Chapter 2439: Hug again
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My Best Wife
- Xiao Er
- 1893 characters
- 2021-01-31 12:55:55
"This...I...you..." Wang Yaxin was speechless.
Instead, only Li Xiaoxiao on the side remained calm and rational. Seeing this scene, she even showed a smile on her face. She looked at Wang Yaxin and said, "Sister Yaxin, this is for Qiangzi and for you. It's the best ending, right? You can all get the happiness you want. I originally thought that way. If this is the case, of course it would be the best."
"I..." Wang Yaxin was still speechless, she didn't even know what she thought and felt at the moment.
"Go, come home with me and get your ID!" Fang Zhiqiang saw that she was not talking, he immediately stretched out his hand, took Wang Yaxin's hand tightly, and said.
The palm of his hand was held tightly by Fang Zhiqiang on the palm of his hand, which made Wang Yaxin feel that it was so unreal. Over the years, at this moment, Wang Yaxin had imagined countless images, but when it did come, how could it make people feel Feeling so awkward?
Wang Yaxin's brain was a mess, she didn't know what she was thinking, just like that, she was dragged forward by Fang Zhiqiang dazedly.
As for Li Xiaoxiao, she smiled and looked at the two of them and said: "Qiangzi, I have our credentials ready. I am waiting for you at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau."
"Strong son! Strong son!" Wang Yaxin didn't know why she suddenly shouted these two words in a loud voice, but when Fang Zhiqiang really stopped, Wang Yaxin's heart was a little calmer.
Seeing Fang Zhiqiang who was panting at the moment, Wang Yaxin sorted out his emotions, and then finally said: "In fact, there is something I have been hiding from you."
When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he couldn't help but stunned, and then said without hesitation: "There is a tacit understanding, it just happens that I have something to hide from you."
"What? Then you say it first." Wang Yaxin took a few breaths, looked at the serious Fang Zhiqiang, and said.
"Then I'm not welcome." Fang Zhiqiang might guess what Wang Yaxin is about to say. If she doesn't want to marry herself because of that, then Fang Zhiqiang can give her this answer now.
"Xu Chao has already told me everything. I already know what you promised him, Yaxin, remember, from now on, I will never let you make such a fearless sacrifice again, and I will never I will make you suffer such grievances again!"
Fang Zhiqiang's words came from the bottom of his heart, even if he no longer loves Wang Yaxin, even if it is just guilt and self-blame, this is what he said from the heart.
Upon hearing this, Wang Yaxin couldn't help being shocked. She thought that Fang Zhiqiang had never known about this, but she did not expect that Xu Chao had already told him everything!
However, wouldn't Fang Zhiqiang dislike himself because of this incident? As a woman, even Wang Yaxin herself can no longer accept herself after tonight, let alone a man?
"Do you...do you mind?" Fang Zhiqiang was right. What Wang Yaxin wanted to say was indeed the matter, but now that he heard Fang Zhiqiang's words, Wang Yaxin was immediately filled with doubts again.
Fang Zhiqiang shook his head firmly, and then said: "I am to blame for this incident. I am the one who caused you, and I made you so wronged."
"Qiangzi, you..." Wang Yaxin was speechless again. In just a few minutes, so many things happened that made her brain unable to return. At this moment, she still has a dull face. And at a loss.
"Now, are you willing to go with me?" Fang Zhiqiang continued to ask.
Wang Yaxin closed tightly, and she tried to sort out her inner thoughts to keep herself as sensible and sober as possible. After a long time, she finally opened her eyes again.
She stared at Fang Zhiqiang intently and said: "Qiangzi, indeed, I have to admit that I am looking forward to this day very much. I am very envious of Xiaoxiao's happiness, but I don't want to get all this in this way."
"What kind of way?" Fang Zhiqiang frowned and asked.
"The humble way."
"Where is it humble? You think I made this choice just to show Xiaoxiao?" Fang Zhiqiang probably guessed Wang Yaxin's inner thoughts.
"Isn't it? I think the two of you may be able to discuss again, but there is actually no need to take this step." Wang Yaxin asked without hesitation.
"Yaxin, are you not understanding Xiaoxiao, or I don't understand Xiaoxiao? Although she is not as mature and stable as you, who can compare her to her in terms of relationships? If she doesn't think clearly, How could she have said those words just now? But if she has made up her mind, who can persuade her?" Fang Zhiqiang explained without hesitation.
"But you are like this... I don't think it is worth it. It is not worthy of what you have paid so much, and it is irresponsible for the time you spent together." Wang Yaxin still couldn't change his inner thoughts.
"Actually, Xiaoxiao was right. The separation is not necessarily because I don’t love anymore. I admit that I still love Xiaoxiao, but you don’t understand that our recent state is indeed very poor. We guard the person we love most. Living in the worst state of life every day, this makes it impossible for each other to show their true self to each other easily. It is a very tiring experience. If you have had that day, you will understand. In fact, what Xiaoxiao said Those words, sometimes, I also think about it silently in my heart, but I will not put it into action, because in my heart, I always think that companionship is an indispensable part of love."
"So, maybe being separated will make our life easier for each other. That's good for everyone."
"As for choosing to marry you, Yaxin, I won't tell a lie today. I also ask you to believe me absolutely." Fang Zhiqiang suddenly became more solemn.
Wang Yaxin looked at him with a serious expression, it was hard to imagine that he was actually lying now, and then nodded.
"The thing you promised Xu Chao is my responsibility, and the person who should be held accountable is also me. So, how could I mind this? I understand your love for me, and I am not hard-hearted. I can see everything I have done. The reason why I was so unfeeling is that I don’t want to admit that I still have a trace of old affection for you in my heart, but now I can finally say the deepest thing in my heart. ."
"Ya Xin, I have never forgotten you. Although I can't tell if it is love or not, I can confirm one thing. I have hoped and stayed by your side, even if I can do it. It's just as simple as protecting you."
"Don't talk about Qiangzi..." Wang Yaxin couldn't cry.
Although she could feel Fang Zhiqiang's lingering affection for herself countless times, although she had expected Fang Zhiqiang to say these words countless times, but at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang said these words, which made her suffer.
She didn't know why, could it be that she was aggrieved by her efforts over the years? Is it because the relationship between Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao broke?
"In addition to Xu Chao's incident, I still have the sequelae of premature aging. Maybe in a few years, I will become an old woman, and then..."
"What does it matter? Who is not old in the world? Yaxin, you weren't such a person who suffers from gains and losses. Do you want to be like Xiaoxiao yourself?" Fang Zhiqiang said without hesitation.
"Qianzi, you...how can you say that Xiaoxiao? After all, she is a woman who has been with you for so long and has given birth to a child for you. How can you..."
"Yaxin, today, none of the three of us said a lie. You heard that Xiaoxiao was honest with us, and we should reply with honesty." Fang Zhiqiang interrupted Wang Yaxin.
Fang Zhiqiang's words made Wang Yaxin feel particularly reasonable, and he could not speak anymore.
"Yes, Sister Yaxin, I am actually quite happy to be able to see this scene. I have made up my mind to change myself. If I am still as jealous as before, how can I change?" Li Xiaoxiao also added.
"No, Qiangzi, at least not today." Wang Yaxin gave such a reply after bowing her head again and thinking for a long time.
"Why? Don't you actually want to be with me?" Fang Zhiqiang was puzzled. He kept saying that everything he said today was the truth, but in fact, he deceived everyone.
He made the decision to marry Wang Yaxin. In fact, it was more or less related to what Li Xiaoxiao said. After all, he loved Li Xiaoxiao deeply. For whatever reason, Li Xiaoxiao chose to end theirs. During the marriage, Fang Zhiqiang's heart was frustrated. He wanted to use this method to conceal his inner sadness, but in fact, the more so, the more loopholes there are.
Although he kept explaining, Wang Yaxin's heart was as clear as a mirror, seeing everything clearly.
"It's not a strong son, I want to be with you, but not in this way."
"Which way? Yaxin, what kind of way do you think this is?" Fang Zhi asked forcedly.
"Qiangzi, please calm down and calm down. This is not the time to get angry. Believe me, if I promise you, you will regret it later." Wang Yaxin's mood has gradually calmed down at this moment, so Fang Zhiqiang said.
"Why do I regret it? Is it because you are not good enough? Or do you think I can't distinguish what is love and what is guilt?" Fang Zhiqiang said more and more anxiously, speaking quickly, so that Wang Yaxin could not keep up with his thinking again.
Wang Yaxin was silent, but in fact, he had already answered Fang Zhiqiang's question.
In Wang Yaxin’s view, she is indeed not good enough now. She has that sequelae, and she also promised something like Xu Chao. After tonight, she will no longer be the same Wang Yaxin, even she herself feels unable to face it. Self, let alone Fang Zhiqiang?
As for the second possibility Fang Zhiqiang said, it was exactly what Wang Yaxin had in mind.
When Fang Zhiqiang chose to be with her once, it was after they had a relationship. Perhaps for Fang Zhiqiang at that time, it was more out of responsibility. At that time, Wang Yaxin had already suffered a loss, and everything later It is sufficient to prove that such a marriage cannot last long.
And this time, Fang Zhiqiang was because of guilt. Although the reasons were different, it was not because of love after all. How could Wang Yaxin have confidence in the future married life?
"Also, if Sister Yaxin hasn't figured it out yet, you can take time to make you understand. What does Qiangzi think?" Li Xiaoxiao said again.
Fang Zhiqiang heard the words, the ghost nodded almost, and then looked at Li Xiaoxiao again, slowly raised his foot and walked over.
"Xiaoxiao, can I hold you again?"
What a powerless, desperate, and heartbroken sentence?
After hug it again, you can't hold it again, or even see it again. Why doesn't Fang Zhiqiang understand?
How heartache did you feel when you said this with such a feeling? How unwilling? How helpless?