Chapter 926: Travel (eight)

Chapter 926 Traveling (eight)
"Truth or dare? Resolutely not play, it's too boring." Fang Zhiqiang refused. They had never played this kind of game when they were in college. At that time, there were a lot of people laughing and joking, and it was also lively, but at that time, their experiences were all Just like white paper, I don't know that life will be so complicated, and a person's heart can hide so many things that can't be said to anyone. Now it's just the two of them. What's the difference between this and interrogation? Especially when he is facing Li Xiaoxiao, can he say everything in his heart to Li Xiaoxiao? Obviously impossible.
"If you are sleepy, sleep for a while, and I'll leave when the call comes." Fang Zhiqiang said.
"It's not about playing Truth or Dare, hey, just chatting and talking about anything. It's mainly because I can't sleep when it's dark, and I don't dare to sleep. It's better for us to chat to pass the time."
"Hey, how do you usually sleep? Don't you just turn on the light all night? Isn't it also dark? You just have to turn off the light now, there is nothing to be afraid of." Fang Zhiqiang coaxed her and said .
I didn’t know that Li Xiaoxiao gave him a completely unexpected answer: "I just turned on the light, I turned it on all night, and then put on the blindfold. I usually do this, you see." She said, really from the pillow He took out the blindfold and dangled.
"I'm dizzy, aren't my eyes blackened? What's the difference between turning off the light?" Fang Zhiqiang said silently, "Why are you so timid?"
Li Xiaoxiao pouted and said helplessly: "I don't want to, but when I was young, my parents were very busy. Sometimes they often had to work overtime on projects late at night, or travel frequently. In short, most of the time I was at home with the babysitter. The babysitter still grinds her teeth. I was awakened by the sound of her teeth when she turned off the light several times. In the dark, I thought it was the kind of monster that eats children in fairy tales. She was so scared that she kept crying, and then she never went to bed. Never turn off the lights."
When Li Xiaoxiao said it, she was a little embarrassed: "In addition, I was sent out to study very early behind me, and I was always alone, so I didn't dare to turn off the lights to sleep."
Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but laugh, the monster who eats children, this imagination is too rich. But after the laugh, I felt a little sad, and Li Xiaoxiao's words actually revealed loneliness. After all, such a small child, without family members by his side, must be very scared and in need of protection. It is no wonder that Li Xiaoxiao has such a temperament and has such dependence on him and Wang Xia because of her inner heart. Too lack and too much need for affection, but never satisfied.
"This story tells us a profound truth: fairy tales are all deceitful." Fang Zhi stressed Li Xiaoxiao, "There are no monsters that eat children at all." Then, he opened his teeth and danced his claws and made a grimace to Li Xiaoxiao. There was another scream of fright, and then he laughed and said, "Furthermore, even if you have, you are not a child now, you are already an adult, and the monsters can't chew you."
"Ah! Qiangzi, you are too bad!" After being frightened, Li Xiaoxiao shot Zhiqiang angrily after reacting, and then said: "Has have been developed, and girls are always scared when they are timid. Black is good. I am actually curious as to why men are so different from women and why men are not afraid of darkness."
"That's because they won't tell you." Fang Zhiqiang started to ridicule, refreshing Li Xiaoxiao's three views: "Men can also be timid and scared, but everyone knows that this is a shameful thing, so because of face It’s just that I can’t show it; besides, it’s just the two of us at this time. If you say that if I am more scared than you and called worse than you, then it won’t scare you to death.

"Really?" Li Xiaoxiao's eyes widened at hearing: "Qianzi, are you also afraid of the dark? I thought you are omnipotent and you are not afraid of anything."
"How is it possible? You see, I didn't wear my underwear outside. I'm not a superman. How can I have such great ability." Fang Zhiqiang joked and did not answer Li Xiaoxiao's question directly.
In fact, what he couldn't tell Li Xiaoxiao was that he was indeed afraid of darkness, but it was not the blackness of power outages or no light. What he was afraid of was the darkness that had no hope in life and did not know the way forward. In the short span of twenty years of life, especially in the past few years after coming to Shanghai, he has encountered this kind of dark situation again and again. During those times, he actually had fear in his heart. I didn't know what to do, and I even seriously suspected that he could no longer survive. Yaxin's company and the help of many people finally supported him to walk down.
Indeed, in those dark moments, there is always Yaxin by his side, silently accompany him, listen to him, and enlighten him until he steps out of the dark trough of life.
However, the last paragraph, the darkest experience, was also given by Yaxin, because Yaxin's resolute departure, he once thought that his heart would always be vacant, leaving with Yaxin.
I don’t know at this moment, on the other side of the ocean, Yaxin, what time is it, what she is doing, and whether she has ever thought about herself...
"Qiangzi, what are you thinking about?" Li Xiaoxiao waved at him.
"No, I didn't think about anything." Fang Zhiqiang came back to his senses before realizing that he was still thinking about Yaxin. But beside Xiaoxiao, he thought of Yaxin, even if he had nothing to do with Xiaoxiao, but he still felt that this was a kind of betrayal to both people.
Li Xiaoxiao seemed to see him through: "You feel a bit sad for me, but you are so strong that you don't want to say it. What did you think of?" She was unwilling and stubbornly asked: "Yes Did you think of Sister Yaxin?"
"Are you still thinking of her and loving her?"
"Don't talk about this topic, okay?" Fang Zhiqiang said a little annoyed. He really didn't want to discuss Wang Yaxin with Li Xiaoxiao.
This hotel is also true. Even the backup power supply has not been repaired until now.
Li Xiaoxiao's eyes were obviously dimmed. She knew that she had guessed right. Facing Fang Zhiqiang's attitude, she could only remain silent, and it took a long time to say in a low voice, "Qianzi, change to someone else." , I won’t be reconciled anyway. But if it’s Sister Yaxin... Why don’t you go find her and chase her back?"
This question has really been buried in her heart for a long, long time. Today, taking this opportunity, I have to ask it anyway.
"What about getting it back? Those problems don't exist anymore?" Fang Zhiqiang said subconsciously. Xiaoyu's hostility to him, his father's firm opposition, and Yaxin's heartbroken constitute his most painful memory. The reality is that both he and Yaxin have things they can't give up, and the adult world, in addition to love, there are too many... Although he himself doesn't know whether this is an excuse for him to numb himself and escape, he knows He has no way to convince his father, nor can he give up his father to really sever the relationship.