Chapter 2627: Zhang Ling's entanglement

This is the words that Wang Yaxin can think of most likely to comfort Zhang Ling's heart at this moment. However, for Zhang Ling, it is useless to say anything now. How deeply she loves Jack, there is something in her heart at this moment. How unacceptable this fact.
Of course Zhang Ling knew that Wang Yaxin had no need to deceive herself, nor did she need to deliberately fabricate such a lie in order to deceive herself, but if all of this is true, Zhang Ling is obviously completely Can't believe it, let alone accept it.
"Lingling, don't be so sad, think about it, if he is really that kind of person, wouldn't it be better for you to find out one day earlier than one day later? At least you won't waste more time on him, no Is it?" Wang Yaxin patted Zhang Ling on the back again and continued to comfort her.
At this moment, Zhang Ling was still lying on the table, Wang Yaxin could only feel her trembling back, and the sound of low sobbing.
However, what Wang Yaxin didn't know was that Zhang Ling and herself weren't the same person at all. From Zhang Ling's point of view, this view was completely incomprehensible.
This is inevitable. Two people have completely different lives and completely different experiences. How can the three views be consistent?
For Wang Yaxin, although feelings are also an extremely tangled thing, sometimes she can still maintain her rationality, and constantly use rationality to tell herself what to do is the right choice.
However, for Zhang Ling, now she has almost regarded her husband Jack as her own, whether it is her inner world or real life. If Jack is suddenly gone, Zhang Ling doesn’t even know her next How should we continue to live.
There are always people who emphasize that women should be independent and have the ability to freely control their own money, but in this world, there are always people who sing the opposite, and this Zhang Ling is obviously one of them.
She believes that her life is very happy, not only does not need to do any work, but also has money to spend every day, lives in such a luxurious house, and her husband is so good, she only needs to take care of the children at home. It seems that this is what a woman should do well.
But she never thought about what would happen to her next life if Jack left her one day?
Although I have never thought about this problem, it does not mean that this problem will not come. Now Zhang Ling is facing such a situation.
After listening to Wang Yaxin's words, the first reaction in her heart was not her hatred for Jack. Instead, she couldn't help but reflect on herself to see if she had done something wrong.
But after thinking about it, Zhang Ling didn’t know what she had done wrong. She still didn’t realize that, in fact, her biggest mistake was relying too much on Jack. Without Jack, her life would instantly become a mess. .
Of course, Wang Yaxin did not realize this. The reason why she wanted to tell Zhang Ling all this was actually based on her own subjective judgment. She believed that a person like Jack was not worth entrusting for life, even if she left him. It's hard to live your own life, but it's better than being with such a person every day. What's the difference between it and the walking dead?
It's a pity that Wang Yaxin is only Wang Yaxin after all, and Zhang Ling is only Zhang Ling after all. It is impossible for Zhang Ling to have Wang Yaxin's thinking.
The two were silent for a long time. When Zhang Ling looked up at her again, Wang Yaxin thought she had finally figured it out and was finally going to say goodbye to Jack.
However, what Zhang Ling said made Wang Yaxin stunned again: "Yaxin, if all this is true, can you tell me what should I do?"
Hearing this, Wang Yaxin said without hesitation: "Of course I chose to divorce! Isn't it a waste of my time to be with such a man?"
But when she heard Wang Yaxin's words, Zhang Ling's face showed a touch of embarrassment, not because she didn't want to leave Jack, but because she felt that she couldn't leave him at all.
He bowed his head again and pondered for a moment, and then Zhang Ling shook his head fiercely. Upon seeing this scene, Wang Yaxin frowned in confusion and said, "What do you mean?"
"No...no divorce...no divorce..." Zhang Ling didn't look at Wang Yaxin, continued to lower her head, and said just like that.
Wang Yaxin's eyes widened when he saw this scene. Her husband had done such a thing outside, how could he tolerate it? At least, if you change yourself, you will get a divorce anyway! Even if that person is Fang Zhiqiang!
"Why? Why do you have such weird thoughts?" Wang Yaxin really couldn't understand. She looked at Zhang Ling's embarrassed look at the moment, and suddenly asked inexplicably.
Originally, I was still worried that after telling Zhang Ling all this, Zhang Ling would not be able to withstand the shock brought about by this incident, but now Wang Yaxin clearly discovered something more worthy of his worry.
In fact, for Zhang Ling, the most serious thing was not that she could not accept this fact, but her current mentality.
"Yaxin, look at me now, what do you think I am?" Zhang Ling straightened up weakly, and asked Wang Yaxin with a touch of self-deprecating at the corner of her mouth.
Wang Yaxin looked up and down for a moment, and suddenly seemed to understand why Zhang Ling said the words just now, and then Wang Yaxin said again: "Lingling, don’t worry, life is so long, anyone can live without it, maybe you can’t accept it temporarily. This fact, as long as you adapt to the next life, you will find that Jack is actually just a passer-by in your life. Without him, you can live a wonderful life!"
"Hehe... These chicken soups may be useful to ordinary people, but I..." Zhang Ling said, shook her head weakly again, and then continued: "I am not even an ordinary person, I It's just a parasite that lives in his house. He gives money, and I stretch out my hand. Everything I eat, wear, use, and live comes from him. Do you think I can stay away from him?"
After hearing these words, Wang Yaxin frowned and couldn't help but frown even tighter. Although she had never had such an experience, Wang Yaxin could understand Zhang Ling's mood at the moment. She was full of fear for the future, and she didn't even dare to take that step forward. , And what Wang Yaxin has to do now is to let her have the courage to take that step!
"Lingling, believe me, I had the same experience as you before. At that time, I thought that my life would be a mess without him, but then I realized that as long as I don’t give up, even if it’s a bit harder, We can live very well, too, don't you think I am living well with two children now?" Wang Yaxin continued to persuade.
"Yaxin, if you let you give up on the best things in the world after you enjoy them, can you do it?" Zhang Ling suddenly stared at Wang Yaxin intently, seeming to be questioning Wang Yaxin.
When Wang Yaxin heard the words, he couldn't help but was stunned, the most beautiful thing in the world...
Maybe the things I once owned are far from the most beautiful things in the world, but Wang Yaxin can understand what Zhang Ling wants to express. When I went out, I never had to consider how much money I had in my pocket, just a card. , You can solve all the problems in your life, but now...
"I understand Lingling, what you just said, I can understand. When you just lose those things that you think are beautiful, you will be very uncomfortable, and even feel like you are in hell, but as long as you I have faith in my heart and know what I want. As long as you can stand up again, you will find that what you earn from your own hard work is what gives you the most peace of mind.
Wang Yaxin didn’t know. How should I persuade her? As for her past experiences, on the one hand, Wang Yaxin really doesn't want to mention it anymore. On the other hand, she feels that for Zhang Ling now, she does not have the mood to listen to her past stories.
"But Yaxin, there are too many things I can't bear, not just everything he brought me, but also the children. If we get divorced, the children will definitely be sentenced to him, and what am I? His An episode in life, is a child's life passing by? I can't accept it..." Zhang Ling said, bowing her head again.
At this moment, Wang Yaxin finally fell silent.
When Zhang Ling talked about the topic of'children', she immediately hit Wang Yaxin's heart. When talking about how much divorce can cause children, Wang Yaxin is very clear about this. She can't forget the liveliness of the past. How lovely Xiaoyu became reticent step by step, she also clearly remembered how much Xiaoyu wanted to have a father like others.
It's a pity that because of the grievances and hatreds of adults, a child who should not have to bear so many experiences these inhuman tortures, and such pain is difficult to heal in a lifetime. Perhaps Xiaoyu will grow up in the future. Now, he knows how to pretend his emotions, the fragility in his heart, he will not show the slightest, but Wang Yaxin, a mother, can always clearly capture Xiaoyu’s inner world, even if he smiles in front of him Like a child, Wang Yaxin can still understand the pain in his heart.
Originally, Wang Yaxin, who insisted on letting Zhang Ling choose a divorce, suddenly fell silent. Wang Yaxin could help her answer all Zhang Ling's other reasons and excuses, except for the child.
It is indeed a very serious matter to put the matter on an adult, but anyway, after all, there is already a child. Since he chose to give birth to the child, he is naturally responsible for the child. He is also a life, not the parent’s. Accessories, if parents do nothing about the child's feelings, then why did you give birth to this child in the first place?
Wang Yaxin no longer insisted. She suddenly realized that this is her own business. As for the final decision, she also has to let her make his own decision. After all, everyone's life is different, and everyone is also different. There are things that we want to experience, and none of us can experience what they should experience for others, let alone interfere, or even change the choices they originally wanted to make.
"Lingling, I'm sorry. Actually, I didn't want to tell you... Now it seems that if I didn't tell you all this, it might be better..." Wang Yaxin's words suddenly seemed a little vomiting, and she didn't know what she was. Whether he did it wrong or did it right, anyway, when Zhang Ling learned about it, she was indeed heartbroken, and judging from her reaction, it was indeed a huge blow to it. .
However, just like what she said, even if she knew all this now, she still couldn't choose to divorce. This might be the biggest harm to her.
"No, Yaxin, thank you for telling me all this. You are right. I can't be kept in the dark like a fool. I can pretend to be indifferent, but I can't really do everything. I don't know." Zhang Ling sorted out her emotions. She could feel Wang Yaxin's self-blame at the moment, so she said with a far-fetched smile on her face.
Wang Yaxin did not speak any more, and it was almost time for the children to finish school. Wang Yaxin patted Zhang Ling on the back again, and then said, "Let's pick up the children together?"