Chapter 2717: Good news (2)

That period of time is something that Fang Zhiqiang will never forget in his life. Recalling that he used to have such a good relationship with Li Xiaoxiao, but in the end he got there. Fang Zhiqiang was full of regrets, but all this is not only You can decide by yourself, and no one can change Li Xiaoxiao’s inner firm thoughts, just like her firm choice to be with her at the beginning, no matter what factors outside, no matter what persuasion from others, she can In the end, she firmly chose her.
For Fang Zhiqiang, what he will not forget is not the harm Li Xiaoxiao brought to him, but the changes in his psychological process during that time. From the beginning, no matter how capricious Li Xiaoxiao was, he would unconditionally tolerate and accept it. , Afterwards, no matter what, as long as I can continue the relationship between myself and Li Xiaoxiao, no matter what I want to do, I am willing to do anything, and even there is nothing between myself and Wang Yaxin, but because of Li Xiaoxiao’s doubts, I I decided to sever all contacts and relationships with Wang Yaxin. How ruthless was my heart at that time? For a woman, one can give up friends, career, or even the world!
Until now, Fang Zhiqiang recalled that at that time he could no longer do better. At that time, he seemed to have done everything he could, but Fang Zhiqiang never knew what Li Xiaoxiao thought. Yes, what is all that I did in Li Xiaoxiao's eyes? Maybe she didn’t even realize that every decision she made was mixed with her feelings for her, and she also considered her emotions. Fang Zhiqiang even started with whatever might make her unhappy. Won't do it.
But what did I do all this in exchange for? Still the cold sentence: "Let’s get a divorce."
Especially when he saw Li Xiaoxiao’s cold expression with almost no emotions, and when she said these words so plainly, Fang Zhiqiang instantly realized that the feelings between herself and her have never been May go back in time again.
Later, after Li Xiaoxiao left, Fang Zhiqiang once again seriously thought about his true inner thoughts, whether it was for Wang Yaxin or Li Xiaoxiao, in fact, his inner thoughts have never changed, maybe the original It seems to others that he is a scumbag and a big carrot. On the one hand, he just divorced, and on the other hand, he proposed to another woman, but only those who have experienced all this disappointing to desperate journey I can understand what kind of experience it is.
In fact, Fang Zhiqiang does not think that he is a person who is bothered. No matter who he chooses, he always hopes to live a good life. He hopes to grow old and never leave. But the real life is obviously completely different from the imagination. Yes, maybe when two people are like glue, you can say a lot of romantic and sweet vows, but vows may be a powerful thing for Fang Zhiqiang in his youth, but for the current local chronicles. Strongly speaking, it is nothing more than a simple and pleasant remark. It is like saying, "Hello" when a person sees you for the first time. It is the same truth. It exists only to be able to make People are happy, happy at that moment, and more, nothing can be represented.
"What? I don't know what I should do, right?" Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang staying for a long time without speaking, and finally couldn't help but ask again.
Hearing Wang Yaxin’s voice, Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help turning his head. Looking at Wang Yaxin’s serious expression, Fang Zhiqiang let out a sigh of relief, and then said solemnly:
Maybe I didn’t know what to do. Do, but now I won’t be like that anymore."
"So, you already have the answer in your heart, right?" Fang Zhiqiang's answer was a bit out of Wang Yaxin's expectation, but it seemed to be exactly what Wang Yaxin had thought.
Fang Zhiqiang did not speak when he heard Wang Yaxin's words, but just nodded lightly.
Seeing Fang Zhiqiang’s firm expression at the moment, Wang Yaxin couldn’t help feeling even more nervous. Before, she always felt that Fang Zhiqiang’s indecision was not a good thing, especially in terms of emotions, but now Fang Zhiqiang is no longer indecisive. On the contrary, Wang Yaxin's heart became more tense, she was worried that Fang Zhiqiang's answer was not what she wanted.
Of course, if he didn’t decide to come back this time, no matter what decision Fang Zhiqiang made, perhaps he would not feel much loss in his heart, but after all, he would still come back and stand in front of Fang Zhiqiang, maybe Fang Zhiqiang still doesn't know what he wants, but his heart is very clear. Under such circumstances, let Fang Zhiqiang choose another woman in front of him. For him, Why is it not a particularly cruel thing?
Maybe I didn’t know how to cherish myself, no matter how much I hurt in the relationship, I would not change my nature and the habit of treating others, but now I have gradually learned how to cherish myself, whether it’s my body or my body. Well, or the soul, in this world, besides myself, there is no other person who can truly cherish himself.
After all, all the scars and pain can only be felt by themselves. Even if others want to heal their scars and heal their inner wounds, they don’t know what they really care about, or what they really care about. , How can we do this?
"I..." When Wang Yaxin was thinking about this, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly spoke again, which made Wang Yaxin's already tense heart even more tense. She subconsciously raised her head to look at Fang Zhiqiang and said: " Do not!"
Wang Yaxin's voice made Fang Zhiqiang frown, looked sideways at her, and asked, "Nothing?"
Wang Yaxin realized that she seemed to be a little gaffe. After sorting out her emotions, she said again:
It’s nothing, I just want to tell you that you don’t need to say it so early. Maybe you also need to think carefully. After all, after coming back You haven’t seen this Xiaoxiao."
Fang Zhiqiang frowned again, looking at Wang Yaxin’s worried look, Fang Zhiqiang really didn’t know what she thought in her heart, but for Fang Zhiqiang at this moment, she actually thought very clearly. Being able to choose to come back once, in fact, has already explained a lot of problems. At least it shows that she has not completely erased herself from the bottom of her heart. If that is the case, she might not choose to come back at all. After all, she will take care of Xiaoyu by herself. She should also be extremely relieved, now that she chooses to come back, it must be not just because of Xiaoyu.
What Fang Zhiqiang wants has always been the kind of firm choice for each other, whether it is a woman who is not good, but as long as both parties can be firm to each other and agree with each other, no matter what kind of life they are living, two people can work together. Sharing weal and woe, this is the marriage life that Fang Zhiqiang has always longed for.
However, when I think back to my two marriages, it seems that each of them has not reached such a state. The first paragraph and Wang Yaxin, perhaps at that time, both myself and Wang Yaxin were not sensible enough. When in trouble or difficulty, the first At that time, I always thought of escape. Therefore, at that time, Wang Yaxin chose to leave the country so decisively.
Because everything is coming too fast, and I have not had time to feel the feelings that marriage brings to me, all this is about to disappear.
Later, Fang Zhiqiang gradually felt that if you want to be determined by others to choose yourself, you should first do this. Coincidentally, at that time Li Xiaoxiao happened to appear, and Fang Zhiqiang thought that his emotional outlook was mature enough to be able to go. Taking care of a woman, Li Xiaoxiao, who is so innocent and lovely, does not seem to have any reason or excuse to refuse.
And Fang Zhiqiang also wants to get rid of this problem that he has been vacillating. Therefore, once again chose to step into the palace of marriage.
At the beginning, the two people were really glued together, as good as one person, but as time went on and the details of the marriage became prominent, Fang Zhiqiang realized that perhaps during the time he was just married, he and Li Xiaoxiao's state is actually the state of falling in love. Although I have known Li Xiaoxiao for so long, I never seem to have a good relationship with her. The relationship between the two people has always been very delicate.
And love has a shelf life. Fang Zhiqiang is very clear that the love period and the low period are completely different. No matter how perfect two people are, they will enter the flat period from the love period, and the flat period is to determine whether two people can For a period of time, it is obvious that he and Li Xiaoxiao have not gone through that period, so for Fang Zhiqiang, perhaps he made the wrong choice again.
It is precisely because of this that Fang Zhiqiang had already considered for a long time before Wang Yaxin returned this time, thinking about how he could make a correct choice.
But after such a long time, Fang Zhiqiang felt that he was ready when he saw Wang Yaxin's return. After all, it was indeed time to have a stable family.