Chapter 244: Ex-girlfriend (8)

Chapter 244 Ex-Girlfriend (8)
"You love her very much?"
"Love, love, but that was before, and now, the last bit of goodwill I have for her is gone. She is just a memory to me, the one in the memory is dead." Fang Zhiqiang shook his head.
"Of course, I'm not in a bad mood because of her, or it's not just because of her." Fang Zhiqiang continued, and then he began to talk in detail about his time with Li Xiaoxiao, various experiences, and his own heart. He said some of his thoughts without reservation, and finally talked about Bi Luochun and Liu Yan.
"Yaxin, do you think God is fair to me? Just say it. Why do so many things happen to me? If you want to say something unfair, why did you let me meet you? At least in this way At that time there was someone who was willing to chat with me and listen to these boring things." Fang Zhiqiang lay there and said with a smile.
Wang Yaxin did not speak for a long time, and finally said: "Zhiqiang, the reason why you are so painful now is only because you are too strong. You feel like you are an Optimus Prime. You can carry the whole world. You can take everything Take on yourself, leave all the pain to yourself, it’s great for the people around you, but don’t forget, you are not a superman, you are just an ordinary person, you can’t carry the whole world, this is you The cause of pain."
"No, I'm not really a strong person. I never said what I must become. I think I'm actually a very unmotivated person. I just go with the situation. I never thought I would become one day. What a great character." Fang Zhiqiang shook his head.
"Your being strong does not show in how much money you want to be who you are. What you want to be strong is your heart. The ex-girlfriend you said was clearly borrowing money for her, why should you pay it back yourself? Knowing that she has betrayed you, are you still insisting on paying the debt by yourself, for what? Isn’t it because you want to be strong? You insist that it is your responsibility, that is your responsibility for this love, You think that love should not be equated with money. You have to pay for the love in your heart. Why are you angry and sad about Li Xiaoxiao? You saved Li Xiaoxiao, and it stands to reason that she wants to repay you too What makes sense, even if she lied to you, then she is doing it for your own good. The salary she gave you and your help you pay off your debts should not become a burden on your heart. If you change to an ordinary person, she should Accept it calmly? Why are you so distressed and sad? Or is it because you are strong, and you don’t want others to give you alms. You hope that everything you get is because of your own efforts, and you get it upright. , Isn’t this to be strong? Don’t talk about others, just talk about me. I actually know that your life is difficult, at least in terms of money. I want to help you very much. I have also tried to help you several times, but every Once you refused, and whenever I asked you money, you always refused and even got a little angry. At that time, I saw that you are a very strong man, so since then I have never taken the initiative to say What do I want to help you, especially with regard to money and things. It’s not that I don’t treat you as a friend and I don’t like to help you, but that I’m afraid of hurting your self-esteem. Wang Yaxin sat up and looked at Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned, looked at Wang Yaxin blankly, and was speechless for a while.
"You are a very strong man, you can be said to be the strongest man I have ever met. No matter how life is to you, you have never complained, and you have always treated yourself with a serious attitude towards life. Life, you have never been overwhelmed by life, and you have not been forced to change yourself. This is very rare. Just as you said to me that time, everyone has everyone’s attitude towards life and everyone’s principles. No matter how life treats you, you will stick to your principles and never change. Moreover, no matter how much pain and torture you have suffered, you are not willing to say that you are still showing your smile to the people around you. Give everyone happiness and leave the pain in my heart to bear it alone. So I say you are the most powerful man I have ever met." Wang Yaxin continued with Fang Zhiqiang.
"However, you are also the most vulnerable man in your heart." Wang Yaxin added.
"Lao Tzu once said in the Tao Te Ching that the way of trading is that the strong is easy to break, and only the yin to the soft can integrate the world. The weak in the world is like water, but the good is like water. Although this sentence is said to be human The way, but it is also suitable for you. Even if it is rigid and easy to break, your heart is too strong, like a square with edges and corners. Once you touch that edge, it will sting others. , It will sting yourself and scratch yourself. Your fragility is actually what you want to strengthen your self-esteem. What is common to others is unacceptable to you. You just Like a snail, it is protecting itself with a heavy shell on its back, showing its strongest side to others. In fact, you have forgotten that your heart is also fragile and needs the protection and care of others more." Wang Yaxin slow Speak slowly.
After Wang Yaxin finished speaking, she folded her arms around her chest. The wind on the mountain was very strong, and she felt comfortable in front of her, but she was already trembling a little at this moment.
Fang Zhiqiang took off his coat, walked over and put it on Wang Yaxin's body.
"I'm not cold, you can dress yourself, how cold." Wang Yaxin was unwilling, ready to remove Fang Zhiqiang's clothes, but was suppressed by Fang Zhiqiang.
"Wear it, don't catch a cold, I'm not cold, I'm not afraid of the cold, didn't you just say it? I am a very strong man, let alone invulnerable, but at least this little wind can't blow me." Fang Zhiqiang smiled and said.
"Is that what I mean? All the wrong reasons." Wang Yaxin gave Fang Zhiqiang a white look, but his tone was full of tenderness, and he did not say to take off Fang Zhiqiang's coat. Instead, he put Fang Zhiqiang's coat tightly on himself Wrap it up.
"Actually, I never thought about who I am, and no one ever told me what kind of person I am. I think, maybe nobody thought about getting to know me, including myself. Today After hearing you say that, I realized that I am actually a bit like what you said. I may be really too strong, because I am strong. I have been very tired after these years, and I have suffered a lot. I hurt many people around me because of my strength. For example, Li Xiaoxiao, she obviously wanted to help me, but she was reprimanded by me every time, but in the end she had to figure out such a way to help me. "Fang Zhiqiang said with a sigh.
"Maybe she doesn't know, the way she chooses to help you is precisely the way that hurts you the most and you are the most unacceptable." Wang Yaxin said flatly.