Chapter 541: She is my wife (19)

Chapter 541 She Is My Wife (19)
"You really packed up your things? There is no overnight hatred between mother and daughter, okay, don't make it seem like you are really running away from home, play here for two days, I will invite you to eat and drink for two days , And then go back. It is estimated that you and your mother are both angry, go back after playing for two days." Fang Zhiqiang persuaded Liu Yan.
"I really won't go back. I want to leave, not just because my mother drove me. First, I can't stand my mother, can't stand my mother's endless forced blind date and forced me to marry, and , I completely broke her heart this time, because it was a good buyer she found for me after all the hard work, but I turned it into pornography, and all her glory and wealth for the rest of her life were This was completely obscured by me. How sad do you think she was? She was sincere when she swept me out, not like a momentary anger. Second, I really don’t want to stay there anymore. I have no friends there, only My mother bothers me every day. I am in my 20s, but I live the life of a 60-year-old, and I can’t find the meaning of my existence in that life. Third, I dare not stay any longer. If I stay here, I’m afraid that one day I will choose to fall for myself because I can’t stand my mom, so I really listen to her and find a man to blind date and marry it, because I already have this idea. I'm afraid of my mother, and I'm also annoyed. Sometimes I really want to or I just listen to her and find someone to marry and end my mother's troubles in this life. I have already wanted to go back to Shanghai. I have planned for this city. I have feelings for this city. After all, I have been fighting here for so many years, and I can't bear you either. After all, we are now the only friends and only buddies." Liu Yan said Come here and smile.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Liu Yan, and asked Liu Yan slowly after a long time: "If you say so much, just tell me, can you still forget him?"
When Liu Yan heard Fang Zhiqiang's words, she raised her head in surprise and looked at Fang Zhiqiang. She didn't speak for a long time, and then said for a long time: "Nonsense, how is it possible? He is already in the past tense in my heart. If you don't say it, I have forgotten him. Up."
They both knew who he was talking about.
"Don't deceive yourself there. You are not young anymore. If you have not let him go, why are you so resistant to blind dates? Nowadays, blind dates are not a shameful thing, right? Blind date, even if you can’t find someone in love, you will not treat a blind date with such a crazy resistance. You can only say that you have not forgotten him at all. In addition, why would you be in such a peaceful small county? I feel so dead, because there is no him there, you are not used to it, you feel lonely in your heart, don’t ask me why I know, before I come to Shanghai, I am the same. Besides, you came here in Shanghai, is it really because of him? It’s impossible that your feelings for this city are just because of this city, right? Your feelings for a city are often because of a certain experience of someone in the city. Do you want to come here and wait for him?
Fang Zhiqiang slowly Asked indifferently.
"No, you are wrong." Liu Yan answered simply, shaking her head.
"I admit, I can't forget him, you are right, I miss him, I can't forget him, you also know, how long have I been with him? I have given my whole heart, so many years of love, how can I say something I forgot when I was less than a year old. I thought I could forget, but I finally found that I couldn’t. In that small county, I stayed very empty. I always felt that life was meaningless and life was meaningless. I lived every day. It's like a walking dead. The reason why I chose to come to Shanghai without hesitation this time is not only because of the reasons I mentioned earlier, but also because I want to come to you and talk to you. I haven't talked so much to anyone in a long time. By the way, only you, I can speak the truth, I want to come here, at least I can talk to you often. As for him, although I can’t forget him, I never thought about waiting for him, even if he appears in front of me , It’s no longer possible for me and him. Some things are past and can’t come back.
Liu Yan said lightly.
Listening to Liu Yan's words, Fang Zhiqiang fell into silence, finally nodded, added a piece of fish to Liu Yan, and said, "Eat, eat more."
"You haven't heard from him this year, right?" Liu Yan asked Fang Zhiqiang while eating.
Talking about Bi Luochun again, it is estimated that Fang Zhiqiang felt the same melancholy and feelings as Liu Yan. Fang Zhiqiang did not immediately answer Liu Yan’s words, put down his chopsticks, took out a cigarette from his pocket to light it, and took two puffs. He shook his head and said, "No, there has been no news about him since he disappeared without a word last year. I have searched desperately. I have searched for it by all means I can find, and I have gone too. His hometown, but no one knows where he went. I have given up looking for him now. If I can, I really hope that he will never show up again, and I will never find him. This is perhaps the most Good ending."
From the beginning to the end, Fang Zhiqiang never told Liu Yan that Bi Luochun took his own money. He said this sentence with his strong feelings.
Liu Yan was surprised that Fang Zhiqiang said such a sentence, and then she nodded and said, "Yes, I think so too. If possible, I hope he will never show up again."
"Let's eat, look at you as a starving ghost, really pitiful for you. This is how you are here, what do you plan to do next?" Fang Zhiqiang asked.
"I don’t know, I came here in a hurry. I don’t have time to think about this. You first find a place for me to pay attention to dealing with two nights, then you lend me some money, I will find a place to live and then talk about it. Looking for a job again, it’s just that it’s probably a bit troublesome to find a job. Now it’s difficult to find a job again, right? But slowly, I have so many years of financial experience. With a high salary, I can still find a job. I don’t have too much demand. I can live in this city. Maybe someday I will meet a handsome man, my black chicken will become a phoenix. Now." Liu Yan said with a smile.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Liu Yan, and a long time later he suddenly said, "Or, come to my company for work."
"Your company? When did you have a company? Didn't you open a fresh food supermarket? Why? Looking for a cashier?" Liu Yan was puzzled.