell myself, I and your dad, first apologize to you sincerely." Li Xiaoxiao's mother didn't slow down, sighed again, and said softly.
"Mom..." Li Xiaoxiao's palms could not help but began to tremble, even her heartbeat had begun to speed up, she really didn't know what would happen next, let alone how her mother would tell herself Shocking words come.
"Sorry, Xiaoxiao."
"Sorry, Xiaoxiao."
On the phone, Li Xiaoxiao's mother spoke to Li Yonggui at the same time as Li Yonggui.
The tone was extremely sincere. Li Xiaoxiao had never heard them say such words to anyone in her entire life. This was the first time. From their tone, they felt their deep self-blame and regret.
But because of this, Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but red eyes.
"A few years ago, my father and I owed you to you, and I can’t make up for it in this life. Now that I am old and old, I realized that I owe too much to my daughter. Even if we spend a lifetime, I’m afraid we cannot repay us. I owe your childhood and every moment of growth."
"This is the biggest regret in my heart and your father's heart, and it is also a mistake that we can't argue with, and an irreparable mistake that will accompany us into the soil!"
"Mom..." Finally, Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but shed tears.
This was the first time she realized how serious a woman her mother was! However, I hadn't noticed it in the past. It turned out that there were so many things hidden in my mother's heart.
"However, we still cannot convince ourselves of our inner selfishness. On the one hand, we know that we owe you enough, but on the other hand, we still want to get involved in your marriage and your future happiness. At that time, we strongly opposed You were with Zhiqiang and brought you together with Zheng Mingjie. In fact, we didn't realize that it was the second big mistake we committed!"
"Although the mistake was not made in the end, but now in retrospect, we woke up in the middle of the night and we were startled in a cold sweat. I used to, in countless dreams, dreamed of you crying bitterly in front of us. Your desperate expression made me unforgettable when I woke up, and the cold sweat all over seemed to explain to me that the pictures in the dream almost happened in reality!"
"These mistakes, each and every one of them, are enough to make both of us dead and unable to repay, but when your dad's condition finally healed, we actually became greedy again. Seeing you and Zhiqiang married, in fact, to be honest , I was not happy at that time, and it was out of helplessness that I finally promised you to be together."
"But Xiaoxiao, we have never stopped manipulating your life, including now, your father quit his job and spends his time at home. After he recovered from the illness, our old couple began to wonder how, Only then can you accompany our old couple more."
"Hehe, I am a little ashamed of this. In fact, we all know that the shock and damage caused to you was too great. Even if you are a sensible child, you don’t say anything, but in your heart, you must stay I have an indelible impression, but Xiaoxiao, even if we wake up now, we still cannot control ourselves and still want to control your life..."
Li Xiaoxiao's mother said for a long time, but she didn't cry again, instead she behaved very calmly. But Li Xiaoxiao who heard these words couldn't help crying.
In fact, what Li Xiaoxiao's mother said was right and wrong. As their daughter, Li Xiaoxiao did not blame them, let alone hate them.
Even now, Li Xiaoxiao doesn't have the slightest thought of hating them in her heart, and sincerely hopes that they can live happily and happily. This is the true hope of Li Xiaoxiao's heart.
"Mom, don't talk anymore..." After Fang Zhiqiang gently passed away the tears on Li Xiaoxiao's face, she finally choked on the phone.
"No, Xiaoxiao, many times, your dad and I are reflecting on the fact that we have done so many wrong things in our life, why can we have a perfect old age? In the end, we discovered that we have a sensible daughter. ..."
"Our daughter condones us to make mistakes, condones our harm to her, condones our waywardness..."