Chapter 62:

The drizzle fell like thin lines, and the light yellow and white umbrellas dripped in the rain.
The pale yellow umbrella dangled, sometimes to the left, sometimes leaning back on the shoulder, sometimes standing upright, and never resting.
In contrast, the white umbrella is covered high, standing by the side.
Li Xiaogui forgot the embarrassment just now, and smiled with Shen Chen and said, "I made two boxes of snacks with my brother today! The pink box is made by my brother, and the yellow box is I did it! You must eat the yellow box at noon, you know!"
Shen Chen: "Yeah."
Li Xiaogui squinted in satisfaction.
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"Little ghost!" At the door of the classroom, when Chen Hong and Li Xiaogui waved, they just saw Chen Chen rubbing Li Xiaogui's head and leaving.
Little Ghost Li turned his head, "Ah."
Chen Hong noticed that Little Ghost Li's undecent coat was too wide, and the position of the shoulder line was shifted to the arm. This was no longer boyfriend style, it was completely like a child stole an adult's clothes.
Especially the kid is so thin, more like a sack.
"Boy, the size of your coat is too big! When you sit down, your whole person will be gone! Like being eaten by your coat."
Little ghost Li heard Chen Hong say that as soon as he sat down. He was stunned and muttered softly: "You are exaggerated. What does it mean that the whole person is gone! It's just a little bigger."
"No, no, it's true! Because you are too skinny! Why would you buy such a big coat?"
Li Xiaogui: "This is Shen Chen's coat."
Chen Hong's eyes widened, with an expression of interest: "Oh! It turned out to be boyfriend. Tsk, it's really boyfriend style."
Chen Hong laughed strangely.
Li Xiaogui: "Hey, no, not a boyfriend."
Chen Hong: "Huh? Isn't it?"
Little Ghost Li said seriously: "No."
Chen Hong's expression became a little regretful, "I thought...but you are like this, it really seems, hey, do you like Chen Chen?"
Li Xiaogui's eyelids opened to both sides, a little grandiose: "..."
Chen Hong: "Hey, I guessed it right! I knew you were in a situation! It can't be done! Hee hee kid, do you like Chen Chen?"
The sound in the ear gradually faded.
[Do you like Chen Chen? 】
Ah, Li Xiaogui suddenly wandered strangely, remembering that when he graduated, someone seemed to have asked this question too.
It was Xu Li who asked, and he was very strange that day, neither deliberately finding faults nor taunting her.
[Do you like Chen Chen? 】
Li Xiaogui tried to remember how he felt when he heard it.
that time......
It seems that patronizing wants to get rid of Xu Li after listening to him...
Then, I saw Shen Chen.
then...
The heartbeat is too fast to think about it.
Li Xiaogui was swollen with the beating temples of his chest pounding heart.
Until the sudden pain in the lower abdomen made her recover, she found an excuse to temporarily withdraw her emotions.
"hiss!"
Seeing the little ghost frowning suddenly, Chen Hong stopped going on, and asked nervously, "What's wrong?"
Li Xiaogui: "Well, my stomach hurts a bit."
Chen Hong: "Is it all right? What did you eat in the morning?"
Li Xiaogui shook his head: "I ate it at home in the morning. It's okay, it just hurts a bit. Just bear it."
Chen Hong looked at her worriedly. After a while, Little Ghost Li put down his hand covering his stomach: "It doesn't seem to hurt anymore."
Li Xiaogui: "The teacher is here, let's go to class."
Chen Hong nodded and turned around.
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At the end of the morning class, Chen Hong turned around and asked Li Xiaogui: "Little ghost, are you eating alone at noon? Or with Shen Chen?"
Li Xiaogui: "Together."
"Oh, forget it." Since they are together, they don't become light bulbs.
Chen Hong said: "Then I will go to eat first, goodbye!"
Li Xiaogui nodded, and felt familiar pain in his lower abdomen again. Ah, I want to go to the bathroom.
There is only one bathroom on each floor of the teaching building. Now, after class is over, people in the bathroom are in line. Li Xiaogui thought for a while, and sent a WeChat message to Shen Chen, got up and went to the bathroom where there might not be so many people.
Haunted restroom.
"Last bathroom! Saw the little mirror by the way!" Li Xiaogui's eyeliner bends, revealing a bright smile.
— "Come and see me in the bathroom? What are you talking about!" The ghost in the mirror screamed in the broken mirror!
"It smells. Fortunately, Xiao Jing is a ghost that can't smell it."
"What kind of mirror? Who allows you to be called Xiaojing! Did I tell you that I am called Xiaojing?"
"Then what's your name?" Little Ghost Li asked with his hazel eyes flickering.
Li Xiaogui's eyes are very beautiful, with very long eyelashes, curled at the front end, and very pale pupils. It is very clear at close up. You can imagine that if there is light coming in, it will be very beautiful.
It is as beautiful as the bubbles that reflect the sun's rays when it blows out the bubble water with its memory.
The rain stopped during the first class in the morning. The sun had already shown its scorching intensity during the noon time period. It shone through the window and fell on the tiles behind Li Xiaogui.
Jing Gui glanced at the light spots on the tiles, his eyes fell under Li Xiaogui's curled eyelashes and his thin pupils.
Suddenly, the mirror ghost ceased to be angry. It snorted and stared at Li Xiaogui's eyes: "My name is Xia Xia. There is no child, and there is no mirror! Don't be so close to me, scare anyone, and step back! "
"Oh." Li Xiaogui obediently took a step back.
"No, it's too close, scare the ghost! Go back a little bit."
Little Ghost Li took another step back.
"Go back further."
"Back again!"
"Xiaxia, is it all right?"
Li Xiaogui finally stood under the light, looking up at the mirror ghost, the sunlight entered her eyes, radiant.
"Yeah. It's fine."
Sunshine, go in.
Jinggui was satisfied.
It used to blow out such a beautiful bubble. It used the broken dishes, detergent and straws that the man picked up from the garbage dump. It was very dirty and simple, but the bubbles were very clean. The bubbles were blown under the sun and stained. The color of the sun.
Very, very beautiful.
"So far." Li Xiaogui mumbled.
Mirror ghost snorted: "This distance is just right! The mirror is broken like this, you stand so close, don't you know that the reflection is scary?"
Li Xiaogui whispered: "You are so courageous."
She finished speaking in a low voice, and then was afraid of being scolded by the mirror ghost, and immediately said: "Then do you want to change the mirror? Ah, yes, can you change the mirror? Are you Earthbound?"
The mirror ghost said: "Of course not! I can go wherever I want! The mirror in the bathroom is chosen because here you can see the most beautiful girls putting on makeup and beautiful lipstick!"
It paused and said angrily: "...It should be like this, but I don't know why there are fewer and fewer people coming back."
Little ghost Li thought of those weird rumors, and looked at the mirror ghost with teeth and claws in the broken glass in embarrassment. Why?
I was not scared by you yet.
Jing Gui grunted and said, "It's just broken, I'll change the bathroom! You said, that bathroom is the most popular?"
"Um..." Little Gui was embarrassed, she was a little worried about the girl in the bathroom who was about to be stared at, "Then you can be quiet? You scared them a bit. In this way, the new bathroom will become like this again. No one dare to come."
Mirror ghost: "Huh?" It froze for a moment, then, "I'll try... Hmph, I didn't mean it. Who thought that some people would just hit my magnetic field! I'm also very annoying! Well, some people see some people can’t see, who would like to be seen screaming!"
Li Xiaogui: "Why do you like watching girls make-up?"
Jinggui excitedly said: "Of course it's cuteness! Girls, as long as they put on lipstick, they will become shiny! I haven't put on makeup for a long time, and since I died, there is no way. Doing this kind of thing! Can't watch the eye addiction yet!"
Li Xiaogui: "Do you want to do this? Is this your obsession?"
Mirror ghost: "Of course not! This is just a hobby! A hobby!"
Li Xiaogui: "Then what is your obsession?" She thought for a while, looked around, and asked tentatively, "Is it a school?"
Jinggui shook his head decisively, "No. My obsession is to live, but not to die! I stay in school because...she...someone wants me to study hard...someone, I really want to. I stay at school."
Li Xiaogui: "If you want to live, do you want to die? I have a less painful way to die, not a rough seal."
Jinggui raised his head and looked defensive: "What nonsense are you talking about! If I want to die, I just die when I die. Why should I turn into a ghost and stay in the world! It's because I'm not reconciled! "
Jinggui said: "I, I don’t want to die yet. I’m so young. I was only twenty years old when I died. I and I only passed the interview. You don’t know, even if your face is bad now, you can tell. , I was pretty when I was alive! A scout just signed me and the contract has already been signed. I also had a role interview. Although it was a web drama, it was a heroine. If it’s on the screen, I must be red!"
The ghost of the mirror whispered:
"At that time, the whole world will know me! Everyone will see me on the TV, scream my name at me and ask for my autograph! My name will spread all over the streets, and everyone will know me! Will come to me! I have a beautiful face! Can you see it?"
To be honest, after a person becomes a ghost, his face is uniformly pale, and the eyes are huge holes that cannot be filled, without brilliance, and not good-looking. Mirror Ghost is like this now, let alone hiding in the debris, fangs and claws, there is nothing other than people who feel terrifying.
"...Obviously, it's getting better soon, who would die so willingly!" Jing Gui said brokenly.
"But. You are dead. Your time has stopped. If what you desire is to be alive, you should reincarnate." Li Xiaogui said sharply.
Jinggui looked at her grandiosely, but his eyes became paranoid again: "No, I haven't yet. I'm not dead."
The ghost who said that he was dead just now said stubbornly and paranoidly, "I don't have one. As long as I stay here, I am not really dead!"
Mirror Ghost: "For example, if you reincarnated...reincarnated, it's not me. It's not me who lives...it's not me...you understand?"
Little ghost Li looked at it and nodded, sighed, and stopped persuading.
She was not the type that strictly required ghosts to reincarnate. She would care about their thoughts. If she saw ghosts and wanted to send each ghost to life, then she would be alone.
She grew up with ghosts.
The most important part of her vitality is them.
"Then you can't lose control. If you lose control, I will seal you off. You must always, stay sensible, and don't let obsessions erode all your thoughts, otherwise, once you are eroded out of control by obsessions, then you too It's not you, I will seal you off then, do you understand?"
Hearing that the Sealed Mirror Ghost was not angry, he was surprised at Li Xiaogui's such simple abandonment of entanglement. After a few seconds, he nodded, "Yeah."
Li Xiaogui looked at the mirror and nodded. He didn't look angry with her because of her words. He smiled relievedly, "You just said that you stay in school because someone wants you to study?"
Mirror ghost nodded, maybe it’s been too long to find someone to chat with. When it talked about it, it was like turning on the water from the tap, with endless sources, "Yes, yes! She has always wanted me to go to school! Want us to go. She, she likes school very much... But, my heart is not at school, I want to go outside, I want to go inside the TV, so that people all over the world can see..."
"You..." Jinggui paused, and suddenly said, "You are also an orphan... If you were raised by a ghost... it is because you have no parents... that you will be adopted by the ghost... ?"
Li Xiaogui: "..."
Suddenly speaking about her, Li Xiaogui was also a little caught off guard. Jinggui saw her expression and suddenly panicked, "Well, that, actually, I'm an orphan too! Me, my friends and I grew up in the trash. It's hard and hard to grow up... I, I always wanted to find my parents, I was not abandoned, I was trafficked, they must be panic, maybe they are still looking for me! Have you seen Those movies? Holding the photos, looking for them in cities one by one, it's very pitiful! So I think...and I look so good-looking, my parents must be very beautiful...maybe rich, you You know, beautiful people have money! Then the family will be big and warm, and I will live a happy life! Live a good life! Then I will bring her and my friends in together!"
Thinking about it, Jinggui laughed happily, "You were adopted, so are you? Have you ever thought of finding your parents?"
Li Xiaogui said, "Actually, I haven't thought about that kind of thing seriously."
Jinggui's expression froze.
Xiaogui Li thought for a while and continued: "Well, sometimes I think that I was not a ghost father or ghost mother who was born-although I always forget this... I seem to be about four years old? Or five. When I was 10 years old? I realized that I and them are not the same. At that time, it felt like the sky was falling and I kept crying. But when I heard my parents say that I was still their baby, I was better again! "
Li Xiaogui laughed: "At that time, I didn't think about my biological parents or anything. I was afraid that my father, mother, brother, grandparents would not want me, so I kept crying. But after knowing that it won't, it doesn't matter!"
"Now I've grown up..." She closed her eyes, as if being lifted up now, so she started to think seriously. After thinking about ten seconds, she said seriously: "I am different from you. I am I was thrown at the door of an uninhabited house when I was a baby. Therefore, my parents actually wanted me to die and said that it was not necessarily true. Therefore, I actually did not want to go to them."
She opened her eyes: "Ah, I just heard that you kept looking for the photos with the photo. I imagined it for a while and felt a little touched. I also tried to think about that situation. If that's the case... what should I do? I will listen carefully to their explanations. It is best to bring a younger brother or sister with me. Then I will comfort them and tell them that I forgive them. Then I will take them to play and visit them occasionally to make them feel relieved. I'm doing very well."
Jinggui listened carefully, as if caught in a scene she had set.
"That’s about it. My biological parents would say that I’m so well-behaved, unfamiliar and careful to love me. Of course I will too. But I won’t live there because I’m nineteen years old. I’m waiting to find them. Or it will be bigger. They have other people to take care of. They are used to living without me. I have my own life and everyone has grown up. We will keep in touch, but we will not live together."
"I will go home quietly, because I can't imagine that one day I won't see my grandpa reading the newspaper, grandma knitting and arranging flowers, my brother and me cooking together, my mother sleeping in at home, and my father watching TV La!"
After she imagined it, she said soberly: "However, that kind of situation shouldn't happen! To be honest, although a bit selfish, I actually think that it would be better not to happen..."
Mirror ghost was stunned by the picture she painted: "But don’t you think it’s better to be with people compared to ghosts? You are different from them after all. The living and the dead are It's not the same, you know, the dead are clocks without batteries, and the living ones are hourglasses...you..."
Li Xiaogui shook his head and said, "I know, it's so great. They stop there and I will never see them go one step ahead of me. Every time I hear someone discussing that mom and dad’s hair turns white again. Whatever, I can't help but feel very lucky!"
Her expression was innocent and light-hearted: "Speaking of which, I have already thought of what it will be like in the future. Would you like to listen to it? I have thought about it for a long time, but I may have to update it recently. I didn't think about it...maybe one more person..."
She mumbled.
Jing Gui nodded, so Little Gui Li told him the scene in her dream. There are shadows in dreams, rocking chairs, flowers, gray hair...
It listened, followed her words and thought about it, with a yearning and gentle expression.
Li Xiaogui: "By the way, do you want me to find it for you about Mom and Dad?"
Jing Gui was stunned. After hearing Li Xiaogui's words, he couldn't help but fantasize about people and ghosts, but he couldn't help being a little hesitant and timid, so he finally shook his head. It's too difficult to find.
Moreover, the human and ghost that Li Xiaogui described just now feels so good. It is afraid of being compared, and afraid that when it is found, it will not be as beautiful as he said.
Li Xiaogui: "Then do you have anyone you want to meet? Your friend? In fact, if you have an important person, it will be easier to survive without losing control."
Mirror ghost hesitated. It thought of a person and hesitated: "...Yes."
Li Xiaogui: "That's great! Do you know where she is? Do you want me to help you?"
Mirror ghost hesitated: "I know, but...but...I'm afraid. I don't dare."
Li Xiaogui: "What are you afraid of? We can look at her from a distance, and she can't see you."
Mirror ghost: "I'm just afraid! Don't go! I won't go! I dare not go!"
Jing Gui looked angrily at the pupils of Li Xiaogui's Guangcai Liuli, but his expression was clear that he wanted to go.
Li Xiaogui softly coaxed it: "Don't be afraid, I'll accompany you! Two people will not be so afraid! If you are shaking, I can hold you hands, hold you, and charge you up at any time. Oh."
Li Xiaogui stretched out her hand, Shen Chen’s wide sleeves just happened to be in her palm, and even a large part of it grew and fell. She said softly,
I have a way. Even if it’s a ghost, you can hold it. Hug! The pro test is effective, do you want to try it?
Xia Xia. "
Mirror ghost looked at the bubbles under the sun, as if bewitched, stretched out his hand, and his pale and haggard fingers poured out from the broken mirror, spreading out little by little.
Then came the black shadows, pale ankles, slowly stepping on the floor tiles, like a gloomy drain, creatures that had never seen light before, instinctively squirming towards the light.
The hand passed through the light and draped it on the thin cloth, and then was clenched.
"That's it." Li Xiaogui said.