Chapter 2640: Frustrated Woman (2)

Hearing Wang Yaxin's words, Zhang Ling was stunned immediately. She did not remember that Wang Yaxin had smoked, and stared at Wang Yaxin with a suspicious look for a long time. She couldn't help but ask: "Why do you want to smoke too?"
"Then why are you smoking?" Wang Yaxin asked rhetorically.
Zhang Ling said without hesitation: "I have encountered such a thing, don't I even have the qualifications to be sad?"
Wang Yaxin was silent for a while. She knew that what she said was not important, and she was too lazy to explain, and then continued: "I just want to smoke a cigarette. There is no reason."
Zhang Ling still stared at Wang Yaxin with a puzzled face for a long time, as if she wanted to see through Wang Yaxin's inner thoughts. After pondering for a while, she finally slowly passed the cigarette case in her hand to Wang Yaxin.
Wang Yaxin drew out a cigarette and sandwiched it between her slender fingers. However, her gaze did not look at the cigarette between her fingers, but at her slender finger. She suddenly realized that it seemed as if she was looking at her finger at the moment. It looks so weak and feeble, as if it was his current situation.
"What's the matter? Don't you have the courage to light it?" Zhang Ling has been staring at Wang Yaxin at this moment intently, as if in her eyes, Wang Yaxin is now like a beginner who has just started. Before passing the cigarette to Wang Yaxin, She was still entangled whether she should give it to her, and now that she gave it, Zhang Ling was entangled in whether she dared to light it.
Wang Yaxin glanced sideways at her. In fact, Zhang Ling at this time didn't know what Wang Yaxin was thinking, but for Wang Yaxin, it didn't matter.
And Zhang Ling looked at Wang Yaxin’s silence, and immediately continued to speak:
Actually, cigarettes are not as magical as you imagined, let alone as terrible as you imagined. You will know after you light it up. Come, let me help. you."
While talking, Zhang Ling took out her lighter and asked Wang Yaxin to put the cigarette in her mouth.
For some reason, the best comfort a frustrated woman can get is that she can be with another woman who is as frustrated as herself.
It seems that many people feel that this kind of psychology is a bit abnormal, but in fact, it is true.
For a frustrated woman, the most thought in her heart is that she is very pitiful now. Seeing that others are in pairs, each one is still so happy, the feeling of imbalance in her heart will become stronger and stronger. For a woman, this is very difficult to accept.
Wang Yaxin was stunned again for a while. It really takes courage to get a cigarette into his throat. Wang Yaxin never thought that one day he would come into contact with cigarettes. Before, he even hated Fang Zhiqiang always smoking. The room was full of smoky smoke, but now, I actually started to slowly like smoking, it was like a joke God made to myself, full of ridicule.
After groaning for a while, Wang Yaxin finally put the cigarette into her mouth. As the lighter in Zhang Ling's hand lit up a cluster of flames, Wang Yaxin seemed to see her haggard and helplessness from the flames. Cheeks.
I came to see Zhang Ling tonight. I originally wanted to persuade Zhang Ling to courageously face the difficulties she encountered. However, in the end, she gradually fell. The current self has become The person who wants to use cigarettes to paralyze his nerves.
If there is still beer around at this time, Wang Yaxin would probably pick it up and drink it without hesitation?
Using alcohol to numb your brain and let yourself fall into a short-term coma, as if everything around you has nothing to do with you. Perhaps this is also a kind of forgiveness for yourself?
In fact, how could Wang Yaxin not know that all of this can’t solve the problem at all. Xiaoyu is still in the hands of the bad guys, and she doesn’t know whether she’s safe or not, but she wants to know the result, but The feeling of not knowing anything was too scared. She didn’t want to endure that kind of torture anymore. That’s why she thought of this way. As long as she fell into a brief coma, everything would have nothing to do with herself. Don't worry about Xiaoyu's current situation, let alone whether he will be in danger.
As the so-called fan of the authorities, Wang Yaxin does not know now, but in fact, she is choosing to escape.
After seeing Wang Yaxin inhaling a breath of smoke, Zhang Ling said quickly: "You have to slowly swallow the smoke you inhaled, pass it in your lungs, and then slowly spit it out. You will feel numb all over. The brain felt like an electric shock, and then, as if all the blood vessels in your body were filled with numbness, it would make you feel a warm current rushing through your body..."
However, as soon as the words came to this, Wang Yaxin coughed violently.
She did swallow the smoke according to what Zhang Ling said, but she felt a hot sensation in her throat. Not only did she not realize the feeling that Zhang Ling said, but she coughed up the smoke with great pain. .
And Zhang Ling who saw this scene was not too surprised, and then continued: "Don’t worry, I was like this when I first started. Take your time, don’t worry, the second bite will be easier than the first bite. Many, like what I just said, let the smoke go around in your lungs, and then you can feel the feeling I just said."
Upon hearing this, Wang Yaxin looked at the cigarette in his hand. The smoke that rose slowly, like a naughty ghost, lingered in front of his face. They seemed to want to devour their own souls and gnaw their own bones. .
But Wang Yaxin put the cigarette next to her mouth again, and then slowly opened her mouth, according to Zhang Ling's words, inhaled another smoke.
In this way, Wang Yaxin gradually felt the feeling Zhang Ling said. It was really wonderful. At least, at this moment, all the worries in Wang Yaxin's heart disappeared. The only thing she felt at this moment was the nicotine belt. The irritation to myself, the feeling of numbness all over, is as beautiful as the body lying in the clouds, although there is still an uncomfortable sensation in the throat, but compared with the numbness, the slight tingle It was uncomfortable, but Wang Yaxin directly chose to ignore it.
She slowly closed her eyes, letting the ghost-like smoke raging in her lungs, deceiving herself and feeling the stimulation of her body, imagining that she was lying in the clouds at this moment. Everything in the world has nothing to do with herself. That feeling also made her gradually forget that she still didn't know Xiaoyu's safety at all.
And what Wang Yaxin wanted was this feeling, that he wanted to forget about Xiaoyu, and even Xin Sheng, who was already asleep at home, was gradually left behind by Wang Yaxin.
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The next day, Fang Zhiqiang finally arrived at Nan'an Airport at around 7pm. After getting off the plane, the first thing Fang Zhiqiang did was to quickly call Wang Yaxin.
But the call was not answered for a long time. Fang Zhiqiang became anxious. He didn't receive the call from Wang Yaxin before boarding the plane. Fang Zhiqiang didn't know what Wang Yaxin was in now.
But Fang Zhiqiang can imagine that after the incident with Xiaoyu, the person who is most anxious is Wang Yaxin, and she can't get any news about Xiaoyu now, so the person who is most anxious must be her. For a long time, Wang Yaxin's current situation should be very bad, right?
If this call fails to get through in the end, Fang Zhiqiang must be uneasy.
The first call failed, and Fang Zhiqiang tried to make the second call again.
But this time, without a second sound, Wang Yaxin answered the call.
"Hey... why..."
However, the voice on the phone surprised Fang Zhiqiang. Fang Zhiqiang's unexpected hurriedness he did not hear. He didn't even have the feeling of expectation or eagerness. Instead, it was a lazy and indifferent voice. , This made Fang Zhiqiang even more anxious.
"Yaxin...what are you doing?" Fang Zhi forced to ask without waiting.
"I..." Wang Yaxin's intermittent voice continued on the phone, "I...I'm sleeping...what's wrong?"
When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he realized that Wang Yaxin's condition was worse than he expected!
However, Fang Zhiqiang can feel Wang Yaxin’s feeling at this moment, because he used to have such a moment, not wanting, or daring to face everything in front of him, even if it is chosen from a deceptive escape, as long as he can hide himself Opening up all the pain that caused me, I felt like I could get a little comfort in my heart.
But now this matter is obviously completely different from everything before. If it is the problem of the adults themselves, then no matter what, it will not be so difficult to solve. But Xiaoyu is just a twelve-year-old child, he still So small, in the hands of bad guys, there may be life-threatening at any time. If adults choose to give up or even escape at this time, who can predict the final result?
"Yaxin...what's the matter with you? Why did you become like this?" Fang Zhiqiang was anxious, rushing to the port, and on the other side anxiously shouted at Wang Yaxin on the phone.
"I...what's wrong with me?" At this time, Wang Yaxin's brain is chaotic. She is now lying on the bed in her own home, and there is another woman lying beside her: Zhang Ling.
At this time, Zhang Ling hadn't woken up. Beer cans were scattered everywhere in the living room. I don't know how much alcohol they two had drunk to become what they are now.
Wang Yaxin sat up from the bed awake, then rubbed his eyes and looked at Zhang Ling beside him, only then regained a little consciousness.
She vaguely heard what seemed to be a crying sound next to her, turned her head and looked around, and she saw that Xin Sheng in the crib was crying non-stop at the moment.
Wang Yaxin quickly stood up subconsciously, ignoring wearing shoes, and went directly to Xin Sheng, coaxing Xin Sheng, and then said to the phone again: "Qianzi? Any news now? How about Xiaoyu's side. Up?"
Fang Zhiqiang finally breathed a sigh of relief. Although I still don’t know what Wang Yaxin has experienced before, anyway, as long as Wang Yaxin can regain her strength, she is relieved. At least, it can be guaranteed that she will not do anything stupid. Come.
"Don't worry, I'm almost on Nan'an Island now. After landing on the island, I will tell you everything. Moreover, we are always paying attention to Jack's location information. There will be no problems." Feeling Wang Yaxin cheer up When he got up, Fang Zhiqiang said so without hesitation.
He just didn't want Wang Yaxin to worry so much, because he was also afraid that Wang Yaxin would give up.