Chapter 2494: Life choices

After that, Huang Wanting never met Fang Zhiqiang again. On the one hand, Fang Zhiqiang was really busy these days, and the chance of meeting was originally quite small. On the other hand, it was also because Huang Wanting could not see the original one. Fang Zhiqiang felt some inexplicable disappointment.
Although Huang Wanting knows that everyone will change and everything will change, because even she herself has become less like the rock girl back then, but she still misses the beauty of the time.
But Huang Wanting didn’t know that the world has never changed. No matter how it changes, the world is still the world. It’s just that everyone’s perspective on the world has changed, and their thinking has changed. Therefore, the world they see is also Changed.
The world that the rock girl saw at the beginning may be dark and dirty, but at least, in those dark and dirty, there is still a trace of beauty that remains. It is precisely because of those beauty that Huang Wanting was allowed to go all the way. Keep going until now.
But later, after experiencing all that, Huang Wanting clearly realized that the changes in this world are powerless by anyone. Even if she sometimes wants to take the initiative to abandon those gloom and ugliness, they still exist in the world. .
This is a negative thought. It has a subtle influence on Huang Wanting's thinking. Until now, even when facing Fang Zhiqiang, her thoughts have changed slightly.
In fact, Fang Zhiqiang has not changed. Although he may indeed not have the confidence and courage of the past, he is still him. It is just that the current situation has affected him, but his nature will not change. Yes, his soul will not change.
Having said that, after listening to Wang Yaxin’s words just now, Fang Zhiqiang’s brain was a little confused at the moment. He didn’t know what to say. Time passed by. Wang Yaxin remained silent, seeming to be waiting for Fang Zhiqiang’s To give an answer, no matter what the answer, may make Wang Yaxin feel relieved, or even relieved.
Fang Zhiqiang also noticed Wang Yaxin’s look at this moment. He knew that at this time, he couldn’t avoid Wang Yaxin’s question, so he finally said: "Yaxin, don’t think about anything. I believe you will be able to go back to the past. appearance!"
Yes, Fang Zhiqiang did not answer Wang Yaxin's question just now.
However, Wang Yaxin smiled.
In fact, Wang Yaxin knew that Fang Zhiqiang had already answered him, even though that was not the answer he wanted, but he has become like this now, what else can he ask for?
In fact, Wang Yaxin is really happy. Whether this is the last journey of his life or not, at least he finally figured out the answer he wanted in his heart.
Moreover, Wang Yaxin did have the idea of ​​wanting to give up Fang Zhiqiang for a moment before. Although Wang Yaxin figured it out later, it was just her own illusion, but that idea had a huge impact on Wang Yaxin. She once again understood deeply. "People will always cherish what they don't get."
At that time, Wang Yaxin had imagined that if he really got his wish with Fang Zhiqiang, would he really be happy?
The answer is obviously not inevitable. Wang Yaxin has been thinking about it for a long time, but there is no definite answer, but this can only represent a possibility. Even if it is really reached in the end, it may not be the result he wants.
Wang Yaxin is not a person who is willing to take risks. She does not like to use herself and her children to bet on the rest of her life. Even if such a cautiousness may make herself miss the happiness that should belong to her, relatively speaking, she wants that more. This kind of life is plain and plain, but without any mistakes.
Not for myself, but for the two children.
Therefore, Wang Yaxin had a sudden relief of the words that Fang Zhiqiang just said. She confirmed that the uncertain idea in her heart was correct, because Fang Zhiqiang could tell from Fang Zhiqiang's words. In fact, it is impossible to determine their future.
Now that the two sides have reached this tacit agreement, naturally there is no need to continue to struggle.
"Qiangzi, I am very grateful for everything you have done to me. Even if we fail to do what we want, I am still very grateful because your behavior makes me feel that everything I have given is worth it!"
Wang Yaxin said such a sentence from Fang Zhiqiang, then slowly turned her head and closed her eyes.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. The last moment Wang Yaxin turned his head, there was still a smile on his face, but Fang Zhiqiang always felt that that smile was a bit strange, although it was from Wang Yaxin's heart.
"President Fang, Sister Yaxin needs a good rest."
Xiaoya on the side saw Wang Yaxin closing her eyes, then looked at Fang Zhiqiang and said.
Fang Zhiqiang looked up at Xiaoya. She was the rope carer who had taken care of herself. Fang Zhiqiang was very relieved to let her take care of Wang Yaxin.
In the next month of closed treatment, Xiaoya will always be by Wang Yaxin's side. This has given Fang Zhiqiang a lot of psychological comfort. At least, with Xiaoya's company, Wang Yaxin will not be too lonely. Right?
Finally, Fang Zhiqiang stood up slowly. He knew that after he left today, the next time he saw Wang Yaxin, it might be a month or even longer.
Although he was reluctant to give up, he took his own steps and still stared at Wang Yaxin's back intently, but the steps were slowly facing the door.
Wang Yaxin never turned her head. She had always turned her back to Fang Zhiqiang without making any sound, and there was no movement in her body.
But Fang Zhiqiang always felt that Wang Yaxin's face was already covered with tears, so long obsession, so long giving, at this last moment, who can be willing?
"Boom!"
There was a sudden muffled noise behind him, and Fang Zhiqiang turned his head and took a look, only to realize that he had retreated to the door unknowingly, and the sound of his heel hitting the door made Fang Zhiqiang feel a bit cruel.
Stepping out of this door by himself, perhaps the eternal life of Wang Yaxin is separated.
Fang Zhi Qiang's brain was so messed up, he tried to question himself one last time, could he give Wang Yaxin a promise?
But still can't get the answer for a long time.
The palm of the hand was already on the doorknob, and the door was slowly pushed open, one foot had already stepped out.
But Fang Zhiqiang's heart couldn't be calm at this moment. He had countless words to Wang Yaxin, but at this time, it seemed so out of place.
Xiaoya didn't understand the emotions between Wang Yaxin and Fang Zhiqiang. Looking at Fang Zhiqiang's sluggish figure, she couldn't help but frown and asked, "Mr Fang, is your body uncomfortable?"
Hearing these words, Fang Zhiqiang seemed unheard of, but Wang Yaxin on the hospital bed suddenly opened her eyes. Although she did not see Fang Zhiqiang, she could imagine how tangled Fang Zhiqiang was at this moment.
Perhaps he has truly let go, and no longer regards him as his only obsession, but what about him? Can he really be as free and easy as himself?
"Yaxin!"
Suddenly, Fang Zhiqiang spoke!
His voice was deep, but it was also certain.
Wang Yaxin felt her heartbeat as if she was about to see it jump out of her chest!
Especially Fang Zhiqiang's affirmative tone made Wang Yaxin's already calm heart, once again set off a storm!
She began to pray silently. She prayed that Fang Zhiqiang could give up just like herself. That would be a good thing for everyone of them. At least, they won't have to worry about this matter anymore.
Even at this moment, Wang Yaxin has silently closed his eyes. If the story comes to an abrupt end, it may be a good thing for everyone.
But there is no if in this world, in the world, it is impossible not to eat fireworks!
If you don’t bear the pain, sorrow, despair, and heartbreak, who will bear it for you? !
What a complex animal man is, and what a complex structure the heart is. Sometimes it has lethal lethality, and sometimes it can make people feel unprecedented happiness.
Wang Yaxin hardly wanted to hear anything Fang Zhiqiang said next, because whatever it was, it would make them fall into the whirlpool of emotions again.
"I……"
"Hadron!"
When Fang Zhiqiang spoke again, Wang Yaxin suddenly shouted these two words.
She turned around abruptly and looked at Fang Zhiqiang's figure standing at the door. A panicked expression appeared on Wang Yaxin's face, and her lips trembled involuntarily.
She didn't know where her courage came from at the moment, and continued: "Please go!"
After speaking, Wang Yaxin stared at Fang Zhiqiang's eyes intently, as if he had been staring at him as a "woman who likes him" all his life. Since then, there is no more love and no love.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned suddenly. He struggled for a long time, questioned himself for a long time, and finally felt that he had found the answer.
But now, Wang Yaxin no longer gave herself a chance to tell it.
Fang Zhiqiang stayed motionless. He never thought about leaving, because leaving means that he might never have the opportunity to say that to her again in his life.
But from the look in Wang Yaxin's eyes at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang could see that the result that Wang Yaxin longed for was just like she said, she left silently, and since then, no one has done any harm to anyone.
Fang Zhiqiang once again asked himself, if that is the case, can he do it without regret?
There is no answer.
"Yaxin, I know you don't want to listen, but I can't help but say, because..."
Wang Yaxin saw Fang Zhiqiang speak again. She was close to the edge of collapse. She closed her eyes and covered her ears, trying to prevent herself from hearing those sounds.
The next words have become fuzzy in Wang Yaxin's ears...
But the blur of the voice is Wang Yaxin's self-suggestion? Is it really vague?