Chapter 2782: Li Xiaoxiao's "Fight" (2)

Fang Zhiqiang naturally noticed Li Xiaoxiao’s expression while looking at him intently, but at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t express his attitude. It was not that he didn’t want to express it, but that he didn’t know how to express it. In other words, what kind of reply should be given to Li Xiaoxiao?
In fact, Fang Zhiqiang himself has not fully thought about this aspect. In the face of Li Xiaoxiao, or in the face of Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Yaxin, what choice he should make, this has always been entangled in Fang Zhiqiang's heart. Now, this is still bothering me.
The waiter came over with two glasses of juice. After putting down the juice, he turned and left again. The sound of the juice on the table broke the silence of the two people for nearly half a minute. Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang and still did not speak at all. At last, he sighed slightly, and said again: "Of course, my mother has my mother's ideas, and I also have my own ideas, so you don't have to worry so much."
Fang Zhiqiang finally raised his head and glanced at Li Xiaoxiao. At this time, Li Xiaoxiao slowly inhaled a sip of juice, and finally looked away from him, but Fang Zhiqiang still did not speak. Perhaps, his silence just now explained. With her own attitude, Li Xiaoxiao definitely felt that she was avoiding this problem, and felt that she did not want to give her any promise.
But in fact, Fang Zhiqiang himself knew that this was what he thought deep down in his heart. He didn't want to, or disdain to use all kinds of lies to deceive Li Xiaoxiao. After all, that's what it means to him. There is no benefit.
"Xiaoxiao, it's not what you think, don't worry, I promised my uncle, I will definitely do it, but I don't think I can take good care of you in my current state, so I hope..."
"You don't need to continue talking." Li Xiaoxiao suddenly reached out and interrupted Fang Zhiqiang's words, and continued, "I know what you want to say. Actually, my own thoughts are very different from my mother. I think we The current state of the two people is actually not suitable for continuing to be together. If we are forced to be together, it will make us feel more uncomfortable with each other. Maybe I haven't adjusted it myself, or maybe we have only so many fate in this life. !"
Li Xiaoxiao’s sudden statement made Fang Zhiqiang stunned again. In fact, when he just said that, he had already engaged in a fierce ideological struggle. Fang Zhiqiang knew exactly what he was like. It’s what I say from my own mouth. Even if I’m not asked by others, I will never break my promise. I’m not worried about what others will think of myself, but I think it’s a very bad behavior, so I just said it. At that time, Fang Zhiqiang actually decided to abandon Wang Yaxin and choose to be with Li Xiaoxiao. Even though he didn't think so clearly in his heart, it was just like what he said, since he had promised Li Yonggui, naturally, will not break his promise.
But Li Xiaoxiao is also very clear about Fang Zhiqiang's thoughts. What Fang Zhiqiang said just now has explained everything. He chose to be with himself, in fact, not because he wanted to be with himself, but because he had the original That promise only.
"Xiaoxiao, don't be arrogant, and don't misunderstand what I mean. I actually don't mean anything else. In short, as long as you remember one sentence, I won't break my word anyway." Fang Zhiqiang said anxiously.
In fact, today’s Fang Zhiqiang feels that she has been able to treat each other frankly. On the contrary, it is Li Xiaoxiao. Today, she did not speak out the true thoughts in her heart. In fact, deep down in her heart, she is indeed eager to continue with Fang Zhiqiang Together, but she also knows that she is like this now, or that she is in a state like Fang Zhiqiang, it seems a bit too untimely to want to continue to be together, plus the attitude of Fang Zhiqiang now, so she Then he said something that was against his intentions just now.
Although they are no longer together, Fang Zhiqiang still has a certain understanding of Li Xiaoxiao. After all, he has been together for so long. So just after hearing Li Xiaoxiao's words, Fang Zhiqiang naturally understood Li Xiaoxiao’s heart. Real thoughts, if what she said just now is true, why did she say that before to see her attitude?
"Do you think I care about my anger? Qiangzi, in fact, I came to you today just to make it clear to you. You don't need to have any pressure. For those things my dad said to you before he died. Anyone who does it will agree to him, but you don’t have to make it difficult for yourself to do something you don’t want to do. I just want to tell you this."
Before Li Xiaoxiao came, she felt that she had been fully prepared and would not be emotionally ups and downs during the conversation. However, at this moment, she still could not control her emotions. When she said those words, she I strongly feel my depressed emotions, and if all of them burst out, I will never speak with such warmth, such calmness.
"Anyway, Xiaoxiao, please trust me. When I have the ability to take care of you, I will definitely take care of you." Fang Zhiqiang doesn't know what he should say. Now in this atmosphere, do you want to say something Lies like'I love you'?
Fang Zhiqiang is not that kind of person. He even feels disgusting to say something like that at the moment. Therefore, after saying this, Fang Zhiqiang fell into silence again, perhaps waiting for Li Xiaoxiao’s reply, also Perhaps Fang Zhiqiang just wanted to calm down and ask his heart what he wanted, or what he could bring to Li Xiaoxiao.
"You really don't need a strong son." After Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, he lowered his head and covered his cheek. Then, he fell into silence for a while.
Fighting and star-changing, things are not human beings, if it was the carefree Li Xiaoxiao once, perhaps he would still follow Fang Zhiqiang every day, no matter how bad Fang Zhiqiang's attitude towards him is, he can bear it, because of that At that time, I knew very well that I wanted to pursue my own happy love, and it was right to make such sacrifices.
But now, the former Li Xiaoxiao has long ceased to exist. With the death of Li Yonggui, Li Xiaoxiao has once again realized some truths in life, and once felt that finding someone who loves and knows each other for a lifetime can relieve himself. A lot of pressure, even, he can help himself make many decisions that he can't make alone, and help himself do many things that he can't do alone.
However, now, with the death of Li Yonggui, Li Xiaoxiao realized that the only person a person can rely on in his entire life is himself. When he was with Fang Zhiqiang, he felt that he would never be separated for the rest of his life. En-en-loving, but everything in my imagination did not happen, but in the end it was such a result.
Of course, Li Xiaoxiao also understands that it is not all Fang Zhiqiang's responsibility to get to this point, let alone Fang Zhiqiang's burden of himself. It was the situation at that time, and neither he nor he had the courage and determination to go on. , So in the end, it seemed that it was destined to get to this point. Li Xiaoxiao did not resent anyone, let alone feel that all this was unfair to herself, but after Fang Zhiqiang, she could never find To a man who can make oneself admire so much, a man who can make oneself so dedicated.
Li Xiaoxiao's inner thoughts at this moment, in fact, can't help but reveal it, just like the sentence she just said: "There is really no need for a hadron."
She doesn’t need Fang Zhiqiang’s charity, although for Fang Zhiqiang, all that she has done is not charity, but everything she should do, but in Li Xiaoxiao’s view, that is Fang Zhiqiang’s mercy and charity to herself If it weren't for what Li Yonggui said at the beginning, Fang Zhiqiang would definitely not propose such a thing to him now, and what Li Xiaoxiao wanted was Fang Zhiqiang's willingness to love him.
However, she now sees Fang Zhiqiang's love for her, nothing at all, but if there is a little bit, Fang Zhiqiang will not be silent for so long when she just mentioned this matter.
The sixth sense of a woman is very accurate. I have to say that the guess in Li Xiaoxiao's heart is correct. Now Fang Zhiqiang really can't find the love he had for Li Xiaoxiao, but it will still come out in his heart. An impulse to protect Li Xiaoxiao and take care of Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhiqiang himself didn’t know what was going on. After thinking about it, Fang Zhiqiang who couldn’t find the answer in the end could only attribute it all to Fang Zhiqiang. Li Yonggui gave his instructions.
Feelings are a very complicated matter. Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t understand everything about it, and Li Xiaoxiao doesn’t understand it either. Now they are all victims who are trapped in it. Maybe one day, when they look back on all this It’s only when I find that they have always been too strong, whether in life or in their relationships. If this is not the case, the two people will step back from each other, and there are still many ways to go. But because of their own strength, both of them were forced to the absolute path. Those words of Li Xiaoxiao and those of Fang Zhiqiang were forced to speak helplessly.
If Fang Zhiqiang is also a man who knows sweet talk, then everything becomes much simpler. For Li Xiaoxiao, as long as she can see Fang Zhiqiang’s attitude towards herself a little bit softer, she can no longer control herself, but helpless. The thing is, until the end, she could not see this scene. Fang Zhiqiang's frankness, appeared so tough, so unkind, this is naturally the least willing to see a woman, but today's Li Xiaoxiao saw all this.
But even so, if Li Xiaoxiao was a little weaker, facing Fang Zhiqiang's tough attitude, her reaction to lower her posture a little, would be completely different.
But things are often so coincidental. Neither of them is willing to take that step. In the end, how can it be a good result?