Chapter 340: I'm getting married (1)

Chapter 340 I'm Getting Married (1)
"Xiaoxiao, I actually don't know how to say it, I'm actually very sorry for you, but anyway, when this matter comes, I don't think I should lie to you again, because lie to you, you are uncomfortable, why am I uncomfortable?" Fang Zhi Qiang sighed and said.
"Yes, I lied to you. Those words I said are lied to you. Even if I die, even if I die, I will never sell my soul and dignity for money. , I don’t want to say how great I am, I just want to say that Fang Zhiqiang is not so shameless. Getting along with you Li Xiaoxiao, starting from an accident with you, I never thought I would have any intersection with you. , I’m born with such a personality, I don’t see other people’s troubles, and it’s hard to stay out of it. Sometimes people say I’m stupid, but I’m born with this personality, and I can’t change it if I want to. You have a car accident, I’ll go and save In fact, it’s not a rescue. At best, it can only be regarded as a handful. Even if I don’t pull you, the police who arrive later will rescue you. I really didn’t think so much at the time, I just thought it It's a very common thing. You were saved, the police came, the ambulance came, and I left. I forgot about this afterwards, but I didn't expect that you remembered it all the time and tried every means. I wanted to repay you for finding me. The following things were a bit dramatic. I thought at the beginning that although your girl was pretty, but she was a little crazy when she started things. However, after getting along slowly, I found that you are quite nice A girl, kind, very kind, and innocent. Unlike other people in this society, you almost have a pure heart and are not polluted by this materialistic society at all. Many times I see you and I feel myself. Seeing a white lotus flower, holy and beautiful, makes people feel pity." Fang Zhiqiang said slowly.
Speaking of this, Fang Zhiqiang took another cigarette.
"I actually like to be friends with you, and I also like the feeling of being with you. I don’t need to think too much in my mind when I’m with you, and I don’t need to have too much burden, because you are pure and heartbreaking. There will never be any scheming, no scheming at all, just like a Wang Qingquan, no matter what angle you look at, you can see the bottom at a glance, without a trace of impurities. Being with you, people can escape from this The feeling of social turmoil is as simple and innocent as entering the years, carefree, simple and happy. So the days when I was friends with you were my happiest days, although my attitude towards you is not so Okay, but that’s my character. I’m not a person who likes to express my inner thoughts in words. I really like you. Really, I treat you as a friend, my best friend."
"When you suddenly said to me that you like me and want to be with me, I panicked and confused. I suddenly realized that I didn't know how to get along with you. Once some things involve love, Many innocent things can’t be innocent anymore, and some things can’t be returned. You asked me whether I like you or not. I can’t lie to you or lie to myself. I have serious thoughts. After this question, the answer is like, I like it. I don’t think anyone can say dislike for a woman like you. It’s if you are not tempted. I am tempted, and the tempest is still bigger and deeper. But in my heart I also understand very well that the two of us are not suitable and really not suitable. I told you that, it’s better to forget the story of each other than to forget each other because of the huge differences in our identities, backgrounds, living environment, Differences in values ​​and outlook on life. You may not feel anything when you are fighting together, but if you really want to be together, that is day and night, that is a lifetime thing, and many things will show up. I am a few years older than you, It may also be more experienced than you, and more sophisticated, and know more about some things in this world than you. I know very well that if we are together, it will definitely not bring happiness, but pain. Tragedy. Judging from the opposition and actions of your parents afterwards, you should be able to roughly understand. I am not kidding, things are really like this. Some things are doomed from the day of birth, one to the left and the other to the right Go, even if the earth is round, it is also an ellipse. No matter how you go, there will be no meeting day."
"I also said that you are a holy white lotus. I like you, admire you, and even admire and admire you, but I dare not come forward to pick you, because you are too holy, in my There is no offense in my heart, you are in my heart, you should be standing far away in the middle of the pool, standing there quietly, I can sit on the edge of the pond every day and look at you blankly, watching you giggle , Watching you in a daze, even I will dream about it, but I will never go up and take you off, because once you take it off, you will no longer be my dream, and you will no longer be the world’s turbid you The pure white lotus flower is, because I am afraid that I will stain you. Can you understand what I mean? You are like a pure and kind fairy in my heart, with a light that makes me unable to extricate myself. , But I can only admire you, because you are one of my dreams, and you do not belong to this world. At least in my heart I think so."
"I don't know if you can understand the meaning of these things I don't understand, but this is the deepest thought in my heart. I am like a toad, jumping in the mud all day. , And you are the white swan that suddenly flies over my head, I admire you, but I can only look at you. Just like me and you now, I like you, but I can only stand I like you in the distance, but I dare not approach you, not only because of your family’s obstruction, but also because of the world’s difference in background and background. The most insurmountable thing is my heart. I don’t have the courage to approach you. I feel inferior. , Whether it's weak, in short, I can't untie this knot in my heart and get close to you. Your purity allows me to see my own turbidity, and I can't stretch out the hand that reaches you."
"That's why I rejected you and avoided you. From the moment you said that you like me and want to be with me, all I think of is to hide. I don't want to hurt you, I really don't want to, although I am also in pain, at least It was painful." Fang Zhiqiang threw the cigarette on the ground and trampled it out, sighing for a long time.