Chapter 2765: answer
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My Best Wife
- Xiao Er
- 1968 characters
- 2021-01-31 12:57:48
Fang Zhiqiang finally understood the meaning of Huang Wanting's words. Perhaps what he said was right, and his reaction was indeed a little slow. In fact, Huang Wanting's feelings for her have never changed, but she has never been aware of it.
"Wanting, in my current state, it's really not suitable for you to consider these things. Maybe you are just impulsive. After this period of time, maybe you won't think about it again. We all give each other some time and space. Calm and calm, okay?" Fang Zhiqiang raised his head again, looking at Huang Wanting's somewhat bewildered eyes, and said so.
"Hehe..." Huang Wanting leaked a helpless smile, lowered her head, and continued to say softly: "Qiangzi, how long has passed since I said that to you? If you think I If I say these things to you still under impulse, then I have nothing to say."
The two people fell silent for each other. In fact, everyone knew exactly what was in each other's hearts, but at the moment neither of them was willing to compromise, and they froze like this.
After a while, Huang Wanting still took the lead and said: "Actually, it is precisely because you are in this state during this period that I have such an idea. If not, maybe I won't bother you at all."
Huang Wanting knew very well in her heart that although she was not a sympathetic person, she could not see that Fang Zhiqiang's life was so hard. Now he does not have a woman to take care of his life, and his career is also a mess. This kind of life has given Fang Zhiqiang. The pressure brought by Qiang is unimaginable. Huang Wanting can't bear to watch him resist all of this alone. Therefore, it is all these factors that decided to make this decision this time. The funny thing is that Fang Zhiqiang But he didn't think so in his heart, and even felt that he made the decision under impulse. This is obviously a big joke for Huang Wanting.
Fang Zhiqiang looked up at Huang Wanting at this moment. After she had finished speaking, she raised her glass again and prepared to drink. Fang Zhiqiang immediately said, "Wanting, you have drunk too much tonight. Drink it."
While talking, Fang Zhiqiang stretched out her hand to stop Huang Wanting from drinking, but Huang Wanting did not hesitate to reach out and throw Fang Zhiqiang's palm aside, and then said firmly with a face: "I didn't drink too much! My own. Can I know the amount of alcohol?"
After speaking, she emptied the glass again regardless of Fang Zhiqiang’s emotions and expressions at the moment. She looked a bit drunk at this moment, but this may be the result she wanted in her heart. It’s hard to say it when I was in, and this evening also happened to take advantage of this opportunity. Fang Zhiqiang said some things that he could not say before, especially watching the circumstances of Fang Zhiqiang’s coming in. If not for this evening, those words What she said was an extremely uncomfortable thing for Huang Wanting herself.
"Qiangzi, can you tell me, in your heart, what kind of person am I? Or, in your heart, where do you put me?" Huang Wanting said, picking up the wine bottle in her hand. While pouring wine into his glass, Zhiqiang asked the other side.
Fang Zhiqiang sighed helplessly. He could realize that Huang Wanting was already a little drunk at the moment. If not, she would obviously be unable to say these words at all, but for himself, it was originally very difficult to answer. If you put it in normal times, you might be able to prevaricate the two and pass. Huang Wanting is also a girl who knows each other very well. For some things, she only needs to nod her head and she can understand what it means. But this evening, She asked so firmly and persistently, if she didn't say it, and didn't give her an exact answer, Fang Zhiqiang himself would feel unable to pass this level.
After pondering for a while, Huang Wanting's eyes looked a little confused, but she was already firm, as if she was afraid that she might fall, just staring straight at Fang Zhiqiang's eyes, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't hide.
"Let’s eat the vegetables, it will be cold later." Fang Zhiqiang was silent for a long time, but still couldn’t tell. In fact, Fang Zhiqiang knew exactly what position Huang Wanting was in her heart, and he also told Huang Wanting before. Several times, but Fang Zhiqiang at the moment clearly knew that Huang Wanting didn't want the answer in her heart. If she said that answer at this moment, it must be an extremely uncomfortable thing for Huang Wanting.
However, Fang Zhiqiang also knew that the answer Huang Wanting wanted could not be given by himself. At least at the moment, Fang Zhiqiang would never say anything against Huang Wanting. It's even more impossible to deceive her with those sweet lies, because if you really do that, the sequelae of the pancreas will be too great. Fang Zhiqiang knows that he has no ability to deal with all of them, and Huang Wanting also has no such ability. .
"You really can't say it, are you?" Fang Zhiqiang was so obvious that Huang Wanting could see it through at a glance. Of course she wouldn't be willing to just get such an answer.
"Do you really have to tell me to believe it?" Fang Zhiqiang was speechless. He knew what Huang Wanting wanted. At this moment, Huang Wanting is pushing herself, but she has never liked being persecuted. If you continue to do this, Fang Zhiqiang doesn't know what he will say. Maybe it's not good for Huang Wanting, and it's not good for himself.
"Since it is from my heart, what can't you say? It used to be afraid of affecting the relationship between you and Xiaoxiao, now? Unless you still have her in your heart, and want to rekindle your old relationship with her." Huang Wanting continued. Then, when she said the last sentence, her eyes couldn't help but she looked to the ground subconsciously. She didn't know what she was thinking at the moment. Thinking of Fang Zhiqiang's helpless expression just now, Huang Wanting even thought it was excessive. That person is actually himself, he has been persecuting him, and he has made him so embarrassed.
"Wanting what do you mean by this? Do you think Fang Zhiqiang is the kind of person who will turn his head easily?" Fang Zhiqiang frowned and said solemnly.
Indeed, for Fang Zhiqiang, he has never been the kind of person who turns his head back easily. After the marriage with Li Xiaoxiao ended, Fang Zhiqiang never thought that he would go back with Li Xiaoxiao in any form and any opportunity in the future. Coming together is like the words Li Xiaoxiao said when he left. If the fate of the two people in this life is not yet exhausted, no matter when they come together, they can come together again. Of course, this is impossible for anyone. Controlled, whether for Li Xiaoxiao or for himself, that day is extremely remote, and now no one can see when that day will come, and in what form.
However, at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang immediately shook his heart after saying these words. He had never thought of taking the initiative to reconcile with Li Xiaoxiao, but now, all of this is really impossible to say, Li Yonggui’s affairs are constantly changing. Fang Zhiqiang's mind was circling, if it didn't happen, maybe he was already with Wang Yaxin now, but life is like this, too many unforeseen, too many surprises and surprises.
Looking at Fang Zhiqiang’s gradually changing expression, Huang Wanting also seemed to have realized something, and then a curve of her mouth appeared again, and she lowered her head and said softly,
Actually, it’s nothing if you really want to get back together. After a long time, with such a deep emotional foundation, this is not unacceptable."
"Wanting, I didn't mean that, hey... I can't explain this to you..."
"So in other words, you don't know who you will be with next, but I have never occupied that position in your heart, have you?"
Huang Wanting seems to be unable to bear it anymore. She knew this in her heart, so she only said so much to Fang Zhiqiang today. However, seeing Fang Zhiqiang's embarrassment at this time, Huang Wanting still couldn't help but feel sad, and Fang Zhi Qiang has known each other for so long, but he doesn't even have the qualifications to be a spare tire. In Fang Zhiqiang's heart, how does he view himself? Is it really just an ordinary friend who can no longer be ordinary? Huang Wanting does not believe this. She can feel that Fang Zhiqiang actually has a lot of emotional fluctuations when facing herself. Although she and him, although they have not reached the height of a soul mate, they are definitely not only Just ordinary friends.
But now, looking at the expression on Fang Zhiqiang's face, Huang Wanting seems to understand this. Maybe she has always overestimated her status in others' hearts.
"Wanting, you don't have to torture yourself like this, everything is not what you think, I can explain it to you slowly..."
"No, I just want an answer today. I don't feel embarrassed. Even if it's my hot face and cold ass, even if it's my wishful thinking, even if it's my own sentimentality, how can anyone be sorry for feelings? Yes, the twisted melon is not sweet. Of course, I can’t force you to make a decision that you don’t like, just like me. If I’m not willing to say these things to you today, if someone forces me I would not want to say these words myself."
After Huang Wanting finished speaking, she emptied her glass again, and Fang Zhiqiang was also sad at this time. Looking at Huang Wanting's gloomy look, he really wanted to persuade Huang Wanting and really wanted to make Huang Wanting better. But hearing Huang Wanting's words may or may not be angry words at this time, Fang Zhiqiang felt that he was powerless and helpless.
"The matter between Xiaoxiao and I is more complicated. I can't tell you clearly in a while. As for what you just asked about your position in my heart, I can answer you with certainty. For me, you are more than just An ordinary friend, many times, you are like my spiritual support. The feeling you give me is something that Xiaoxiao and even Yaxin can't give."
"Hehe...really? I still have so much energy? I never realized it myself!" Huang Wanting laughed at herself.
After all, she is a girl. Although what she said just now is so beautiful, in fact, after hearing those hurtful words of Fang Zhiqiang, how can one's heart be calm?
Therefore, no matter what Fang Zhiqiang said at this time, it was difficult for Huang Wanting to be happy.
"Wanting, I have never told you that your courage, your courage, and your freedom are beyond the reach of many women, even men. Sometimes, when I am undecided, think about it. How decisive you were when you made those decisions to make up your mind, so I say you are my spiritual support and sincere."
Fang Zhiqiang continued: "However, I have never really imagined that I can have other relationships with you. Of course, it is not your problem, but my own problem. Sometimes I even think that I am not worthy of it. People who get happiness, anyone who comes close to me, will become particularly unlucky, and life will get worse and worse. Moreover, I do have a lot of unreasonable truths in terms of relationships. , I don't want to hurt you."