Chapter 2476: The "scumbag" in her eyes

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. He could see that Wang Yaxin's mood at the moment seemed a bit wrong, but he never expected that Wang Yaxin would say this sentence.
"Qiangzi, I admit, I really want to be with you, no matter what way, as long as I can be with you, maybe I will be happy and happy."
Seeing Fang Zhiqiang's silence, Wang Yaxin continued to speak, as if there was no one around him at the moment, Wang Yaxin said all the truest thoughts in his heart.
"But my reason finally told me that the twisted melon is not sweet. Although this is a very old-fashioned sentence, it still applies in this society. Have you ever thought that if we really do Get married like this, what will your life be like after marriage? Have you ever asked yourself, do you really love me?"
Hearing Wang Yaxin’s solemn tone, Fang Zhiqiang remained silent. He couldn’t give Wang Yaxin the answer now, because even Fang Zhiqiang himself didn’t know what the answer was. At that time, maybe he was really hot-headed. Say something like that?
Think about it carefully. During that period of time, my mind has always been hazy. Before I was discharged from the hospital, the most worried thing every day was the state of Li Xiaoxiao. The most basic judgment is lost.
At that time, I also thought of various results, and thought that Li Xiaoxiao would say something like that to myself, but the moment I heard that sentence, my emotions were still completely out of control, and my reason was gone. The ghost turned to Wang Yaxin. Said that sentence.
But now Fang Zhiqiang thinks about it, and he actually doesn't regret it. After all, this is a good result for Li Xiaoxiao, or for himself, right?
As for Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang now knows that he did not think about it at that time. At that time, he only felt that he should give Wang Yaxin an explanation for the long-term contribution, and should give her a stable and happy family, but ignored her feelings. She was also a woman with a complete personality. Under the circumstances at the time, saying that by herself would indeed put her in a dilemma.
"I understand now, it was indeed that I did not do well at the time, and it was indeed that I owe consideration, if..."
"Qiangzi, what I need is not your painless explanation, don't you understand?" Wang Yaxin was a little anxious. Seeing Fang Zhiqiang's sincere apology, she immediately interrupted Fang Zhi Strong, said so.
Yes, no one knows what Wang Yaxin wants, but she knows in her heart how deep her obsession with Zhiqiang is. Even in the situation at the time, she almost failed to overcome her inner desires. Don't say that each other has calmed down now.
In fact, what Wang Yaxin wanted has never changed. She only wants Fang Zhiqiang to say those three words to her.
However, Wang Yaxin knows in his heart that everyone is now thirty years old, and he has already passed the age of hearing love. Although some love words may sound like a faster heartbeat, no one can tell. Is it love or an arrhythmia.
Fang Zhiqiang slowly lowered his head. Although he didn't understand women, he was like a fool in terms of women, but Wang Yaxin had been so obvious that he could still see what Wang Yaxin wanted to express.
After a long silence, Fang Zhiqiang still did not look up, but said softly: ‘Ya Xin, I don’t want to deceive you, nor do I want to deceive myself. I have delayed you for so many years. Now, I don’t want to continue to delay you. ’
"What do you mean by this?" Although Wang Yaxin has understood the meaning of Fang Zhiqiang's words, she still does not want to believe that this time she has been in Mingzhu City for so long, the two children have been taken care of by sister Zhang there. It's not because of Fang Zhiqiang, Wang Yaxin may have already gone back there.
But after struggling for so long and waiting so long, in the end it was just a sentence like this?
Although this was the answer Wang Yaxin had expected, he still couldn't believe it.
"Yaxin, I am 31 years old this year. Love is no longer necessary for me. It can even be said that my heart has long since understood how to love someone, don't you? Do you understand me?"
Fang Zhiqiang finally raised his head, he looked at Wang Yaxin with tangled and anxious eyes, saying every word.
Fang Zhiqiang didn't even notice when he lost the ability to love someone. The feeling that once was so throbbing, the energy that he was willing to give all for a person has long since ceased to exist. Now, even if it seems that he loves someone very much on the surface, Fang Zhiqiang himself knew that it was just his inner reason that kept reminding himself what he should do.
But that is definitely not love.
Wang Yaxin stared at Fang Zhiqiang's eyes, as if trying to find the answer she wanted in Fang Zhiqiang's eyes.
Fang Zhiqiang did not evade. He felt that he was more open and aboveboard than ever before, especially in front of Wang Yaxin. At this moment, he really showed all of himself to Wang Yaxin.
"Ya Xin, to be honest, I still can't tell you how I feel about you, but if we are together, I firmly believe that I will be nice to you, but I have to admit that it is not love. Perhaps. It's because of guilt, maybe it's because of promises, more maybe it's because of debts, in short, not because of love."
Under Wang Yaxin's intent gaze, Fang Zhiqiang said these words again, Wang Yaxin's eyes finally began to avoid, but the two clear tears in his eyes still couldn't escape Fang Zhiqiang's eyes.
Fang Zhiqiang slowly took out two pieces from the table until now, and while handing them to Wang Yaxin, he said again: "So, the right to choose is still in your hands. No matter what choice you make, I will agree and will support you. "
Wang Yaxin took the hand of Fang Zhiqiang and wiped her tears. The light in front of her eyes became a little fuzzy. Wang Yaxin felt that everything she saw at the moment was blurred, just like her relationship with Fang Zhiqiang. clear.
There are countless individuals in this world, but everyone has a completely different soul. Wang Yaxin knows that he is not loyal to Fang Zhiqiang, but the soul hidden in his body.
Maybe there will be two people who look very similar, but there are absolutely no two souls that are similar. Each person's soul is unique.
For example, Fang Zhiqiang, in life, he may be a sloppy, lazy, indecisive man, but such a man hides a magical soul, as long as you dare to approach it, it is like infinite Like the magical power of the world, it pulls you tightly around it, no matter how you break free, you can't break away from its shackles.
Wang Yaxin knew this feeling. In the past, she said it was a charm of personality. But now, Wang Yaxin doesn’t think so at all. She thinks Fang Zhiqiang is a huge black hole. As long as she gets close to him and wants to get away, it’s a great thing. It's difficult.
Even though the words Fang Zhiqiang just said were enough to hurt his heart, he still couldn't bear it, this unique soul that happened to be encountered among hundreds of millions of people.
"Actually, you don't have to worry. If you still can't decide, you can go back first. The two children are still waiting for you to take care of them."
Looking at Wang Yaxin, who bowed her head and wiped her tears silently, Fang Zhiqiang spoke slowly again, saying so.
Wang Yaxin finally looked up at him.
This ‘damn’ man, perhaps in the eyes of many people, he is a completely irresponsible scumbag who is irresponsible for what he says. Is it a trifle to propose marriage? It's so easy to tell yourself, but now, you want to drive yourself away? Ha ha!
But in fact, because Wang Yaxin knew Fang Zhiqiang too much, she kept telling herself that Fang Zhiqiang was not irresponsible. He was just too responsible, so he was so indecisive. He was not like him. It is like other scumbags who say some love words that make women happy, so that women are obedient to him. Instead, he always says some sad things, but the more this is the case, the more he can't help himself.
Wang Yaxin didn't know what evil she had done in her previous life, and she would encounter such a trouble that could not be shaken off.
"You have to say anything, but I became the irresponsible person, right?"
Wang Yaxin sorted out her emotions, the eye makeup was already a little flowery, but she had ignored it at the moment, staring straight at Fang Zhiqiang, with a smile on her face, and said.
"Yaxin, I..."
"Snapped!"
Suddenly, Wang Yaxin got up suddenly, raised his hand to hold the coffee cup on the table, and slammed into Fang Zhiqiang's face!
When Fang Zhiqiang reacted, the still steaming coffee had been spilled on Fang Zhiqiang's face.
A hot sensation caused Fang Zhiqiang to close his eyes tightly, and quickly rubbed his palms on his eyes, and finally barely opened his eyes, but he saw that Wang Yaxin was standing in front of her at this moment, and a touch of her cheek seemed to be there. She smiled as if she stared at herself like an icy goddess, and whispered softly: "If I have never known you, or if I don't know you the way I do now, I will definitely make you die!"
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned, he didn't know what Wang Yaxin's words meant.
Looking at Wang Yaxin's back, who had turned and left, Fang Zhiqiang did not react for a long time. The coffee on his face fell drop by drop on the back of his hand, which made Fang Zhiqiang recover.
How could he understand the mind of a woman?
Wang Yaxin pretended to leave unrestrainedly, but only to hide his unwillingness and loneliness.
After holding on for so long, waiting for so long, finally waiting for such a result, to be honest, Wang Yaxin was not reconciled, but he was helpless. This road seemed to have reached a dead end, no matter how hard he tried to go out, it seemed that It's already impossible.
Wang Yaxin doesn’t know what kind of role she is in Fang Zhiqiang’s heart. Every time he and Li Xiaoxiao’s relationship have problems, she always seems to be by her side. It is precisely because of this that she has witnessed their relationship from the beginning. It was like glue and paint, and finally parted ways. It was precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin had a deeper understanding of Fang Zhiqiang's attitude towards feelings.
Thinking back to Fang Zhiqiang's expression when he proposed to him, Wang Yaxin even felt a little sympathetic to him.
Even if everyone in the world didn't understand Fang Zhiqiang, everyone thought he was a scumbag, but it was impossible for Wang Yaxin not to understand him, because Wang Yaxin could feel Fang Zhiqiang's distraught mood at that time.
Under great compassion, what reason can we talk about?
And why Fang Zhiqiang proposed to himself in that situation? He doesn't love himself.
Is it just to show Li Xiaoxiao?
Fang Zhiqiang is obviously not that kind of person. He will not waste that time and energy for things that are meaningless and useless.
What is that for? In order to repay the dedication to him for so long?
Haha, do you regard yourself as a beggar begging for affection? !