Chapter 2249: I don't know when to start

In fact, Fang Zhiqiang had considered this point before. This is the reason why he chose Bi Luochun to take up this position.
Everyone in the entire group knows that Bi Luochun is the chief assistant, and he has a very good relationship with himself in private. In this critical period, letting Bi Luochun take up this position is actually a little more assured for all employees. At least compared to those professional management talents, Bi Luochun will appear more secure.
However, Zhang Zhenguo's worries are not unreasonable.
It was another night. After dinner, Fang Zhiqiang proposed to go downstairs with Li Xiaoxiao for a walk.
After the two went downstairs, Wang Xia and Xiaoma returned to their room after finishing cleaning up together. Originally, she planned to return to her home in the next few days, but looking at the current state of Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao. , She was really worried, so she didn't raise this matter.
Naturally, Li Yonggui and Xiaoma could also see that the relationship between Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao had eased a lot at the dinner table. Although it still seemed a little abnormal, they also knew Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao. Xiaoxiao takes time.
After going downstairs, Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao strolled in the park.
"Qiangzi, what would happen if my sister knew about this?" Li Xiaoxiao asked softly.
"It won't be so." Fang Zhiqiang smiled slightly, and said flatly and surely.
"How do you know?" Li Xiaoxiao continued to ask with a puzzled look.
"Because this time, she took the initiative to ask me to withdraw from Mingda, so even if I did withdraw, she would have nothing to say." Fang Zhiqiang continued flatly.
"But at that time, didn't you tell her the reason why you wanted to persevere? However, after such a short time, you changed your mind. Are you sure she won't think about it?
Li Xiaoxiao was still worried, and continued to ask.
"All the misunderstandings in this world start from cranky thinking. If she really believes in me, she won't think about cranky." Fang Zhiqiang turned his head and looked at Li Xiaoxiao with a plain gaze, still with a slight touch on his face Smiled and said.
Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang intently. She always felt that Fang Zhiqiang seemed to be missing some things from the past, but there were more things that were not there before.
But Li Xiaoxiao couldn't tell what it was, and he always felt weird.
"Then are you going to tell her?" Li Xiaoxiao continued to ask.
"After tomorrow, she will naturally know."
"In other words, don't plan to tell her?" Li Xiaoxiao was a little surprised.
Fang Zhiqiang nodded, then continued to smile, and changed the subject: "Xiaoxiao, have you ever thought, when we reach the age of our parents and walk here as we do now, what will be our mind?"
Fang Zhiqiang's words caused Li Xiaoxiao to fall into a period of contemplation again, and things that happened decades later really required careful consideration.
After thinking for a long time, Li Xiaoxiao said with a serious face: "Maybe, think back to this scene at this moment."
Fang Zhiqiang smiled again. Although he didn't speak, his expression seemed to have answered Li Xiaoxiao.
"Why? Don't you think so?" Li Xiaoxiao asked Fang Zhiqiang's disapproving expression.
"Thirty to forty years, people will forget many things. At this moment, the memories and pictures that are so clear in our minds will become mottled old photos after thirty or forty years, even if they are wiped hard. , After all, I can’t see the details clearly."
Fang Zhiqiang turned his head again to look at Li Xiaoxiao, and said without any haste.
"Qiangzi, why do I always feel that something is wrong recently?" Li Xiaoxiao finally couldn't help it. Fang Zhiqiang always said some inexplicable things since returning, although those words sounded quite reasonable, but that It is very different from Fang Zhiqiang before.
"It's not surprising, don't people grow up slowly?" Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao disapprovingly, and said flatly.
"Is it growing up?" Li Xiaoxiao lowered her head and muttered to herself. She knew that Fang Zhiqiang had lost something in the past and added something that was not there before, but for some reason, she always felt Fang Zhiqiang seemed to have become no longer Fang Zhiqiang, but like another stranger.
"Perhaps, it's not growth, but no matter what it is, it can be called change. The only constant in this world is change, right?"
Fang Zhiqiang turned his head again, watched Li Xiaoxiao ponder for a moment, and continued to speak.
Li Xiaoxiao was silent, she didn't know how she should answer Fang Zhiqiang at the moment.
The two went silent for a long time, and Fang Zhiqiang took the initiative to speak again: "Xiaoxiao, do you think a marriage that does not quarrel is better, or a marriage that is often quarrelsome is more real?"
Li Xiaoxiao frowned again and thought for a while, and then affirmed: "I think it's normal to make small noises from time to time."
"So, do you think it's good to be respectful, or noisy?"
Fang Zhiqiang continued to ask.
"You mean, the state is good now, and the state was good at the time, right?" Li Xiaoxiao hesitated for a moment, and then tentatively speaking slowly, saying so.
Following Li Xiaoxiao's words, Fang Zhiqiang immediately turned his head and looked at Li Xiaoxiao. He was actually ready for the next words, no matter what Li Xiaoxiao answered, he would blurt out without hesitation.
But he really did not expect that what Li Xiaoxiao said was such a sentence.
This sentence made Fang Zhiqiang stunned, not because he didn't know how to answer it, but because Li Xiaoxiao's answer was beyond his expectation.
After a long time, he nodded dazedly.
Seeing Fang Zhiqiang nodding her head, Li Xiaoxiao also took a long breath, which showed that the previous guesses in her heart were correct. Fang Zhiqiang did this deliberately to create such a life state, and wanted to tell herself in this way. In fact, sometimes noisy is the real life and healthy marriage.
"I understand the strong son." Li Xiaoxiao turned her head and took another deep breath, as if she had already seen everything and said.
However, as soon as Li Xiaoxiao's voice landed, Fang Zhiqiang shook his head firmly, and said with a serious expression: "No, you don't understand."
Li Xiaoxiao frowned in confusion again. She originally thought that she had seen all of Fang Zhiqiang's thoughts, but after Fang Zhiqiang's words were uttered, she once again discovered that Fang Zhiqiang was still a mystery in her eyes.
"Xiaoxiao, time has changed, you and I have also changed, you are no longer who you used to be, and I am no longer who I used to be. Perhaps for us now, respecting each other as a guest is the only choice to continue getting along. Or maybe, the days of noisy and no suspicion will be gone forever."
Fang Zhiqiang's words were very heavy, and the weight made Li Xiaoxiao's eyes a little wet. In fact, she could clearly feel what Fang Zhiqiang just said in her heart, but she had never been willing to admit it.
However, she has been avoiding, even now, she still has to listen to these words from Fang Zhiqiang's mouth in person.
This was more cruel than she had thought of this before, and it made her unacceptable.
"Qianzi, why do you want to say it?"
Li Xiaoxiao's voice had already choked up and said so.
However, when Fang Zhiqiang heard the words, he said again: "Why didn't you say it?"
"These are obviously the greatest resistance that hinders our progress. Why do we have to avoid it? You and I know that if we continue in the previous state, maybe we can't go on at all. We know that there will be no results, but we still have to stay the same. What is the purpose of continuing to continue as before?"
Fang Zhiqiang finished all the words in one breath, then took a deep breath and said again: "Xiaoxiao, I am not afraid that the days before will be gone, I am just afraid that in the days to come, I will never see you again. ."
After speaking, Fang Zhiqiang stretched out his hand and placed it gently on Li Xiaoxiao's shoulder again.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang said this sentence with sincerity, even if he is now trying to see the world with the eyes of a giant, but for Li Xiaoxiao, he still cannot really ignore, let alone do it. Look at Li Xiaoxiao with the eyes of a real giant.
Just like what he said just now, he is not afraid that the days before will be gone, but he is afraid that Li Xiaoxiao will never be seen again in the days to come.
In the final analysis, even if you really become a huge one, there are still things you are afraid of losing.
As the saying goes, as long as you have seven emotions and six desires, you will never become a god.
A mortal is just a mortal after all, even if he becomes a giant, he cannot be a mortal with a bigger body.
The seven emotions and six desires that can't be quit, the mortal body that can't be taken off, people are just people after all.
"But Qiangzi, I know that forcing myself to do this is a very painful thing. I don't want to look at you in pain." Li Xiaoxiao also looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously at this moment, gently.
"Life is inherently painful, otherwise why do people cry when they are born?"
"What's more, for me now, all the feelings have no effect on me, as long as I can watch you well by my side, even if I just listen to the sound of your breathing and smell the body scent on your body, Looking at your aging cheeks, you will still be happy."
Fang Zhiqiang's two reasons made Li Xiaoxiao speechless in an instant. After pondering for a long time, he took a long breath and then slowly nestled in Fang Zhiqiang's embrace.
"I don't know when I started to love you and became inseparable from you. I don't know when I started to love you and became dependent on you."
Fang Zhiqiang gently put his mouth close to Li Xiaoxiao's ear, and said this in a very gentle voice.
And when Li Xiaoxiao heard these words, his whole body seemed to melt at this moment.
She had heard Fang Zhiqiang say something like this before, but compared to today's words, those words in the past seemed a bit eclipsed.
At this moment, she listened to Fang Zhiqiang’s heartbeat, felt Fang Zhiqiang’s chest like a giant, and listened to Fang Zhiqiang’s unquestionable thick voice, as if all this happened in the previous life, just like the two of them. Continuing the feelings and marriages of the previous life into this life.
The remaining feelings are not over, and then continue the front edge.
"Qiangzi, I don't know when I started to love you, and I became afraid of losing you. I don't know when I started, my love for you became a suspicion of you."
At this moment, Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but tell her true thoughts deepest in her heart.
This thought has troubled her for a long, long time. This time, being able to speak those words before in front of her parents and Fang Zhiqiang has already plucked up Li Xiaoxiao's courage.
Only when he said these words in front of Fang Zhiqiang again at this moment, could Li Xiaoxiao truly feel the relaxation and relief of his whole body.
For her at this moment, it seemed to be the real relief, the real letting go.
After saying these words, Li Xiaoxiao looked into Fang Zhiqiang's eyes again, there was a little more clarity, and a bit of confusion disappeared.