Chapter 369: Wedding (9)

Chapter 369 Wedding (9)
"Qiangzi, I know you have always loved me in your heart, don't you? Otherwise, you would definitely not run back in such anxious and nervous manner without thinking, and not even get married. Are you?" Li Xiaoxiao asked expectantly.
Fang Zhiqiang was silent for a moment. The answer to this question, let alone himself, can be seen by an individual. If he doesn't love Li Xiaoxiao, how could he be so nervous and sad because of this, even such a simple lie? Can't tell? If it wasn't because he loved Li Xiaoxiao, how could he let his fiancée there, and rush over at night without even getting married, even if he no longer wanted to admit that he loved Li Xiaoxiao, he couldn't deny it.
"Love? Love is something ghost. I don't want to love and dare not love anymore. Maybe I was born a person who shouldn't have love." Fang Zhiqiang laughed at himself. He once loved Nie Qian deeply. Deeply in love, as a result, Nie Qian betrayed him and gave him an almost fatal blow. He also loves Wang Yaxin. The night before he was about to enter the wedding hall, he came out in a daze. For him, as long as it is love, the result is destined to be a tragedy. He was desperate for love.
"You...are you and her...really impossible?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.
"Li Xiaoxiao, don't you think it makes people feel ridiculous when you ask me? It was you who caused the pornography, but now I am here again to pretend to ask me if it is really impossible with her." Fang Zhiqiang With a sneer, he took a couple of cigarettes and said faintly: "It's impossible that I don't know, I only know that I'm tired, I'm really tired, I don't want to love anymore, I don't want to talk about feelings anymore. Just like that, it’s nice to be alone."
"Sorry, Qiangzi, I really didn't mean it, I really didn't, forgive me? I..." Li Xiaoxiao saw Fang Zhiqiang's appearance, and felt very uncomfortable and contradictory. On the one hand, he saw Fang Zhiqiang. She was very happy not to be married to Wang Yaxin, but on the other hand, she felt that she had done something that was sorry for Fang Zhiqiang, and she was deeply guilty and guilty as if she had done something that hurts the world.
"Okay, okay, let him pass the past, don't mention it anymore, this incident is just over, forget it." Fang Zhiqiang interrupted Li Xiaoxiao, he was helpless, even though he was one The stomach was angry, but in the end he couldn't send it to Li Xiaoxiao, he still couldn't hate Li Xiaoxiao.
"You...you really love Wang Yaxin, do you really want to marry her for a lifetime?" Li Xiaoxiao then looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously and asked.
"I've said it all, don't say it anymore." Fang Zhiqiang suddenly became angry and shouted at Li Xiaoxiao.
"If I don’t love, if I don’t want to marry her, why should I marry her? Do you think I am playing around? Or do you think I am doing it for her money? Li Xiaoxiao, I’m tired, Please stop mentioning this matter in front of me in the future, and never mention it again." Fang Zhiqiang said, then stood up, walked outside, and said as he walked, "It's not early, you can go. I won't leave you here for dinner."
Fang Zhiqiang walked into the kitchen by himself, preparing to make some dinner for himself. He became hungry again. He ate steamed buns and soy milk in the hospital in the morning and didn't eat anything at noon. At this time, his stomach was empty.
Fang Zhiqiang walked into the kitchen, and suddenly realized that there was no food, he had been walking for so long, and Fang Zhiqiang became very troublesome where there was food.
Li Xiaoxiao followed Fang Zhiqiang into the kitchen, looked at Fang Zhiqiang's appearance, and asked: "Let's go out to eat. You are sick, take more rest and go out to eat."
"Li Xiaoxiao, I just want to be quiet, please go back, okay? Let me be alone, okay?" Fang Zhiqiang turned to look at Li Xiaoxiao and said.
Li Xiaoxiao stayed there, and then asked: "But...but you are sick, someone needs to take care of you."
"Don't worry, I didn't die this morning, and now I can't die anymore. Go back. I just want to be quiet and don't have to think about anything. If you stand here, I can't help thinking about many things. I can't help but want to lose my temper to you, but I just can't bear to send it to you, so I feel bad, it's a torture to myself, you know? Please, go back." Fang Zhiqiang is true He is begging for Li Xiaoxiao, Li Xiaoxiao is here, his heart is very upset and annoying, he has become very irritable, but he has to provoke him and cannot bear to be angry with Li Xiaoxiao, so he feels even more uncomfortable.
"I...then I'm leaving, you...you have to take care of yourself. I just took the medicine. You have a fever and a cold. Remember to call me if you have anything. Don't stop answering my phone, even if you send A text message, okay?" Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang's uncomfortable look, but also distressed.
"You go." Fang Zhiqiang said weakly.
"Then...then I'm leaving." Li Xiaoxiao said to Fang Zhiqiang, then reluctantly took a step back to look at Fang Zhiqiang, and finally opened the door and walked out.
After Li Xiaoxiao had left, Fang Zhiqiang sat blankly on the chair, smoking a cigarette feebly.
Thinking about what happened in his life, especially over the past year or so, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly felt that he was still quite strong. If he was not strong, he might really commit suicide by jumping off the building.
Fang Zhiqiang actually didn’t know what he was in now, and what thoughts he was in his heart. Suddenly he felt numb, not much pain, but he also felt that life suddenly lost its meaning and no fun. It felt terrifying to him himself.
After sitting there for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang came back to his senses and remembered that he seemed to be going to dinner, but how to eat it? Looking at almost some house surrounded by disciples, the sad feeling came out again. Back in the room, put on the coat, took the wallet, looked at the money inside, there are more than two thousand dollars, this is all his belongings now, this money is still taken and put on the body to go back with Wang Yaxin It's a wedding fashion facade.
Fang Zhiqiang wore a coat and went out. Just as he walked out, he suddenly saw a girl with a large casserole in both hands and a large plastic bag in his hands. The girl running in the cold wind was cold outside. Howling, the girl's face was flushed.
This girl is Li Xiaoxiao. Seeing this scene, Fang Zhiqiang is close to the heart of death, and seems to be alive again.
When Li Xiaoxiao walked in front of Fang Zhiqiang, Fang Zhiqiang found that Li Xiaoxiao's face was flushed, and so did his hands.