Chapter 2480: E-mail

Fang Zhiqiang was still at a loss when he left the coffee shop. The sudden cup of coffee that Wang Yaxin had just poured over made Fang Zhiqiang never understand the reason.
Including those words that Wang Yaxin just said.
It’s not because Fang Zhiqiang is too stupid. A man is born a kind of rectal creature. It is difficult to figure out the delicate emotions of a woman. What's more, the few words that Wang Yaxin said are so deep. meaning.
Fang Zhiqiang once again looked back at the slowly dripping coffee on the table as he left, as if he was looking at himself who had just been splashed.
Although I don't know why Wang Yaxin did this, Fang Zhiqiang knew one thing well. Wang Yaxin must hate herself very much at this time.
As soon as I got into the car, Fang Zhiqiang's phone rang suddenly before it started. When I picked it up, it turned out that Wang Yaxin was calling.
When Fang Zhiqiang was puzzled, he quickly answered the phone.
Wang Yaxin's voice soon came from the other side: "It's already past five o'clock, don't you plan to come back to clean up your own doghouse?"
Listening to Wang Yaxin’s impulsive tone, Fang Zhiqiang nodded and said yes. In the process of getting along with a woman, Fang Zhiqiang did not learn from other experiences. Only one day, when a woman is angry, don’t tell her. Reason, that is looking for death!
No matter how mature and rational a woman is, once she initiates her temper, it is completely unreasonable, even a woman like Wang Yaxin will be no exception.
Because Fang Zhiqiang can distinguish a woman's despair and anger. If she doesn't say a word, is silent, but is cold to herself, and deliberately keeps away from herself, she must be desperate. Basically, it is difficult to do. Even a timely apology, or even to please, may not have much effect.
But anger is completely different. Wang Yaxin can still call herself now, and her tone sounds so angry, obviously not desperate. In this case, as long as she caters to her and follows her intentions, basically nothing will happen. event.
Although he can't coax girls, Fang Zhiqiang is good at pretending to be good.
When he returned to the community, Fang Zhiqiang did not dare to hesitate at all, and ran all the way to Wang Yaxin's bedroom.
Entering the door, Fang Zhiqiang saw Wang Yaxin packing her own things.
"What...what are you doing?" Fang Zhiqiang asked blankly.
"Didn't you say you want me to go? Where can I still stay here?" Wang Yaxin glanced back at Fang Zhiqiang and said angrily.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned, and patted his forehead. He seemed to have found the source of Wang Yaxin's anger.
"Yaxin, what I said was just casual, not meant to drive you away, I just think the two children..."
"Okay, don't say it! No matter when it comes, you will only have your two precious children in your heart, right?" Wang Yaxin stopped packing, stood upright, and looked at Fang Zhiqiang calmly, even though his tone sounded A bit agitated, but on the surface, she didn't seem to be angry at all.
"Yaxin, calm down..."
"Do you think I am not calm enough? Do you think that you are the only one who loves the child? Do you think I am hard-hearted? Do you think I want to stay? Do you think I don't want to go back soon?" Wang Yaxin asked Fang Zhi a series of rhetorical questions. Standing in place dumbly, he couldn't say a word.
After finally speaking, Wang Yaxin quickly calmed down. She sighed slightly, and then laughed contemptuously: "Why am I telling you this?"
"Do you really want to leave?" Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin's back as he continued to pack things, and said again.
"Do you know how long I have been back this time? Do you know how many tears I shed during the video call with my child every night? How long do you want me to stay here? What are you doing?" Wang Yaxin cleaned up. One side said hurriedly.
"Yaxin, why do you have to be so stubborn, can't you bring the children back? Being restrained everywhere, don't you suffer enough?" Fang Zhiqiang also became anxious.
Wang Yaxin stopped the movement in her hand, slowly raised her head, looked at the window, her eyes blankly looked like a prisoner who had been detained for more than ten years.
"Yes... I really don't suffer enough, otherwise I won't cry again."
Wang Yaxin seemed to be talking to herself. At this moment, she made Fang Zhiqiang suddenly realize that there is no day for Wang Yaxin to live for herself. Every day of her is spent in painful thoughts.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang seemed to rush up, giving her a warm hug, even if it was just to warm her fragile heart, but in the end Fang Zhiqiang controlled himself and he didn't rush up.
After a while, Wang Yaxin came back to her senses again, and while tidying up, she said, "I will leave this room to you. After I leave this time, I may not be back for a long time. Between you and me, There may never be a future, hope, we will cherish it!"
Only she knows how much courage and determination it takes Wang Yaxin to say this sentence.
However, with such great courage and determination, when it finally came out, it seemed like a normal sentence, without a loud voice or agitated tone, just as calm as saying another common saying.
Yes, when emotions erupt, people may not be like lunatics, but they may also look exactly like normal people, because he suppresses all emotions like volcanoes in his heart, because he has to Like a normal person.
Fang Zhiqiang quietly watched Wang Yaxin keep tidying up, and never spoke.
Finally, after Wang Yaxin had packed up all her things, she clapped her hands and exhaled for a long time, as if the words just said did not affect her mood in any way.
"By the way, if it is possible, I still hope you and Xiaoxiao can continue, you..."
Wang Yaxin didn't finish her words, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly rushed up and took her into his arms.
Wang Yaxin hung her hands in the air with nowhere to rest, feeling her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, feeling the familiar embrace and familiar taste, she almost closed her eyes, enjoying the eternity of this moment and the beauty of this moment.
however.
She pushed Fang Zhiqiang away.
"Qianzi, don't do this."
Wang Yaxin's eyes seemed to be staring at Fang Zhiqiang without any emotion.
Listening to Wang Yaxin's words, and looking at those cold eyes, Fang Zhiqiang finally realized that Wang Yaxin's calm and watery words were a decision she made after careful consideration.
"Yaxin, take the children back, I can take care of them!" Fang Zhiqiang speeded up his speech, gasping for breath.
"Why are you still so obsessed? You understand that what I want is not these at all. What do you mean by saying these now? Qiangzi, when are you going to torture me? Look at me now, there is still a little bit of the past The shadow of the man? Don’t you really know what this is all about?"
Wang Yaxin's emotions suddenly became agitated. She could suppress her for a while, but she couldn't suppress her life, especially after hearing Fang Zhiqiang say such words at this moment, she could no longer control her emotions.
"I beg you, let me go, and let me let myself go, okay?"
Wang Yaxin’s tearful eyes finally seemed to have a trace of emotion. Fang Zhiqiang watched her round tears slide down, and he couldn’t wait to reach out to catch the full tears, but Wang Yaxin’s words seemed to be telling him constantly, I can't do that myself.
Wang Yaxin's body slowly squatted down. She held her head with her hands, and her back twitched vigorously. Seeing this scene, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but remember the Wang Yaxin he saw in the hotel.
For so long, Wang Yaxin always seemed to have a smiling face in front of herself, and she would never see what she was thinking in her heart, but during this period of time, she had seen her twice when she lost control of her emotions.
Once, at the hotel, and this time, after she said those words.
Fang Zhiqiang didn't want to let himself be such an irresponsible man, let alone watch Wang Yaxin so painful, but he didn't know what he should do, could he really say those things that he still loves her against?
If that was the case, Fang Zhiqiang wouldn't even believe his own, that kind of self was truly hypocritical and ugly to the extreme.
Ding Ding!
Just when Fang Zhiqiang was at a loss, the phone rang again.
But this time, it was not the call, but the sound of the text message.
Originally Fang Zhiqiang didn't want to open it, but this text message was strange, and it rang several times.
Fang Zhiqiang finally took out his cell phone.
It turned out to be a message from Li Xiaoxiao.
"Qianzi, please allow me to call you that way again.
Haha, I haven't seen you for a few days, how does it feel like it's been a few autumn days? Do you feel this way? I am anyway.
I don't want to hide anything from you. I have to admit that after divorcing you, I did regret it a little bit. Yes, I regretted it immediately.
But I know that we have gone through the sweetest moment and the most bitter moment. All of this should be arranged by God, right?
Even if we are together now, it is impossible to return to the original feeling, so please forgive me for choosing this way to end our relationship.
But I believe that this is a good result for you and me, because it can urge us to become better selves, and it can also spur us to speed up the pace of finding ourselves.
To be honest, I just figured out why I live, maybe, in the future, I can become a better version of myself, or maybe my life will get worse and worse, but I know, no matter what, I am still me, as long as my heart remains unchanged, other changes are not important to me.
I also hope that you can find yourself, really know what you want, so as to act for it, and keep working hard.
Maybe, I’m leaving in a few days. I don’t know where I will go, but you can rest assured that I am no longer as selfish as before. I will tell the people I care about my whereabouts. They will not find me. I just want to go out to breathe some fresh air, meet some new people, and learn about some new lifestyles.
I know, perhaps for you, my behavior like this is cruel or even immoral. I have no reason to explain it, but I also know that even if I didn’t take the initiative in the end, it might be you. It came out because we have tasted all the sweetness of love and marriage, and what is left is the endless bitterness, waiting for us to taste it slowly.
I don’t know if my understanding is right, just treat it as wrong. In fact, choosing to separate is not necessarily an escape. Maybe it’s for a better start.
We are all being human for the first time. How to get along with each other is the most comfortable mode, and how to work together to regain our lives. This is the goal that we need to learn together. I hope that after separation, we can all find our own answers. , I believe that we will never look back!
That's it, there is only so much I want to say for the time being, I will keep in touch with you, of course, if you want.
Also, I don't want our relationship to cause any burden or kidnapping to you. You can enjoy your single life to the fullest. We don't interfere with each other, because only in this way can we find accurate answers.
Xiaoxiao. "