Chapter 225: Perplexed

When I got home, my sister hadn't come back yet, and Xiao Jiu was with her, so I didn't have to worry about her safety. In terms of Taoism, I may not be Xiao Jiu's opponent. As long as Xiao Jiu is with her sister, her sister will have a super bodyguard. Even if the leader of Tianyin sect came to the door, he might not be able to hurt his sister. Of course, the most powerful thing in the world may not be mana but conspiracy.
I cooked the food myself, and sat in the living room watching TV while waiting for my sister to come back. At this time, I received a call from my sister, saying that she would have to work overtime at school and that she had to come back later and let me eat first. I always feel that my sister is in a hurry these days, as if something is hiding from me. After eating, I practiced calligraphy and Chinese painting, and then practiced a piece of guqin.
Then I will think about a recent issue that bothered me. The teacher said that the most fundamental question of human beings is: Who am I? Where am i from Where am I going?
I originally thought that these three questions should not be a problem for me as a monk. I am my own divine consciousness, yin and yang intersect and divine consciousness regenerates, I seek longevity, my future is naturally eternal. However, occasionally I get confused. Am I really the divine consciousness produced by the intersection of Yin and Yang? A cultivator knows the past life and this life, so who is my past life? Can longevity really be eternal? Whenever these doubts appear, I will find that the tree of Tao in my heart will begin to sway. Because I don’t know, does it really make sense for people to live forever like a tree or as a planet after they practice the Tao? Monasticism is a kind of life, and such a life is really full of meaning. I am full of doubts about the future, but my wisdom is not enough to solve my doubts.
When I was confused, I went into a dream. This beautiful place is as eternal, as if I was the only one left in this world.
"Ah!" I let out a loud shout.
The entire dream state seemed to have stopped, and all the creatures stopped. They also looked suspicious. Some little spirit beasts showed fear. However, as if a small stone was thrown on the calm water, it caused a water halo. Unfolded around, and then quickly returned to calm.
"Perhaps when I grow up. I can know the answer." I answered myself in the dumbest way. The boy's heart seemed to be released at once, relaxed, and Daoxin calmed down again.
My sister came home very late, with a trace of fatigue.
"Jingyang, why haven't you slept yet? I have to go to school tomorrow, hurry up and go to bed." My sister saw me sitting on the sofa stupidly, putting down the things in her hands, and came over and gave me a little push.
"Sister. Why come back so late? Is your school so busy?" I asked.
"The research room just came to a batch of materials, I hurriedly sorted out the materials. I haven't done such a big job for a long time." Although my sister looked tired, she was still very excited.
"Is it the Oracle data unearthed at the archaeological site you mentioned last time?" When I saw my sister's look, I vaguely knew the outline.
"Jingyang, it's not that my sister didn't listen to you. If I were to go to that place, I would definitely not agree to go. But now it is there that directly sent these cultural relics to my research room. I am doing this now. Yes, someone sent it to the door, how can I refuse?" My sister said embarrassedly.
"I will check it out tomorrow too. Also, no matter where you go in the future. You must take Xiao Jiu with you. Xiao Jiu is very strong, and with it, no matter what the situation is, he can handle it." I again Warned.
"I'll take Xiao Jiu. You don't go to the research room. Go, and wait for the weekend. You are now in high school. Classwork is more stressful than before. If you want to get into a good university, just You have to start working hard from the first year of high school. You must never lose at the starting line. Do you know?" My sister urged again.
"Okay." I nodded.
Because the mid-term exam has also come, Teacher Wang will definitely not be allowed to leave at this time. Although I can cut it first and play it later, I don't want to be different from other students. It's almost the weekend anyway. My sister has Xiao Jiu's protection. Nothing can happen anyway, there will be no problems in two days. My interest in Oracle is not as great as before. The main reason is that I am confused about my practice. I think what I need to solve most now is to understand why the Taoism is. Not how to practice.
"Okay, okay, go to bed quickly." My sister hurriedly urged.
morning. As soon as I walked into the school gate, Li Wan walked towards me.
"Huang Jingyang, what a coincidence, you just arrived at school?" Li Wan said to me with a smile.
No matter how naive I am, I know that there is no such coincidence in the world. When I first entered the school gate, I obviously didn't see Li Wan. Li Wan came over under a tree inside the school gate. I have been watching the time at the beginning, and it seems that she has already figured out the pattern of my arrival at school.
"Well, you come to school at this time every day." I can only cooperate with Li Wan.
"Yes, yes. I brought some breakfast from home. My father is good at making breakfast. Would you like to taste it?" Li Wan took out a plastic box from her schoolbag and used a towel. It should be wrapped tightly for insulation. After opening the towel, it was still warm inside.
People are so caring, I am not embarrassed not to give face, and being so cared about by others will always make me very touched. I can feel Li Wan's sincere intentions.
"Hey, thank you." I took the plastic box and felt the temperature on that box.
"Thank you? I made it at home, and I didn't spend any money." Li Wan helped me open the box and took a pair of chopsticks out from the side, "Clean. You can rest assured."
As soon as I was about to eat, I heard someone yelling behind me, which shocked me. The dumplings on the chopsticks fell straight down. Fortunately, I am a monk with a sharp eye and hands. I quickly dropped the dumplings that fell into the air. Clipped back.
"Huang Jingyang, did your Li Wan prepare breakfast for you?" I don't have to look back, knowing that the person here is Wei Mohen.
A hint of shyness appeared on Li Wan's face, but the aura of fighting also rolled over.
"Wei Mohen! Believe it or not that I will let Xiao Manli ignore you again?" Li Wan said viciously, pointing at Wei Mohen.
Wei Mohen was really scared. Although Xiao Manli had a good impression of him, she hadn't reached the realm where she couldn't live without him. But Xiao Manli has always followed Li Wan, a good sister since she was a child. Who made them grow up in the same courtyard?
"Don't. Li Wan, grandma, you must be merciful." Wei Mohen immediately turned into a gentle puppy, wagging his tail to please Li Wan.
I couldn't help but grin. It's really a tofu boiled in brine, one thing loses one thing.
Wei Mohen looked at me with a grudge on his face, "Huang Jingyang, you are too much brothers. Brothers are in trouble, you can still laugh."
"Don't pay attention to him, you hurry up and finish your breakfast. Class is about to go." Li Wan's tone of voice to me seemed to have suddenly changed. A woman is really a monster with all kinds of contradictions. She was so hot just now, and she became so gentle in an instant.
"Huang Jingyang, you are taking the entrance examination today, how are you preparing?" Li Wan asked.
I didn't even prepare for the high school entrance examination specially, and I have never worked hard for the exam since I was a child. In the past, I used to listen to what I wanted in class, but I still attend class honestly every day. Although it may not always be attentive to listen every minute. But compared to before, it is also a big improvement.
"It's okay." I said this somewhat perfunctorily.
"Then you have to cheer, Tan Liwen has always worked very hard, and he hopes to beat you in the exam. But you let him betrayed in the class, and no one in the class wants to talk to him. He studies desperately. , I just want to suppress you in studying." Li Wan said with some worry.
"Whatever. Isn't it just an exam? It's not a college entrance exam." I disapproved.
"Whether it is the college entrance examination or not, a good test is better than a poor one." Li Wan looked at me from time to time as she walked.
"Anyway, it's the exam today, it's too late to say anything." I laughed. Exams are never too important to me.
"Then you should be more careful in the exam. I heard Tan Liwen tell someone from a foreign class that you came in through the back door, and you will engage in some evil ways. When it comes to academic performance, you are not his opponent." When Li Wan said this , The eyes kept staring at me, for fear that I was upset.
"Actually, what he said is right. I was able to enter Yan University because my sister came to work at Yan University. Although it is not a back door, it is not wrong for Tan Liwen to say that." The things do not care.
People like Tan Liwen exist like ants in my eyes. What does he say and how can it affect me?
"I just want to see you do better in the exam and give him a nice slap." Li Wan snorted. Obviously she cares more about Tan Liwen's words than I do.
The mid-term exams are not as big as the final exams, and the seats in the classroom are just pulled apart. Even the books in the desk were not cleared away. Just like the usual test.
"This exam is the first exam for students to enter high school~EbookFREE.me~ I hope everyone can abide by the exam discipline. Test their real results..." Wang Shipeng stood on the stage and said something before issuing the test papers. sentence.
Teacher Wang and the English teacher proctored the exam together, one after the other, the proctoring was as rigorous as the final exam.
I did it for twenty minutes, and I stopped writing.
Teacher Wang came over to me, "Huang Jingyang, why don't you answer the question?"
"I'm done, can I hand in the paper in advance?" I didn't want to be too independent and maverick. Who knew that Teacher Wang would give me such a chance.
"Done?" Teacher Wang opened my test paper and read it from beginning to end, and found that my test paper was really full, neat and tidy, without changing a word from beginning to end. And it seems that the answers are all correct.
"Can I hand in papers?" I asked.
"Okay." Teacher Wang said casually. When he wanted me to sit down and check again, I walked out quickly. (To be continued.)