Chapter 555: Choice (13)

Chapter 555
"Then what's the main problem?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.
Fang Zhiqiang suddenly paused and did not immediately answer Li Xiaoxiao's words. It took a long time to say: "The main problem is that I love Wang Yaxin in my heart."
After Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, he lowered his head and remained silent. Li Xiaoxiao watched Fang Zhiqiang's silence blankly, and the tears in his eyes flowed down drop by drop.
The whole room was extremely silent.
"I know." Li Xiaoxiao gritted her teeth a long time later, and then said: "I always knew that you love Sister Yaxin, but...isn't it impossible for you and Sister Yaxin?"
"Yes, I was separated from Wang Yaxin, but I still love her in my heart." Fang Zhiqiang said.
"It doesn't matter, I don't mind, I can wait, I will wait for you to fall in love with me." Li Xiaoxiao said almost crazy.
Fang Zhiqiang sighed and suddenly didn't know what to say to Li Xiaoxiao.
"Xiaoxiao, I've been very ignorant all the time, really, because I don't know exactly what I want. This is true for the future and the same for my feelings. I love Yaxin in my heart, but at the same time, I But I also know that I like you, I don’t want to lie, and I don’t want to avoid anything. It is true in my heart. Because of this, I was scolded severely by Liu Yan. Liu Yan called me a scum, just a beast. Sacrifice is a big radish with a heart, eating from a bowl and looking at the pot. I never thought about it before, but at the end of my serious reflection, I suddenly realized that it was indeed the case. I was a bastard. I love Wang Yaxin, but on the other hand, I am always confused with you. What is this not a scum?"
"Xiaoxiao, I thought about it for several days. I thought about it and asked myself seriously, who I really want to be with. Finally, my heart told me that I want to be with Yaxin. Liu Yan I said that one person’s heart is only so big that it can’t pretend to be two people. If one person is pretended, the other should be eliminated. Otherwise, no one will feel comfortable squeezing, including myself. Xiaoxiao, I’m sorry, I I don’t want to be irresponsible to you, I don’t want to be a scumbag. I can’t do that if I love Yaxin in my heart, but still stay with you, that would be unfair to you."
"In fact, we have always been friends, and I have always felt that I am not worthy of you. The reality is that even if I like you and we are together, we will not be able to make it to the end. How is it, there is no result between the two of us. I don't want us to be so unclear between the two. It is destined to have no results, but to be forced together. That would be too cruel."
"You said, you love me." Li Xiaoxiao insisted.
"Yeah, so I also feel that I am a scumbag. I love Yaxin, but still love you in my heart. There is no one in the world who is more than me. Just because I am such an asshole, it has been more than a year. Since then, I have hurt you and Yaxin countless times, and I have suffered too much." Fang Zhiqiang shook his head.
"But...but..." Li Xiaoxiao wanted to say something, but couldn't say it.
"Xiaoxiao, the relationship between the two of us has always been unclear. Look at it, since you met me, how much harm has I done to you? And now, you have to face the pressure at home, even if you come out Seeing that I still have to hide it from home. Do you think this is normal? This is not what a normal relationship should be, because it is not suitable for us."
"I don't want to listen to this, Qiangzi, you moved out of me and returned the money to me just to sever all ties with me, and never contact me anymore, do you?" Li Xiaoxiao burst into tears It covered his cheeks and looked up at Fang Zhiqiang.
"If you don't say anything, we won't contact us. We can still be friends."
"Is it?" Li Xiaoxiao asked again.
Fang Zhiqiang was suddenly afraid to see Li Xiaoxiao, but in the end he gritted his teeth and said, "Yes."
"Between me and Wang Yaxin, you chose her, didn't you?" Li Xiaoxiao asked unwillingly again.
"Yes, Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I can't lie to myself. The person I love is Yaxin, and I want to be with her forever. Even...even if there is no result between me and her, I can't get together, But I can't lie to myself, the person I love is her." Fang Zhiqiang said last.
Li Xiaoxiao smiled, but the tears were still falling.
"Qiangzi, in fact, I have always known this. I have always known that the person you love is her. I have always been afraid that one day you will say these things to me. I can feel it. You have been resisting. I resisted me. Although I gave you all of my life, you were always running away, and you never responded positively to my love for you. Therefore, for the past year, I have been living in panic every day , I'm afraid you will break up with me and let me leave. Unexpectedly, I finally waited for this day. But, Qiangzi, why are you so cruel? You are no longer with her, you can't give me some Hope, you are not willing to try to love me, and you are not willing to give me some more time?"
"Xiaoxiao, can you accept a man with another woman in his heart? Is that the love you want? I don't want to hurt you, really, I don't want to hurt, but I can't lie to myself, I love Yaxin , Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry." Fang Zhiqiang said again.
"Why? Why is this? Why can't you fall in love with me? Why didn't you choose me?" Li Xiaoxiao's tears flowed even more.
Fang Zhiqiang sat there, silent.
Li Xiaoxiao sat there crying.
"Is it over? Are you really not willing to give me a chance?" After a long time, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly picked up a tissue and wiped her tears, and asked Fang Zhiqiang faintly.
"Sorry Xiaoxiao, I can't forget Yaxin."
"Then can you forget me?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.
Fang Zhiqiang was silent again. He couldn't answer Li Xiaoxiao's questions, and he didn't know how to answer.
Li Xiaoxiao stared at Fang Zhiqiang in a daze. After watching for a long time, he saw that Fang Zhiqiang hadn't spoken any more. He took out a tissue again and wiped his eye sockets clean. He said, "Qiangzi, I have always understood a word , In love, whoever loves the deeper, the more tired and the more painful. I love you too much, so my love seems so humble. In order to love you, I have completely lost myself. I love you For more than a year, I have actually been very tired and tired. I have forgotten how many times I have cried, but the final result is still like this."