Chapter 2055: Xiaoman's mind

Seeing Huang Wanting's promise, Xiaoman's smile suddenly thickened, and then he took Huang Wanting's arm and walked outside.
In fact, the two women at this time have their own ideas in their hearts, and the purpose of their coming out together is naturally not to go shopping.
The two people walked quietly on the road and reached the entrance of the underground garage. Huang Wanting turned around and wanted to enter the garage, but was stopped by Xiaoman: "Sister Qingqing, let's go around together, don't drive."
Huang Wanting was slightly stunned, looking at the affirmative expression on Xiaoman's face, then she smiled and nodded.
In fact, Huang Wanting probably guessed it. Xiaoman asked her to come out not to go shopping, but to say something to herself. It’s just that Huang Wanting hopes that what she wants to say is not those things, but on the other hand, she hopes that what she said is if that's the case.
This kind of tangled mood made Huang Wanting a little at a loss.
"Sister Qingqing, what do you think of me?"
Xiaoman's sudden question made the expression on Huang Wanting's face a little uncertain. Although this was just the first sentence, it already made Huang Wanting not know how to answer.
Although Xiaoman looked grinning, in fact, her heart was already in a mess. Xiaoman also had a long ideological struggle for these things to be said, and now she finally has the courage to say it.
"The two of us have been together for so long, why do you suddenly ask this question?" Huang Wanting was really at a loss at first, but Xiaoman's question really made her not know how to answer, and it didn't seem like What Xiaoman can usually say.
"It's because I've been together for so long, that's why I'm very curious about what kind of person I am in the eyes of Sister Qingqing." Xiaoman continued to smile.
Obviously, when she decided to say these things to Huang Wanting, she was fully prepared. Regardless of Huang Wanting's answer, as long as she did not get the answer she wanted, she would definitely keep asking.
"I think you are a very affectionate girl. Although sometimes your mind is not very smart, you have never been sloppy when it comes to making friends. You will do your best to treat every friend you think, even if you are TA Once you have been unrighteous, you are not so true."
"It's just that I haven't seen you fall in love for so long, so I don't know much about feelings, but since I can treat my friends so sincerely, I think I will treat your future objects very well."
Huang Wanting lowered her head in thought for a moment, and finally said it.
In fact, what Huang Wanting said is just the surface of Xiaoman, and it is not what Xiaoman wants to hear.
"Sister Qingqing, let's talk about the true heart with each other today. You know what I want to hear is not this. I hope you can tell the truth."
Sure enough, Xiaoman continued to question after all.
Huang Wanting looked up, looked at Xiaoman's serious expression at the moment, and sighed for a long time. She knew that Xiaoman was serious, and it was impossible to fool her.
"If you have to say any shortcomings, I think you are more stubborn. For example, you had to stay with me at the beginning. No matter whether you follow me or not, you will never leave. Maybe you have your own considerations, but with me It seems that you are stubborn in addition to the empathy that I just said. If you are looking for a person or thing, you will definitely not let go, even if you know that you will be injured or even It is to lose a lot of important things, but you will still make this decision."
Huang Wanting continued to talk, and the more Xiaoman listened, the less smile on his face, until finally, it finally dissipated.
"Then Qingqing sister, do you know why I am doing this?" Xiaoman finally smiled again after Huang Wanting had said everything and said.
"Why?" Huang Wanting asked.
"Because I am a gambler." Xiaoman stared at Huang Wanting with round eyes, and said word by word.
Huang Wanting frowned slightly, she didn't quite understand what Xiaoman meant.
After that, Xiaoman continued: "I have never told you about my family. You only know that I am alone now, but you don't know. In fact, my parents are still alive, but in my eyes, they have already Not anymore."
"At the beginning, the reason for their divorce was that my dad loved gambling. Originally, a family with very good financial conditions, because of my dad’s love of gambling, eventually became impoverished. After the divorce, I was sentenced to my dad, but he loved gambling. The problem has not been corrected. Even when I was in junior high school, I didn't even have a cotton coat in winter."
"Later, my mother couldn't stand it anymore, and she said she wanted to take me away. She fought several lawsuits, but in the end she couldn't get my custody rights. But she didn't want to watch me suffer and come to my dad's house again and again. , The two people made trouble as soon as they met, and the neighbours all knew about our family’s affairs."
"Helpless, I had no choice but to run away from home. This time, it was twelve years. In twelve years, I have never seen them again, and I have almost forgotten their appearance..."
Xiaoman said these words now, without the slightest sentimental expression on his face, but with a faint smile.
Huang Wanting looked at her expression, but her heart was mixed.
Xiaoman had never told her about family matters before, but now suddenly knowing this, compared to Xiaoman, Huang Wanting suddenly felt that the situation at home seemed to be better.
"Perhaps, my gambling character is inherited from my dad's genes, or maybe, I am not convinced, why can't a person control his own hands? Why do I have to gamble?"
Xiaoman took a long breath, the faint smile on his face was still there, but when the words came out, a trace of sadness was hard to hide.
Xiaoman suddenly turned his head, looked at Huang Wanting's surprised expression, smiled again and said, "But now I understand why my dad loves gambling so much, because gambling means gain. The feeling of gain is that everyone can't refuse. Yes. It’s just that my dad bet on money, and I bet on feelings."
Huang Wanting's heart suddenly trembled. Looking at the faint smile on Xiaoman's face, Huang Wanting suddenly realized that she finally got to the point.
"Sister Qingqing, I have never been in a relationship before, because none of them made me feel interested in betting. Even if I win the bet in the end, I won't feel any pleasure. But you are different. After meeting you, I began to have the desire to gamble. Although my status and status were quite different from you at that time, I wanted to bet that I could become your true friend in the future, and wanted to bet that you would treat me like Xiaowu, so , My unwillingness to leave you is my bet."
Xiaoman said with a smile, but the expression on Huang Wanting's face became more and more serious.
Having been with Xiaoman for so long, Huang Wanting has never realized that there are so many things hidden in Xiaoman's heart.
"Don't worry, although I have won the bet now, your position in my heart has long been irreplaceable, so from another level, I actually lost the bet."
Xiaoman seems to know what Huang Wanting is worried about. How can such a girl with such a deep intention not make people worry?
"Sister Qingqing, you said that I care about love and justice, but besides you, what friends do I have? Whom have I done anything about love and justice? The importance of love and justice you see is just the importance I place on you. It’s just affection. In my opinion, it’s not about affection. It’s just that I can’t control my heart. My heart can’t help but want to treat you wholeheartedly.

Xiaoman continued: "And now, I have the desire to gamble again, Sister Qingqing, tell me, should I gamble? Can I still gamble?"