Chapter 314: Gift (5)

Chapter 314
"If you want to do this, then take your money back. I will never go again from tomorrow." Huang Wanting looked at Fang Zhiqiang and then said lightly.
"Don't... don't, I know you are helping me not for money, but if it's just two days a day, that's fine, but you go to help me every day, every day you go for a month, and you are also tired, if you are I feel so sorry if I don't charge money." Fang Zhiqiang was also very entangled.
"It's your business to get over it. I only know that I will be upset when I take your money. I will despise myself. Although I am short of money, I haven't been so short of money. I ask you, if it's you, will you collect the money?" Huang Wanting asked Fang Zhiqiang back.
"I...I may...may not." Fang Zhiqiang said truthfully.
"That's not enough, take the money back, you help me, I also help you, isn't it like this among friends? If you really want to thank me, please ask me to have a barbecue. , I never went to barbecue and drank beer again." Huang Wanting is very free and easy.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned, then smiled and said, "Okay, it just happened that I didn't have dinner."
"I didn't eat either. The school food was not very tasty. I didn't eat dinner every day, so I was right to lose weight. Let's go." Huang Wanting smiled, and then walked out with Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang didn't drive, the car stopped at the door, and then he and Huang Wanting had already passed through the alley. Fang Zhiqiang knew where Li Xiaoxiao was going to the barbecue stall. He had had several meals with Huang Wanting before, so he knew the place.
"Do you really plan to sell vegetables like this for a lifetime?" Huang Wanting asked Fang Zhiqiang as he walked.
"Okay, don't you always ask such deep questions, okay?" Fang Zhiqiang said nonchalantly, and then said: "The future will always be a capital X, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, so , I have never made too many guarantees for tomorrow, nor will I make too many ideas. There are too many variables, and there are not many things in this world that we can hold in our own hands. Who knows what the future will look like? So, I don’t know how long I can sell vegetables. Just like before, I never thought I would become a vegetable seller one day. When I go to college, I think I will go to a big company after graduation. Working as a white-collar worker and living in a big house with a high salary, I discovered after graduation that people didn’t want me at all, and the house was too expensive for me. I never thought I would be a civil servant, but in the end I was forced by my dad. I still took the civil service exam and returned to my hometown to work as a staff member of the town government. At that time, I thought I would be a civil servant for the rest of my life. When I was old, I would be able to work as a government official and then retire. I live my whole life without being full or starving. But at the end of last year, I resigned and came to Shanghai after I quit. Everyone said that Shanghai is a golden place everywhere. I thought I could do a great job here and make a lot of money. After I came, I realized that this is not the case at all. In this place, there are a lot of money and people, but more of them are people who struggle for survival. It is survival, not life. I started express delivery, and I used to I never thought I would go to do express delivery one day, but in the end I did it, and it lasted for half a year. After half a year, I was fired and went to work at Summi International. After that, I resigned again, and then it happened by chance. I’m a vegetable seller. So, I don’t know what I will do in the future and who I will become. Who knows if I will sell food for a lifetime? I only know that I am selling vegetables now."
"How do you feel that your words are so philosophical?" Huang Wanting said in silence.
"Life is always philosophy. Everyone who can live in this city has a book of philosophy of his own." Fang Zhiqiang said with emotion, mainly empathizing with his life.
"Selling vegetables is definitely not your dream, just like me. My dream is to hope that one day I can become a singer and a musician. How about you?" Huang Wanting put her hands in her pockets and walked slowly with Fang Zhiqiang Asked slowly.
"No, a friend once asked me about this question. She asked me what my dream was, and I said I didn't have one, but then I thought about it, I do, and who doesn’t have a dream? Another friend said However, everyone who survives in this city has their own dreams. Without dreams, they can’t continue in this city. However, my dream is different from yours. My dream is big or small, and I My dream is to hope that I can be truly ashamed in my life. I am a person who doesn’t like to owe others things. Whether it’s money or love, I don’t like to owe others. I can’t sleep well, sleep and eat, so I would rather owe myself than others. If I talk about dreams, my dream is to be able to be open in my heart so that I can be happy. I really don’t have much demand for life. It may be my character to follow the situation. You see that I have done so many jobs, and I don't have a long time in each job. You know how casual I am." Fang Zhiqiang said with a smile.
"You are an idealist just like me, but you are more persistent than me. I have been with you for so long, and I can roughly tell who you are. You are really just like you said. , I would rather owe myself than owe others. Since then you have spent so much effort to find a job for me, but you have chosen to sell vegetables to others in the vegetable market, you can see it. You are what everyone often says Such a good old man, a really good old man, although he may not look like it, he is a pure person in his heart." Huang Wanting smiled again and said.
"Are you complimenting me or hurting me? Whether you are a good person or a fake one, in fact, the better you are to others, the more they may treat you as a fool. People, sometimes it is very complicated. People’s hearts are even more complicated. No one can tell who can see through their hearts.
Fang Zhiqiang remembered the betrayal of Nie Qian and Bi Luochun, and a lot of sorrow and sorrow appeared in his heart.