Chapter 264: : Some memories

Seeing Jian Ran look like a frightened deer, Qin Yue let go of her and smiled: "It's still so cute."
I still remember one time, when she fed him a snack, he also held her finger, she was also shy.
At that time, they were not Xiao Ranran, now Xiao Ranran is over three years old, but her shy character in her bones has not changed at all.
"Bad guy!" Jian Ran reached out and pinched him, but didn't use too much force. I don't know why, she felt that he must have been tortured no less than her in the past three years.
It can also be seen from his sincere eyes that he cares for her from the heart.
But what about her father? Every time she sees her father’s kind eyes, as if she is the person he cares about most in this world, but in the end?
Jian Ran shook her head, unwilling to think about it.
Time can verify everything. Qin Yue's concern for her is true or false. She can't verify it, so let time help her.
He can pretend for a while, but he can't pretend for a lifetime.
Jian Ran sat back at the table again, peeled a few fried millet and ate it.
Qin Yue, who was busy in the kitchen, looked at her from time to time, frowned and sighed softly when she saw her, and his heart was uncomfortable.
"Jian Ran, you can go and look around at home." Finding something to keep her busy, there is no time for her to think about it.
Jian Ran wanted to look around for a long time, but she was embarrassed to speak, and when she heard him say that, she immediately agreed.
Jian Ran took a circle in the living room. The decoration layout here is similar to that of Nuo Garden, but the area is not that big.
And what caught her eye instantly was the small house near the balcony, vaguely, Jian Ran seemed to see a snow-white Pomeranian roaring there.
"Wow..." As if to find her presence, the Pomeranian raised his head and barked at her a few times, wagging his tail affectionately, as if welcoming her back.
"Mianmian?" The name in the deep memory blurted out, but when Jian Ran took a closer look, there was only an empty small room, and there was no "mianmian" at all.
Mianmian?
Is it the Xiao Mianmian that Xiao Ranran always brings by her side, or is it another Mianmian in her memory?
Jian Ran didn't know, the more she thought about it, the more confused she became, and the more she thought about it, the more panicked she became.
"Jian Ran, come and help me."
Qin Yue's voice once again pulled Jian Ran back from the dark world in time. She took a deep breath and walked towards him: "What can I do for you?"
Qin Yue looked at her worriedly: "Jian Ran, what did you just think of?"
Jian Ran shook his head: "Nothing."
She must have something, she must have thought of something, but she didn't want to tell him.
Qin Yue stared at her, hesitated for a long time, and still said, "Jian Ran, tell me everything you have in your mind and any doubts, and I will help you answer."
"Qin Yue, can you tell me something about Xiao Ranran?" She wanted to know everything about Xiao Ranran. As a mother, she had missed the child's growth for more than three years.
She didn't even know how she gave birth to her... How much she hoped to be able to make up for all the love that was not given to her before.
Qin Yue: "Do you think Xiao Ranran is very cute?"
Jian Ran: "Yes. When I first met the little guy, I was still wondering who can give birth to such a beautiful and cute child."
Qin Yue smiled and said, "Of course, because she is our child. My father is so good-looking, and my mother is so beautiful, how could the child be so good-looking."
Jian Ran gave him a blank glance: "How can I praise myself like this."
Qin Yue shrugged: "I just accidentally told the truth."
Jian Ran couldn't help but laughed, "Mr. Qin, did you make Mrs. Qin so happy before?"
Hearing what Jian Ran said, Qin Yue's heart suddenly felt sour. He was too rigid before and never knew how to say nice things to her.
When they were together, most of them were talking about her, she was trying to make him happy, but he just blindly accepted her warmth.
From now on, he will be responsible for speaking, and he will be responsible for making her happy.
Qin Yue said again: "Then...Is Mrs. Qin happy?"
He was especially careful when he said it, for fear that Mrs. Qin's three words would touch Jian Ran's Ni Lin.
"Happy." Unexpectedly, Jian Ran nodded happily, but said with some regret, "But, I can't be Mrs. Qin now."
She paused and raised her eyes to look at Qin Yue, her eyes full of water: "Qin Yue, if Mrs. Qin can't remember the past, would you mind?"
"No. We can start again, as long as you are by my side." For the first time, he spoke so bluntly.
Jian Ran was stunned, but didn't know how to answer. She moved her eyes away in a panic, looked out the window, but said, "Eh, it's raining."
The weather in May changed when it changed. The sky was still clear just now when thunder suddenly sounded, followed by pouring rain.
Many passers-by who came and went on the road were drenched, but everyone quickly ran to the surrounding buildings to find a place to shelter from the rain.
Jian Ran looked at the pedestrians across the window from a distance, as if seeing herself also walking in the rain, in the heavy rain, walking, walking, not knowing where to go, or where she could stay.
Because she has no home, she has no roots, and no one to rely on—
"Jane Ran"
Qin Yue's voice came from her again, low and deep, like raindrops outside beating her heart.
Jian Ran suddenly woke up and smiled apologetically: "Sorry! I'm lost again."
"Jian Ran, don't hide everything in your heart, don't take care of everything yourself." Qin Yue patted his chest, "This is a harbor where you can dock at any time."
"Mr. Qin, I'm hungry."
Without retrieving the memory of the past, he was still strange to her. For some things, she really didn't know how to speak to him. She could only change the subject abruptly, and could only do nothing about the heartache that flashed in Qin Yue's eyes.
She wanted to know why her father fed her poison? She wanted to know why she lost her memory? And Qin Yue shouldn't know this either.
She still remembered that he said that when he came back from a business trip three years ago, she had disappeared and only saw her ashes.
When the incident happened three years ago, when Xiao Ranran took it out of her belly, Qin Yue was not there, so he probably didn't know what happened during that time.
And if you want to know what happened during that time, she must be able to fully understand it only when she thinks of the past.
In the past three years, as long as she does not think about herself as a person with no past, her life will be peaceful.
How did Qin Yue, who lost his wife, spend these three years?