Chapter 266: Many years ago (1)

Chapter 266
"Am I the kind of person who sells my brother for a meal? Strong son, brother, can you just sit here and eat a meal with peace of mind? Why? You just look down on your brother like that? I'm not qualified to ask you to eat. Is the meal okay? Should I eat in the small stall for the rest of my life?" Bi Luochun said, getting excited again.
"I said why do you like horns so much? Do I mean that? Okay, can I say something wrong? Can I ask? But you have to give me a meal if you invite me here. My reason? You told me to come over for dinner so unclearly. My heart is not at ease." Fang Zhiqiang asked speechlessly.
Bi Luochun didn't answer Fang Zhiqiang's words, but took out two packs of Zhonghua from his pocket, lost one pack to Fang Zhiqiang, took out one pack and took out a cigarette to light it.
Seeing Bi Luochun like this, Fang Zhiqiang frowned again, but didn't say anything. Instead, he took out his half-smoked pack of five yuan a pack of cigarettes and took out one for some on.
"Strong son." Bi Luochun looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously after taking a few mouthfuls.
"Let's talk, what happened?" Fang Zhiqiang asked calmly.
"I'll leave later." Bi Luochun said indifferently.
"Gone? Where did you go? Have you found a new place to live?" Fang Zhiqiang asked strangely.
"I'm leaving Shanghai, I'll go home later, and return to my hometown." Bi Luochun said again.
"Leaving Shanghai? Back to my hometown?" Fang Zhiqiang stood up all of a sudden and asked in surprise.
Bi Luochun nodded and said, "Yes, when I go back to my hometown, I have already bought a ticket. I will take the bus at a little bit tonight. I will go back to the station after I have dinner. I have packed my things. ."
"Ask for leave or..."
Bi Luochun shook his head and said: "I have resigned today, I...maybe... never return to Shanghai."
"No...why are you? Why are you leaving suddenly? Why are you doing this? Isn't Summi International's job bad?" Fang Zhiqiang was completely dizzy.
"It's not that this job is not good, but...but in this city, I have lost my dreams, and I can't find my sense of belonging. After Liu Yan left, I felt like I was in this city. A walking dead, I myself can’t find the meaning of my existence in this city. At the beginning, Liu Yan and I came to this city with dreams. We have many dreams. For our common dream, we both We are struggling with all our strength. The dream of both of us was that one day, we could own a house that belongs to us in this city, which really belongs to us. The house does not need to be too big to hold the love and love between us. Our marriage will do, and then we two will love each other and grow old in our own house, and we will spend our whole life like this. However, after so many years, we have been working hard and trying hard. I tried my best, but found that the distance between dream and reality is like the question we often do when we go to school. The relationship between the two is like two trains running backwards, one with two. Go forward at a speed of one hundred yards, and one walks backward at a speed of one hundred yards. In the end, the distance between dream and reality is not only not approaching, but at 300 yards per hour. So far, not only I can’t catch up, but I can’t even see it anymore. Up to now, there is no shadow in the house, marriage is gone, and even love is gone. Dreams, for me, are just staying In that distant yesterday, I now have no dreams, and in the heart of loving me, Shanghai without dreams would not be Shanghai. Therefore, this city has no meaning for me." Luo Chun was smoking a cigarette and slowly talking to Fang Zhiqiang. Fang Zhiqiang could see that when Bi Luochun said these words, there were tears in his eyes.
After listening to Luo Chun's words, Fang Zhiqiang was silent, just smoking a cigarette quietly.
Dreams, dreams are too important for people in this city. There are too many young people in this city who choose to survive and work hard in this crowded city because of their dreams. This dream may be the future or just about love. Once Without dreams, how many people are willing to stay in this prosperous city with bitterness everywhere?
At this time, the dishes began to be served one after another, and then the wine came.
"You go down, we can do it ourselves." Bi Luochun waited until the food was on the table and said to the waiter, and then unscrewed a bottle of wine to pour Fang Zhiqiang.
"You really want to leave? Don't you have any nostalgia?" Fang Zhiqiang asked Bi Luochun lightly.
"Go, I must go. If I want to say nostalgia, the only thing that makes me a little nostalgic in this city is your brother. I came to this city because of Liu Yan. For me, this city is with Liu Yan and love , And marriage are equated, and now, Liu Yan is gone, love is gone, this city is dead in my heart. I want to leave this city to find my new dream, I I’m going to work hard for my new dream, even if in the process I may bear the name of betrayal, and maybe even go to jail, but I don’t care, even if I lose my life in the end, I accept it. If you don’t have a dream, what’s the difference between it and salted fish? If I keep living like this, I’d rather die by myself.
Bi Luochun said to the end, his eyes again Let it go.
Hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang felt more and more strange when he heard it, and felt something wrong, and asked: "Lao Bi, why are you going back to your hometown? I tell you, don't do anything stupid. ?"
Bi Luochun shook his head and said, "I went back to my hometown. My father and my mother are getting older and are not in good health. As for my son, there is an old saying that parents are not far away, and there is an old saying that there is no filial piety and three things. Big, I have both of these things, so I want to go home, my parents gave me a blind date, I am so old, it is time to get married so that the two elderly people should not worry about it. In addition, I plan to go back to my hometown to do it. Some business, maybe you will get rich? Let alone getting rich, at least there is no problem supporting a family, and then you can find a blind woman to marry, have a child, and live your life like this."