Chapter 33: Resolve

Zhou Yizhi suspected that Xue Xi was a sleeping pill. She tossed over and over in her bed and couldn't fall asleep, but squeezed into his bed and she was easily drowsy.
On a cold winter night, when I went downstairs to drink a glass of water and said a few words, the skin on my face and neck became cold, but the bed was dry and warm, and there was a very comfortable and good smelling youth.
After she got in, she hugged her brother's waist tightly.
Pajamas are next to each other and dry skin is next to each other. It's like moving a wicker chair in the afternoon, and the faint sunlight that breaks through the fog shines on the body, which makes people relax and squint to have a good dream.
Xue Xi looked at her sideways, spread his arms, and put her head on the pillow.
The two did not speak for a while.
Zhou Yizhi moved, facing Xue Xi sideways, curled up her lower body, adjusted a comfortable sleeping position, and muttered to his face endlessly: "I like to sleep like this, holding you in my arms."
Xue Xi also turned sideways slightly, reached out his hand and swept away the bangs that quickly swept into her eyes, and asked, "Why?"
Zhou Yizhi thought for a while, and said with a low smile: "It may be because of a sense of security."
Xue Xi looked at her.
Zhou Yizhi yawned shallowly: "There is a very practical feeling. You don't have to worry about nightmares, you don't have to worry about sudden thunder, or when you open your eyes, your eyes are all black..."
Xue Xi hugged her tightly and rubbed her hair: "You have been afraid of the dark since childhood."
"Yeah." Zhou Yizhi smiled, "Anyway..."
She didn't know how to describe her feeling of dependence, so she rubbed Xue Xi's arms again, tried to curl herself into his arms, hugged his sturdy waist with both hands, and said: "There is also A feeling of being lost and regained."
Zhou Yizhi actually realized something. Perhaps because she has never received any attention from her family since she was a child, her personality was a bit distorted in the last life, desperately trying to learn these things from her parents. In this life, she seems to have transferred all these emotions to her brother.
Because she had already lost it once, she was especially afraid of losing it again.
The nightmare that she woke up and found that everyone around her had disappeared, leaving only herself alone, she never wanted to do it again.
With her hands hanging behind Xue Xi, she couldn't help holding onto his pajamas slightly.
Xue Xi felt it, put his hand on the back of her head, and forced her into her arms.
After a while, Xue Xi said, "No, I won't leave."
Zhou Yizhi smiled: "Yeah."
Xue Xi said: "Would you like to go for a walk after the college entrance examination?"
Zhou Yizhi raised her head, her forehead touched his chin, so she moved her head back, looked at him sleepily, and asked, "What's wrong?"
Xue Xi pressed her head back again and whispered: "Try another environment. Take a look at the new scenery, rent a new house, raise an animal you like, or flowers, whatever you want."
Hearing that he seemed to be planning for the two of them to go to college, Zhou Yizhi couldn't help but curl his lips, but when he heard the second half of the sentence, Zhou Yizhi frowned again: "I don't like to grow flowers and grass, don't look at the many flowers and plants in the yard , But Uncle He is taking care of it. If I take care of it, it will be all dead within two weeks."
Xue Xi smiled, "Um", and said, "You can raise nothing, then nothing."
"Brother, why are you so easy to talk?" Zhou Yizhi didn't know what to do, and suddenly felt that Xue Xi who had just said that was very charming.
Suddenly she knew where her sense of security and steadfastness around this person came from.
He will tolerate himself.
It seems that he is the only one in the world who can tolerate himself so much, no matter what he does, he will not leave. Wake up from the nightmare, everyone is gone, but he must be there.
Besides, Zhou Yizhi, who has lived for the first time, has improved in piano skills and dance, and has a mild personality. In fact, he still does not have much life experience, but if he is there, there is nothing to worry about. He will solve the gangster who follows him home, and he will buy medicine when he has dysmenorrhea.
Zhou Yizhi hugged him like a piece of driftwood.
Zhou Yizhi chuckled and couldn't help kissing his chin. Boys' chins are different from girls. Even if the stubble is cleanly shaved, it will feel a little sharpened.
Zhou Yizhi followed his chin, rubbed his body up a bit, and kissed the corner of his mouth again.
Xue Xi's body was a little stiff, but he didn't let go of her.
After kissing, Zhou Yizhi fell asleep, stretched out his limbs, and fell asleep.
After only three hours of sleep, even in deep sleep, Zhou Yizhi couldn't wake up completely at eight o'clock.
The day before, she specifically told Aunt He to take part in a winter excursion to climb the mountain. If she slept in and overslept again, let Aunt He go upstairs to wake her up. So at eight o'clock, Aunt He called downstairs a few times, and after no one answered, Aunt He went upstairs with the breakfast tray.
When Zhou Yizhi heard the sound of Aunt He going upstairs, she raised her head very nervously in a daze, but fortunately she didn't know when Xue Xi had already carried her back to the room, and she was sleeping on her bed right now.
So she felt relieved and fell asleep again.
After a while, Xue Xi was speaking to Aunt He from outside.
Zhou Yizhi opened half of his sleepy eyes and saw that the brother who came in with the breakfast completely relaxed, rolled over and curled up, burying his head in the quilt.
"Why don't you ask me for leave, brother, I'm so sleepy." Zhou Yizhi murmured.
Xue Xi looked at the arched quilt and turned around to pull the curtains open. The bright sky poured in immediately. There was no snow outside. It was a good sunny day.
"Who said I must go last night?" Xue Xi leaned over and took her out of the quilt.
Zhou Yizhi whimpered and got deeper into the quilt.
If you change Aunt He, you can't help but talk about lifting the quilt. After all, everyone knows the virtue of Miss.
But after changing Xue Xi, he was reluctant to start.
He thought for a while and asked: "Are you sure, don't you want to climb the mountain? The weather in the suburbs is very good, and the bus in the class will soon pick up people."
When he asked, Zhou Yizhi said in the quilt: "...Brother, do you have a stand?! You can pick me up when I am lying in bed."
Xue Xi smiled.
Zhou Yizhi let out a howl, and finally put his head out of the quilt, but his eyes were still closed.
She opened her eyes and looked at Xue Xi's face, but saw that he was full of energy.
"Why are you so energetic?" Zhou Yizhi put his two panda eyes into his eyes, then closed his eyes sleepily, and muttered: "You help me dress."
After speaking, she opened the quilt, sat cross-legged on the bed, closed her eyes and started to untie her pajamas.
Xue Xi was taking out the clothes she was going to wear today from her closet, turning around to pass it to her, his eyelids twitched.
Seeing that she had already unbuttoned three or four buttons, she was about to take off her pajamas in front of him, and her smooth shoulder blades were exposed. Xue Xi's blood was overflowing, and he took the clothes to her and said in a hurry: "I'll go out first, you hurry up wear."
Xue Xi suspected that she was not awake at all.
However, Zhou Yizhi was almost awake, she was just so unscrupulous.
With a "Oh", she took the sweater and underwear that her brother had thrown on the bed, rubbed her eyes, and asked sleepily, "Can I be clothed if I get married in the future?"
As soon as Xue Xi walked to the door, he didn't dare to look back at her. He didn't know why her topic was jumping so fast, and he subconsciously muttered, "Huh?"
Zhou Yi was overjoyed, patted his palm, and said: "Okay, I'll point to getting married quickly."
"I want to marry you soon."
Xue Xi:...
So she wants to marry herself, just to get up in the morning without dressing herself?