Chapter 70: : Become less like yourself

Chapter 70: Becoming Not Like Yourself
He just smoked several cigarettes in the hallway, hoping to make things clear.
He lit the cigarette and took several puffs, each puff was very heavy, one cigarette quickly turned into soot, and then another one was lit.
Perhaps he was angry when Jian Ran was unwilling to give him an explanation.
He is her husband. As long as she explains, he will believe her no matter what she says, but she is reluctant to give him an answer.
Where is the surname Gu? Why did she still have trouble getting involved with him after he hurt her so much?
In Qin Yue's view, Gu Nanjing was completely a second generation ancestor who didn't know the sky and earth, and acted arrogantly.
And he had never put Gu Nanjing in his eyes, but he never thought that he was inferior to Gu Nanjing in Jian Ran.
Thinking of Gu Nanjing’s childhood sweethearts, such feelings are indeed the purest feelings, but aren’t they all gone?
He knew very well that now Jian Ran was his Qin Yue's wife and was going to live with him Qin Yue for a lifetime.
Qin Yue didn't know how to suddenly give birth to such a strong possessiveness. This kind of was something he had never had before, and it was so strong that even he himself felt incredible.
At that moment, Qin Yue had only one thought in his mind, to completely obtain this woman, take her severely, and make her a veritable woman, so she would not run away again.
What a naive and ridiculous thought, but it really appeared in Qin Yue's mind, so fast that he had no buffer time.
Thinking of him, Qin Yue, formally took over the huge business empire of Shengtian from his father at the age of 22. Over the years, he has been strategizing, no matter what kind of wind and waves, nothing can disturb his sanity.
Why did he suddenly have such a strong possessiveness towards Jian Ran, Qin Yue himself couldn't figure out what it was?
Is it because she has the identity of his wife? Or is it another reason?
For the first time, a man who was decisive in the business world and called for the wind and rain did not even know what he was thinking.
Inside the car, it is very quiet.
Qin Yue closed his eyes and Jian Ran looked out the car window, both of them were living in their inner world.
Many times when the two of them were together, Jian Ran took the initiative to find a topic to talk about, because she knew that Qin was colder and talked less. Waiting for him to take the initiative to chat, the opportunity is small and pitiful.
Jian Ran doesn't mind that she takes the initiative every time. If two people live together, there will always be one initiative and one passive, complementing each other, so that life can be long.
But today Jian Ran really didn't want to talk about it, didn't know what to say, and didn't even want to see him.
The two were silent all the way, and no one said a word until they got home.
After returning home, Qin Yue went to the study as usual.
Jian Ran changed the dress, found the needle and thread, and carefully repaired the broken place with stitch by stitch.
Because she has experience in designing clothes, Jian Ran added a little bit of her own careful thinking when re-sew.
Maybe this is disrespect for the original designer, but when I first thought about it, Jian Ran, who has always been sensible, simply didn't control his behavior.
Over the years, she has changed a job that is completely unrelated to clothing design, trying hard not to think about clothing design, but the love of clothing design in her bones cannot be wiped out by time.
Jian Ran didn't know if this dress was bought or rented. Anyway, put it away first and wash it tomorrow.
It was almost one o'clock in the morning after she took a shower, but Qin Yue was still in the study.
Jian Ran went to bed first as usual.
I don't know how long I have slept. When Jian Ran slept in a dazed manner, she felt the other side of the big breast sink slightly, and then Qin Yue was already lying beside her.
He approached her, stretched out his hand to drag her into his arms, and called her name in a low voice: "Jian Ran..."
In fact, Jian Ran didn't sleep too deeply. When he lay down, she was already awake, but she didn't say a word.
But when he stretched out his arm to hug her, her body froze involuntarily, and the banquet tonight came to mind again.
He ravaged her so madly and domineeringly, at that moment, she seemed to see a demon who might swallow her.
"Jian Ran..." Qin Yue wanted to say what happened tonight. He was very sorry, but he felt that apology was the most useless thing in the world.
Anyone can say those nice things, but he may not be able to do it, so he can't say it.
He was even more speechless when he saw the traces on her neck, collarbone, and the slightly open chest of her pajamas.
Her skin was fair and delicate, and the marks he made looked shocking, as if she was silently telling his crude crimes.
"Jian Ran..." He whispered her name again.
Jian Ran moved, took away his hand and moved to the side, pulling away from him, calmly said: "It's too late, go to sleep."
Jian Ran's calm estrangement made Qin Yue's heart startled, and there was a feeling he had never experienced before.
Qin Yue didn't speak any more, just watched her back quietly, not sleeping for a long time.
They didn't mention what happened at today's dinner. It seemed that this way, the thing at the dinner didn't happen, pretending to live as calmly as before.
But I don't know that certain things should be frankly said to be the best way to deal with it, and avoiding them is tantamount to burying a fuse for the future.
The next day, Jian Ran slept three poles before getting up.
On weekends, there is no need to go to work and nothing else to do. Sleeping in is the best enjoyment.
She opened her eyes and looked at the window instinctively, but she still saw a person and a dog.
But today, Qin Yue didn't have a newspaper in his hands. He stood by the window and looked out the window, quietly, not knowing what he was thinking.
Mianmian squatted by his feet and rolled twice on the ground from time to time. It was too boring to think of using this method to attract people's attention.
Qin Yue looked back and whispered: "I'm awake."
Qin Yue's and pleasant voice reached Jian Ran's ears, and she nodded without speaking.
Running over and over, Jian Ran hugged it in her arms and touched its head: "Baby, mom is on vacation today, so I can accompany you."
"Wow..." He whispered continuously, rubbed a few times in Jian Ran's arms, as if he was very happy.
"You have to clean up, I'll wait for you to have lunch together." After a pause, Qin Yue added, "How about we go out for a walk in the afternoon?"
They have been married for so long and have not seen any weekend Qin Yue is free. Except for the last time they went to Bihai Villa, their weekends were all spent at home.