Chapter 1971: Heart and lung

Although Li Xiaoxiao’s mother was still very calm and her tone did not sound anxious, the more she said it, the more she couldn’t stop. After several minutes of speaking, she finally realized that Li Xiaoxiao’s choking voice had come more and more. Bigger.
"Xiaoxiao, today my mother said all these things in her heart, but she didn't want to say it one day, but it was too late... Some people say that farewell can't be left until the time to say goodbye, because at that time, there is no time to say goodbye. It's..."
"Mom, what's the matter with you today?" Li Xiaoxiao couldn't listen anymore, these words pierced Li Xiaoxiao's heart like needles.
"Haha, Xiaoxiao, don't think too much about it. After mom said it, it was easier. Don't worry. Now I and your dad have thoroughly understood that your life is your own life after all, just like me and you Like Dad, he has the right to choose the life he wants to spend. In fact, in this life, no one can make a mistake without making a mistake. Life is originally spent in the process of making mistakes."
"It's just that some mistakes can be made up, some mistakes..."
"Dad, what's wrong with my mother today? Please comfort me." Fang Zhiqiang also heard that Li Xiaoxiao's mother was indeed too idealistic today. She was not such a person before.
Including when she prevented herself from being with Li Xiaoxiao, what she showed was a rational woman who missed Wang Yaxin very much, weighed all the pros and cons clearly, and finally made the most advantageous choice.
But today, what she showed was completely different from before.
"Hehe, she, she is full! I have told her many times that Xiaoxiao is a sensible daughter. You don't need to tell these things to her. She will understand in her heart, but in the end, she still didn't I can hold it back.
Li Yonggui seemed to be embarrassed at the moment. The words Li Xiaoxiao’s mother had said to him many times, and the two of them had already reached a consensus.
Therefore, although these words were spoken from Li Xiaoxiao's mother, they actually represented the inner words of their old couple.
Although Li Yonggui tried his best to use a relaxed tone at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang could still hear that he showed no signs of objecting to Li Xiaoxiao's mother's words.
"Parents, let me tell you what kind of mistakes can be made up, and what kind of mistakes can't be made up." Fang Zhiqiang realized that Li Xiaoxiao's parents had already fallen into deep self-blame at this time. Now that this is all for today, Fang Zhiqiang also intends to give it a thorough explanation.
If not, they may not be able to open their knots for a lifetime.
"Once, because of my mother’s affairs, I did not contact my father for a long time, and even a phone call was not passed. This Xiaoxiao knew about it. At that time, I came to Mingzhu. Actually, one reason was because I wanted to talk to my father. Pissed off."
"In the eyes of outsiders, is it an irreparable mistake that the father and son are making trouble like this? But in my opinion, these are actually not important. After all, blood is thicker than water. No matter when it comes, it is a kiss. Father and son, when the critical juncture is really reached, the importance of family affection and blood is reflected. Therefore, I think it is normal to have some small conflicts in life. You really don't have to worry about this too much."
When Fang Zhiqiang said this, he suddenly paused.
In fact, Fang Zhiqiang didn't want to say the next thing very much. For so long, Fang Zhiqiang has deliberately avoided that topic, and almost never mentioned it, because every time that matter was mentioned, Fang Zhiqiang's heart seemed to be burnt by the hot flames. The same, drop by drop of blood fell down.
The kind of heart-wrenching pain made Fang Zhiqiang unhappy.
"But later... after I married Xiaoxiao, my father was very anxious during that time and wanted us to have children quickly. At that time, Xiaoxiao and I didn’t understand his father, so I tried to persuade him to live a good life. Okay, but later I learned that, in fact, at that time, my father already knew that he had advanced gastric cancer..."
"We have lived together for so long, and I didn't even notice it... Looking back now, my father always got up very often in the middle of the night during that time. I thought he was going to the bathroom, but why didn't I get up once? Didn't go to see it once? My father must have been in pain at that time..."
After the death of Fang Zhiqiang’s father, Fang Zhiqiang collected data on
gastric cancer
when he was alone. The disease was in its advanced stage and it was almost difficult to swallow rice, but Fang Zhiqiang’s father was still behaving at the dinner table during that time. It’s very normal. Although I eat very little, it doesn’t seem to be a major problem.
Later, Fang Zhiqiang found out after consulting the information that in the advanced stage of gastric cancer, the digestive juice in the stomach has completely decayed. Even if the food is sent into the abdomen, it cannot be digested at all, and the nutrients in the food cannot be absorbed, and it will be completely ulcerated. Turning over and over in his stomach, even a soft grain of rice was like a knife at that time, plucking the patient's stomach!
The food could not be digested, and he still had to vomit out. Fang Zhiqiang recalled now that his father used to get up at night during that time, so he probably went to the bathroom to vomit.
However, I didn't notice it at all!
"Later... Xiaoxiao left, and my father finally couldn't hold it anymore. Seeing my last time, he had taken sleeping pills because he... couldn't hold on anymore... The only hope of survival was completely shattered... …"
Fang Zhiqiang tried hard not to let his voice bring out a choking, he did.
Except for a little vomiting, Fang Zhiqiang gritted his teeth and held back his tears, after all, he didn't let Li Xiaoxiao's parents hear the slightest choking sound.
However, Li Xiaoxiao on the side was distressed when she saw Fang Zhiqiang's appearance, but she couldn't do anything, so she frowned. There were no dry tears on her cheeks, and she was shining with stars under the sun.
"Parents, I just want to tell you this! This is the most irreparable mistake in life! Because it only gives you one chance to make a mistake, not a second time!" In the end, Fang Zhiqiang said this, his figure As if regressing uncontrollably, he suddenly slumped on the foot-stool, and the whole person seemed to lose energy in an instant.
At this time, Li Xiaoxiao noticed how much Fang Zhiqiang's father's death had hit him.
In front of people, if he had nothing to do, he could only know how much pain he had in his heart. Even if it was himself, he didn't mention a word!
At this time, Wang Xia in the video call had her eyes on the phone screen involuntarily for a long time. Seeing Fang Zhiqiang finally slumped on the sofa, her heart was overwhelmed with mixed tastes.
Looking back at that time, Wang Yaxin and himself tried desperately to persuade him to get him out of the depression. Now it seems that what a selfish act was?
When things happen to others, I often don’t feel that kind of feeling. Now Wang Xia understands that Fang Zhiqiang at that time listened to the persuasion of several of them, not that they really felt that what they said was reasonable, but that he didn’t want to let him More people are sad and sad with him!
The dead are...
"Beep! Beep!"
Suddenly, the whistle sound from behind awakened Wang Xia, she looked up blankly, and saw that the red light in front of her had turned into a green light somehow, and she stepped on the accelerator again and moved forward slowly.
"Zhiqiang, what a life-saving child..."
Although Li Xiaoxiao's parents did not hear Fang Zhiqiang's choking tone, they were already shocked by Fang Zhiqiang's words. They just realized that compared to Fang Zhiqiang, their lives were almost perfect!