Chapter 2915: sacrifice

I have to say that Fang Zhiqiang’s remarks really made Li Xiaoxiao stunned. She had never thought that Fang Zhiqiang’s heart would be so entangled and hesitated, just like the first encounter. It was the same at his time, except that Li Xiaoxiao understood that Fang Zhiqiang at that time could not be compared with Fang Zhiqiang today. He was entangled in the past because he was not mature enough and didn't know what he wanted. But this is not the reason why he is hesitant now, but because he is too clear about what he wants, and on the other side is the promise that he cannot push away, so he hesitates.
The two seem to be the same, but you go quietly and know very well that for people like Fang Zhiqiang, the former and the latter are like a world of difference. Decisions that were once difficult for him to make can now be made with ease. , But it is precisely because of this that makes him more and more entangled and hesitant. Li Xiaoxiao didn't blame him. After all, he was the one who left instead of Fang Zhiqiang. Since he has already left, now Fang Zhiqiang is unwilling to return to him, of course he can't say much. At that time, Wang Xia also told herself a lot, but she was like a ghost at the time, so how could she hear others' words?
"I understand, what you want in your heart is Wang Yaxin, and the reason why you came to me today is because of the words my father said to you at the time. I understand that you want to give me an explanation and want to give my father an explanation. , I also want to give yourself an explanation. Logically speaking, I cannot prevent you from this right, but I have to remind you that you and I have nothing to do with each other. You really don’t need to make any sacrifices for me. I really did what I promised to my father at the time, and the two of us may not be able to live happily. At that time, it is not a good thing for you or me." Li Xiaoxiao continued to speak earnestly. At this moment, she was very clear in her heart and very rational.
And Fang Zhiqiang clearly sees everything in his eyes. The Li Xiaoxiao in front of him is no longer the simple girl who blindly pursued love. She knew very well in her heart what should be done and what shouldn't be done. Even in the face of what she especially wanted, she also learned to reject and control herself.
People's desires are always infinite. Fang Zhiqiang knows that everything can be controlled, but human desires are very difficult to control. Li Xiaoxiao, being able to do this is already very difficult, and Fang Zhiqiang never knew that when he had faced desires countless times, he could not resist.
"You don’t have to say that. The reason why I came to you today means that I have already thought about it clearly. I just have something to say and don’t want to hide from you. Before I start, I don’t want to deceive you, let alone let you. Misunderstood what I meant, but this does not mean that I am determined to make a decision. What should I do or what I will do. I may not be ready now, I really didn’t think about it, but one day in the future, I will definitely be able to If you want to understand, you will be able to clearly know what I am doing all this for." Fang Zhiqiang said again.
The fallen leaves drifted down, slowly scattered on Li Xiaoxiao’s cheeks, and slightly squinted. Li Xiaoxiao stretched out her white palms and took down the fallen leaves that fell on her cheeks, looking at the leaves that were already withered and yellow without any With the signs of life falling leaves, Li Xiaoxiao's fingers pressed slightly, and the leaves scattered. Looking at the powder that was broken in her palm, Li Xiaoxiao raised her hand slightly, looked sideways at Fang Zhiqiang and said, "Did you see it? No matter how vigorous it was, it will never come back when it passes away. Everything in the world is the same. No matter how superb biotechnology there is, there is no way for the old man to regain his vitality. How can you and I be able to Do this?"
Li Xiaoxiao’s words full of negative emotions caused Fang Zhiqiang to frown. He was originally hesitant and entangled, but now it seems that Li Xiaoxiao is the most entangled person, without the slightest hesitation, frowning. Fang Zhiqiang said again: "I don't know why you have so many complicated ideas, but I can tell you that my heart is very clean. I can do whatever I want, and I can do whatever I think. What to do, without so many worries, and not so many ideas. Maybe sometimes it is the only way people can live easier and happier!"
"My thoughts are different from yours. I used to be a love perfectionist. I thought that the most important thing in this life was to get a perfect love, but it turned out that my idea was wrong. There is a perfect love. Those stories only exist in fairy tales. I forced for so long and worked hard for so long, but finally got such a result. Now I finally want to understand that some things do not belong to me Yes, no matter how you force it, it will have no effect, just like the relationship between you and me. If you leave, you will leave. If you are scattered, you will be scattered. It is impossible to come together again in this life. As the old saying goes, it's hard to get through with a broken mirror. Isn't it like this between you and me?" Li Xiaoxiao spread his hands and said helplessly.
"It's man-made. The extent to which a broken mirror can be repaired depends on people and technology. Whether broken feelings can be reconciled as before is also based on humans. There has never been an absolute thing in this world. Even the morning sun that rises eastward as usual every day, may be due to rainy weather, and you can't see the rising sun in the morning. Even when the sun is not abiding, what else can't be changed?" Fang Zhiqiang retorted. .
"Qiangzi, you don’t have to argue so much with me. The matter has reached this point. In fact, you and I know that you can’t go back long ago. No matter how much you say now, no matter what we two do. No matter how hard you try, it’s impossible to return to the former feeling. Rather than force yourself so hard, it’s better to live a little more freely and casually, do what you want to do, no matter what others say, just be happy. Now. Life is so short, who has the obligation to be responsible for other lives?" Li Xiaoxiao shook his head and sighed.