Chapter 301: Dissolution

"Huang Jingyang, our class will have a meeting at 6 at 7:30 in the evening. You can call a few of your dormitories. By the way, don't just say anything about the meeting. The things to be discussed tonight are somewhat special." Our class monitor Liao Zhuoxin said.
When I arrived at the meeting place, I knew why the content of the meeting was special. Of the 33 people in our class, only one boy did not come. The boy who didn't come was called Tian Di. I don't have a deep impression of Tian Di, and I don't have many contacts. I feel that this person is a little withdrawn. It may also be that his family situation is not very good. Basically, he works outside on weekends. It seems to be doing things outside when there is no class. I don't have much contact with my classmates, and I am a nodding acquaintance.
I thought it was Tian Di who went out to work part-time again. I didn't expect that the meeting would discuss his issues.
"Classmates, everyone may have discovered that one of our classmates did not come. It is Tian Di from our dormitory. He usually goes out more part-time jobs, but today is in the dormitory. I deliberately opened this with his back Class meeting. Tian Di’s family situation is quite special. Tian Di is also very difficult at ordinary times, but he is very spine and supports everything with his own efforts. Maybe everyone doesn’t know much about him. I just Let’s talk about his situation. When Tian Di was in junior high school, his father was seriously ill. Their family went bankrupt in order to treat his father, but his father’s illness was not cured. When Tian Di graduated from high school, his mother insisted I can’t help but leave, and I haven’t had any contact so far. Tian Di's efforts are all to maintain the family life. Originally, after graduating from high school, Tian Di was going to give up going to college. I heard that it was kind people who put together money to send him to college. Last week Tian Di took leave to go home to handle his father’s funeral affairs. After returning, Tian Di’s mood has not been very good. I am worried that something will happen to him. So I hope the whole class will care about our classmates. In order to avoid Tian Di A classmate has an accident. Every day wherever Tian Di goes, he must ensure that a classmate is with him..."
When Liao Zhuoxin talked about the situation in Tian Di's house, the whole class was agitated. I was also moved in my heart.
"Let everyone care about classmates. It is not necessary for everyone to pool money, but more importantly, care in life. I think my monitor has done too little. I was not able to extend a helping hand to Tian Di in time." Liao Zhuoxin is very true. Said guiltily.
Li Chaoyong said loudly: "Old class. You can't blame you. In fact, everyone usually ignores the classmates in the class. Usually they play their own things, but I didn't expect the classmates to be so difficult. In fact, Tian Di's every time as long as nothing I just ran outside in class, I also saw it. I didn't care about it at that time."
The students in the class expressed their guilt one after another and declared that they would strengthen communication with their classmates in the future.
I didn't say anything because I didn't know how to help Tian Di. It seemed that I didn't have any good experience in this area. On the contrary, from Tian Di, I seemed to see myself. I don't even know how to deal with my own affairs. Maybe my things need greater wisdom. I'm thinking. If I were in Tian Di's position, would I be able to hold on longer than him. I originally thought that my parents chose to give up for two years. I found out now that they might not really abandon me. It's just that a family wants to live, the family wants to continue, and they seem to find it difficult to resist. They used up my wealth for me, but they didn't hesitate to turn back. Tian Di seems to be the opposite of me. He wants to take care of his father without hesitation. When his mother chose to give up, he still persisted.
When it was my turn to accompany Tian Di, I felt that the clouds in the sky had begun to drift away slowly.
"Huang Jingyang, I am actually much better now. You don't have to come to accompany me anymore. Classmates take turns to accompany me, just worrying about my stupid things. Actually I won't." Tian Di barely smiled at me.
"Everyone is a classmate. If it's my turn, I will give up without principle? You have to give me a chance to complete the task. You also know that I am not a very active person in the class. It is hard to do one thing. , You have to let me finish it well." I laughed.
"Huang Jingyang, your parents are very healthy, right?" Tian Di asked.
I was taken aback. Then nodded.
My reaction surprised Tian Di and gave me a strange look.
"Actually, my situation is quite difficult to explain in one word." I don't know why, but I have an idea of ​​telling Tian Di about my family situation.
"Aren't you going to accompany me all day today? Let's speak slowly. I am very experienced in this area. Maybe the two of us will talk, it will be helpful to you and me." Tian Di smiled slightly.
We found a quiet place to sit down, and I told the secrets that have been buried in my heart.
"Huang Jingyang, do you know? A few days ago, when I heard the news of my father's death, I actually felt a sense of relief. In fact, I don't blame my mother, I can understand her pain. She supported us alone. Sooner or later, a home that will be broken is too difficult. When the pressure falls on me alone. I once resented her. But when I took on that burden, I didn’t hate her. I thought maybe She is free now. She can live a little easier. My father didn't die of illness, and he doesn't want to drag me down. I know..." Tian Di also said what was buried in his heart.
"Huang Jingyang. I know you are different from other classmates. You are the most special in our class. I don't know why I feel that way. In fact, your parents may have problems with your parents. Really, theirs I can feel the pain firsthand. In fact, after you wake up, they alienate you so much, not because they really gave up, but because they are ashamed to face you. Have you ever thought about communicating with them? It’s been so many years, why can’t I let it go? Blood is thicker than water. I know this feeling best. My dad knows that it is impossible for him to recover. He would rather give up life than continue to drag me down. In fact, I would rather give up. I am also determined to persevere in my studies. However, there is no such opportunity now." Tian Di's words sounded inconsistent. But I seem to be able to understand his mood, his mood itself is contradictory.
After talking with me, Tian Di announced at the class meeting that he has really eased up and thanked our classmates for caring about him. And because I lent him a sum of money, he won't work part-time in the future. All the time must be spent on learning. Strive to be a good doctor after graduation. Once I have a salary, I will slowly pay back the money I borrowed.
Tian Di's words touched me a lot, so. I will often visit that market. My parents' grocery store is doing well. Maybe it’s been a long time and there are already many regular customers. But I never heard them talk about me again.
"The purchase price has risen so much. How about we raise the selling price a bit? Otherwise, if this continues, there will be no profit." Mom said worriedly.
"How can this be done? We are all in the business of old customers. Even if they don't say anything about the sudden price increase, they must have opinions in their hearts. Although the profits are a little lower, they will not lose money. Anyway, the facade is our own home. Yes. Earn a little bit less. Let's add some new products. If we can sell more things every day, it will be almost the same." Dad said.
"If we make a little more money, we can buy a house in a nearby community. In this case, Jingdong's learning environment is better." Mother said.
Speaking of this, my father said nothing. Two people are busy with their own affairs.
"I'm back." Jing Dong was still so carefree.
"Wash your hands. We will have dinner right away." Mom put down the things in her hands and walked inside the door.
I looked far away for a while, then turned and left.
I didn't expect that Jingdong would find him in the school one day.
When I saw him, he was standing at the door of the dormitory. Without saying a word, watching the students coming and going. I stopped as soon as I saw him.
"Brother?" Jing Dong hasn't seen me for many years. Although he met last time, he didn't recognize me.
"Jingdong, what happened?" I asked worriedly.
"It's okay. I just came to see you. You are my own brother. But I don't know you." Jing Dong's eyes fixed on me.
"It's fine. Go, go to my dormitory." I took Jingdong and walked into the dormitory.
Li Chaoyong was surprised to see Jingdong. "No, Huang Jingyang, you still have a younger brother? Why haven't you heard of it?"
I ignored Li Chaoyong. Let Jingdong sit down in my seat, and pour him a glass of water.
"What grade are you in now?" I asked.
"I studied a year earlier, and now I am in the first year of junior high." Jing Dong said proudly.
"How are the results?" I asked.
"I always rank first in the whole year." Jing Dong said.
"The home is not far away. You can come here often during your holidays in the future." I asked Li Chaoyong to visit the store and buy a lot of food.
Jingdong was not very interested in those snacks, "Brother, you have been to the market so many times, why don't you meet your parents? Is there anything in the family that is unclear? I was ignorant when I was a child, and I was afraid you would take it away. My love. Brother. I’m not sensible. Don’t blame Mom and Dad. You can blame me. Don’t blame Mom and Dad. Do you think they really don’t care about you? In fact, I used to hear mom mention you Yes. Every time I eat something delicious, my mother will always say. Your brother suffers at home alone. Now although they don’t mention you very much in front of me, I often see my mother wiping tears on the back. Dad Although he didn't say anything, he was very worried about you. That year, something happened in his hometown, and many people from the village ran to Huacheng. Parents were very anxious. Then they heard that you went back to their hometown, and they felt it every day. Can't sleep."
"You come to me, do your parents know?" I asked.
Jingdong shook his head, "If they knew, they would definitely not let me come. In fact, they knew that you were going to school here. Mom actually really wanted to come to see you. Dad said he couldn't come. He said you are so rich now, we If you come, maybe you thought we came for your money. Dad said, as long as you live your life well."
I know that my father still has a sorrow in his heart when he took away the money I was going to use to build the house. I don't know what happened to Mom and Dad back then. There may be their reasons, but they should have told me well.
"Brother, are you really not going to recognize Mom and Dad?" Jing Dong asked.
"Jingdong, if you want to come over to play in the future, come here anytime. Brother will visit Mom and Dad someday. It's not yet time. If you encounter any difficulties, come and look for your brother. Wherever you want to play, your brother will do. Take you there. Don't tell mom and dad first." I know once my parents know, maybe they won't let Jingdong come over. But I really haven't figured out what to do in the future.
Seeing that I did not agree to his request, Jing Dong was very sad, did not eat anything I bought him, and did not ask me to buy him anything, tearfully ran back from the medical college.
Tian Di's mentality is much better now. Hearing that my brother had been here, he asked me to go to a quiet place to chat.
"Huang Jingyang, since your brother is here, why don't you take this opportunity to ease the relationship between you and your parents? I know you are special and different from ordinary students, but no matter how successful you are, family affection is always impossible Missing. There are some things you do not do now, and you will leave regrets in the future. I regard you as my best friend, so I accept your help. I don’t hope you, a good friend, will have regrets in the future." Tian Di persuaded.
"Tian Di, I know you are right~EbookFREE.me~ This is a great opportunity for me to repair my relationship with my parents. Maybe there are some things as long as the two sides make clear, there will be no lumps. But I still Not ready. Really, I never thought there would be such a day. I didn't have any preparation. Because I didn't know what I might face." I shook my head.
"Some things may be completely different if they are done again." Tian Di shook his head.
"Yeah, to put it again, I would rather I be different. I would rather be an ordinary person than ordinary." Tian Di's words made me very emotional, and a fast bronze medal suddenly appeared in his hand. I squeezed it lightly with my fingers. If I didn't encounter this bronze medal, what will happen now?
"Oh. If I go back to the past, I will be a little bit sensible and care about my dad, maybe he won't get sick, and my mother won't run away because he can't bear the pain. In fact, my dad is very sick. At that time, it was not good for my mother. Later I figured out that maybe my father just wanted to drive her away.
Tian Di's eyes reddened when he said this.
"I'm sorry. Tian Di, because of me, reminds you of your sadness again." I feel a little guilty.
"It's okay. In fact, how can this kind of thing be forgotten?" Tian Di barely smiled. (To be continued.)