Chapter 2490: Illusion and Reality (2)

"If you really have decided, I have just said it. Although I don’t agree, I will not force you to change your mind, but I must remind you that there is only darkness and evil that you can’t imagine. If If you are lucky enough, you may never experience such a dark moment in your life, but there are few people who are lucky all your life. So, I hope you are really ready for everything and wait for you to arrive. Outside, when you encounter things that make you feel at a loss, you can still keep a calm heart and always remember that life is the most important thing. As long as life is still there, all other problems are not a problem."
Li Yonggui now wants to share with Li Xiaoxiao the terrible things he has seen in his life, but looking at the situation at Li Xiaoxiao now, he knows that he doesn't seem to have this opportunity anymore, so he doesn't say so much anymore.
Li Xiaoxiao nodded, and Wang Xia on the side also nodded. At least, listening to what her uncle said at the moment made Wang Xia feel that she was empowered, and when she recalled the time she shared her thoughts with Li Xiaoxiao last night After comparing with what her uncle said, Wang Xia realized that in the eyes of her uncle, she was just a little girl.
The Xiaoma on the side was anxious as she saw the development of things to this point. She originally thought that Li Yonggui would stop her daughter, but she didn't expect that, after talking and chatting in the end, she actually agreed, and it seemed that the two of them seemed The chat was pretty good.
"What's the matter with you? You really want to let her out?!" Xiaoma patted Li Yonggui's arm, and said a little hastily.
Li Yonggui did not answer, but bowed his head silently.
How could he not understand his own daughter, even if he can stop her now, who can stop her after waiting for her parents for a hundred years?
"You! Why didn't you talk to you?!" Xiaoma looked at Li Yonggui's silence, and she became even more anxious. She didn't know what she should say to stop Li Xiaoxiao, but at least it couldn't be like this , Said nothing, just watched his daughter jump into the fire pit like this.
"Xiaoxiao, you..."
"Mom, you don't need to say, my daughter will grow up sooner or later. You can't stay with me for the rest of my life. I still have to go on walking on my own for the rest of my life. If there are so many in this world, The darkness that I don’t know about, let me touch it so early, at least it’s better than what happened when I was immersed in self-competence.
Li Xiaoxiao watched her mother open her mouth to prepare for a long story, and immediately said something like this.
"But Xiaoxiao, you are still just..."
"Don't worry, mom, I will keep in touch with my family at all times. No matter what happens, I will let you know as soon as possible. Moreover, I also have enough sense of self-protection. I can contact official personnel when I have to. Seek their help."
Li Xiaoxiao continued to explain.
"What about the child? Are you planning to let the child travel along with you?" Xiao Ma continued.
To be honest, Li Xiaoxiao has been thinking about it for so long. This problem is also the most troublesome problem for her. She is reluctant to keep the child, but it is indeed inappropriate for her to bring the child.
Moreover, Li Xiaoxiao himself didn't know how long it would take to go out this time, and when he came back again, he didn't know when it would be. If he didn't bring children, Li Xiaoxiao worried that he could not bear such loneliness and loneliness.
However, she suddenly remembered the words Wang Xia said last night: "Xiaoxiao, growth is often painful. This, whether it is an animal or a human, is the same forever. Since it is going to be transformed, it will naturally be transformed. Layers of skin, all pain, are stepping stones for you to improve, and are all factors that make you sublimate."
"The kid stay, when he grows up, I can also share with him, what I have done now, then, if he has this kind of thought, I think I will be very supportive of him!"
Li Xiaoxiao said this in a certain tone, although it is far from then.
Xiaoma couldn't say anything anymore. She had seen Li Xiaoxiao's determination and understood that Li Xiaoxiao almost had to go out this time. She knew she didn't have the ability to persuade Li Xiaoxiao to stay. But she was still anxious.
"What the did this happen! I'll just say, if Zhiqiang is still here, how can there be..."
"okay!"
Hearing Xiaoma's nagging, Li Yonggui who was on the side suddenly said, interrupting her.
"What's wrong? What I said was wrong. If Zhiqiang is still there, can Xiaoxiao become what he is now? All this is a divorce, isn't everything going well?" Xiaoma continued, but But she could notice Li Yonggui's increasingly anxious and unhappy expression.
In fact, she knew what Li Yonggui was thinking. Li Yonggui just didn’t want to mention Fang Zhiqiang. To be precise, she didn’t want to mention Fang Zhiqiang in front of Li Xiaoxiao, because he knew that although Li Xiaoxiao appeared to be a normal person Nothing different, even so optimistic, but in fact, Fang Zhiqiang is still a very important person to her. Fang Zhiqiang's influence on her is also great. Whenever Fang Zhiqiang is mentioned in front of Li Xiaoxiao , Perhaps it will make Li Xiaoxiao's heart sad, or it will make her hesitate and wander.
Seeing Li Yonggui’s increasingly serious expression, Xiaoma finally stopped. She knew that she continued to speak. Li Yonggui might even get angry, but she was really anxious about Li Xiaoxiao’s current state, if she really went out. , I am absolutely not at ease.
"Xiaoxiao, after all, I still blame my parents, if we can take you out when we are young..."
"Can you stop talking nonsense?!" Li Yonggui interrupted Xiao Ma's voice again, which made Xiao Ma even more anxious. This time, she herself didn't know what she had said wrong, but she was emotional at this point. Can't help speaking out.
Seeing this, Li Xiaoxiao hurriedly said: "Parents, you must not feel sad, let alone blame yourself. This is a decision I made by myself and has nothing to do with you. I know I am very selfish in doing this. Take into account your feelings, but please believe me, I will take care of my own affairs, and will not worry you. If after going out, I really encounter something that cannot be solved, I will take the initiative when the time comes. Discussed with you."
Everything Li Xiaoxiao said was just to reassure her parents, but she knew that it was useless to say anything, just like her little love Li, no matter when he was at that age, in her own eyes Here, he will always be a young child. When he goes out to do something, he will definitely worry about it. Besides, she is a girl and the only daughter in the family. She can understand the feelings of her parents.
"Xiaoxiao, since you know all this, don't you plan to change your mind?"
Li Yonggui spoke again, not only Xiaoma, why did Li Yonggui not want Li Xiaoxiao to stay at home obediently? Who knows how much time they have left in their lives? It doesn't matter if you can't watch your daughter find happiness. Isn't it possible that in the last part of life, you can't let your only daughter be with you?
How cruel is this to an old man?
But in this case, Li Yonggui obviously couldn't say it, even Xiaoma couldn't say it.
"Yes, Dad, if I fail to go out this time, I believe I will regret it for the rest of my life. Maybe I can get some other things, but what I lost will never come back." Li Xiaoxiaoyi The face said seriously.
"Good... good..."
Li Yonggui nodded his head again and again and said several ‘good’.
Li Xiaoxiao naturally understood what he meant.
"Parents, daughters are not filial, and they failed to stay by your side when they should be filial. But when I come back, I will definitely guard your side all the time and never leave." Li Xiaoxiao noticed The helplessness and sadness on Li Yonggui's face.
"Haha, I vaguely remember that when I recovered from a serious illness, you seemed to have said this too..." Li Xiaoxiao cried and laughed, saying this in a very small voice.
But these words struck Li Xiaoxiao's heart all at once, making her eye sockets moist.
Several people were silent for a long time. This time, Wang Xia did not speak either. She knew that the atmosphere at this moment was not when she should have spoken. If she said something inappropriate, it would even be a disservice.
"Xiao Xiao, you don’t have to blame yourself. When the child is older, parents always let go. We have restricted your freedom for so long. Now, you should indeed return the freedom that should belong to you. In fact, your mother What I said just now is quite right. We are sorry for you, so we shouldn't ask for anything from you now."
Li Yonggui returned to his serious face and normal tone again, and he couldn't hear his sadness and joy at all.
But the more he was like this, the more uncomfortable Li Xiaoxiao felt.
But Li Xiaoxiao never said a word again. No matter what she said now, she looked so pale and powerless. She couldn't explain anything. On the contrary, she explained her cruelty even more.
Silence is Li Xiaoxiao's last reply to his parents.
She slowly got up and cleaned up the dishes on the table, but Xiaoma suddenly stood up, and while tidying up, she said, "Let us do it ourselves. When you come back, maybe we want to clean up. You don’t have that ability anymore. At that time, it will be the time when you should truly fulfill your filial piety. I hope that your father and I will be blessed to wait until that moment."
"Auntie, why do you have to be so sad! Xiaoxiao just went out for a walk, maybe for half a month, and experienced the sinister society, and then came back by herself! Why are you so sad?"
Wang Xia finally couldn't help it anymore, how many people would continue to communicate like this, and they wouldn't have to cry together?
Wang Xia is not used to seeing such a scene the most, holding and crying together, she is not that character, but let's look on, and she seems to be too hard-hearted.