Chapter 2: propose

Mu Xiaoya remembers that she was dead, and the picture before her death is still vivid.
The mobile phone that kept ringing, the medical records scattered all over the place, the medical staff who rushed in, and the parents who were crying sadly, how could they lie in their own room as soon as they opened their eyes?
Milky curtains, goose-yellow walls, pink sofas, black and white patterned floors. All these are the design of the decoration before going abroad. After going abroad, my parents changed the decoration of the home once. The old patterned floor was no longer in his room, but he replaced it with wooden flooring and underfloor heating. .
Mu Xiaoya opened her quilt and ran to the dressing mirror in the room a few steps.
Mu Xiaoya in the mirror had shoulder-length, medium-length hair, because she had just woke up, her hair was a bit messy, and she was wearing a childish cartoon pajamas.
This is not right!
Mu Xiaoya studied abroad for two years, and then she found a job at a local company. In order to make her image more mature, she changed her hair style before entering the job, and her hair was longer than now. a lot of.
This is not my present, this is a bit like myself a few years ago.
"Jingle Bell……"
A dull cell phone ringtone sounded, Mu Xiaoya lifted the quilt, found her mobile phone skillfully, and then picked up the phone that had already been eliminated, and was not very skilled in connecting the call.
"Mu Xiaoya, are you still asleep, and you are taking a graduation picture today, have you forgotten!" Fang Hui's voice came from the phone with a full voice.
"Fang Hui?" Mu Xiaoya was a little surprised, "Graduation photo?"
"I knew you forgot. Our class was taking pictures at 11 o'clock, and now you're calling immediately." After that, Fang Hui hung up the phone fiercely.
Graduation photo? Mu Xiaoya is unbelievable. Today is the day to take graduation photos, which is June 2019? Mu Xiaoya turned her head to look at the calendar. Sure enough, the bedside calendar showed that today is June 12, 2019. There is also a graduation photo marked with a pen on her side.
If it ’s not dreaming, can I see my former classmates and take another graduation photo?
That ’s right, just go to school and see if it happens to be the same as what you remember, it means that you are not dreaming, but are you really back?
Mu Xiaoya ran to the door excitedly. She didn't even think of changing her pajamas. She wore slippers and ran out with a mobile phone and a cape. She ran out when she was discharged from the hospital.
"Shirakawa ?!" Mu Xiaoya called out in surprise. In front of Shirakawa, there is no scar on his face, unlike the one he met in the hospital.
"I ..." Shirakawa had been standing at the door for a long time. He stood in a perplexed state, afraid to go in or dare to leave. He always expected Mu Xiaoya to come out, and now people came out, and then I did n’t know what to do. Say. He lowered his head uneasily, and looked at his toes.
"You have something to do with me?" Mu Xiaoya's voice was very soft, which was a habit she had developed while talking to Shirakawa. When Shirakawa was seven years old, he was sent back by his parents to live with his grandmother. Because Granny's home is next to Mu's, Mu Xiaoya often sees Shirakawa. In addition, there are not many children in this movie. When he was young, Mu Xiaoya often went to Shirakawa to play. But Shirakawa didn't care much about her and was always immersed in her own world, which made Mu Xiaoya frustrated and angry. It wasn't until Grandma Shira and she explained the difference between Shirakawa that Mu Xiaoya understood it.
Because of this, as long as Mu Xiaoya talks to Shirakawa, his tone will be like that of grandma Bai, gentle, delicate and patient. Over time, little Shirakawa was finally willing to take care of her.
Shirakawa: "My grandma is dying. She wants me to marry. I ... I want to marry you."
Mu Xiaoya's eyes widened in surprise, today?
By the way, it is today.
Today is the day Shirakawa proposed to himself.
"I ... I want to marry you." Shirakawa repeated again. He was usually reluctant to speak, but his grandmother had taught him since he was a child. If he wanted to let the other party know what you meant, he must say it.
So, this is going back in time. I really went back to four years ago and met Shirakawa's proposal again?
Would you like to agree this time?
Mu Xiaoya looked at Shirakawa who was standing in front of her. Shirakawa was about the same age as her, but perhaps because he often lived in his own world, he still revealed a pure youthful atmosphere. Pure white t-shirts, cotton casual pants, white board shoes, delicate facial features like a porcelain doll, standing in the back of the courtyard, glowing brilliance. Mu Xiaoya bet that if he is not an autistic, then Shirakawa will definitely become a boy who is fascinated by thousands of girls.
It's just a pity that such a handsome face was burned in later generations.
Mu Xiaoya can clearly remember the face she saw in the ward, even if she was still covered by a mask, she couldn't see it all, she could feel the shocking inside. How big a fire is it to burn a person like that?
"Xiaoya, do you still remember Shirakawa's home?" One year after the Spring Festival came home, the mother suddenly talked about Shirakawa.
"Shirakawa, what's wrong with him?"
"I heard that he was burned. The fire was set by his wife."
"Don't talk nonsense, it was a fire at home. His wife didn't know that Shirakawa was at home." The father frowned.
"My husband is not at home, why I don't know how to be a wife." Mu Mu said, "It's all spreading outside, saying that this woman is greedy for Bai family's property, and he did not hesitate to marry Shirakawa with autism, and got married Later, he couldn't stand Shirakawa's autism, so he wanted to burn Shirakawa to death, so that he could inherit Shirakawa's legacy. "
"Don't talk about things without evidence." Dad Mu did not want his wife to pass on these bad gossips, but just said to his daughter, "You didn't have a good relationship with Shirakawa before. Go and see him when you have time."
Later, Mu Xiaoya actually went to the Bai family to see Shirakawa, but she could not see anyone, she only saw Shirakawa's father. Shirakawa's father told her that Shirakawa was sent abroad for treatment. Later, Mu Xiaoya went abroad to study, and then stayed abroad to work. She didn't see Shirakawa again until she was dying.
"I want to marry you." In front of him, Shirakawa was still repeating his demands.
"Why do you want to marry me?" Mu Xiaoya asked curiously. Shirakawa's situation is too special. He is an autistic patient. Although carefully taught by his grandmother, Shirakawa's performance is much better than other autistic patients. As long as he is willing, he can communicate with people smoothly. But Shirakawa, who still has a personality defect and cognitive impairment, doesn't understand what he means?
"Grandma said that everyone ... will have a partner, partner ... if you ... like someone." Shirakawa said seriously, but too long a sentence, he always talked lumpy, "Grandma's Dream, I get married and have a partner. Grandma is going to die. I want to marry you. "
Because Grandma White is dying, and her biggest wish is to see you get married and have a partner to accompany you. And you like me, so come here to propose to me?
Shirakawa's talk was verbose, but Mu Xiaoya understood it. She looked into Shirakawa's earnest hope, and suddenly wanted to agree.
If the scene in the hospital is not a dream, if you really return to four years ago, then you will still die of illness four years later. May I ask if someone who knows he will not live long will marry and have children? Others don't know, but Mu Xiaoya won't. She will only spend the rest of her time with her parents.
But Shirakawa is not the same. Shirakawa doesn't mind her death. He is the one who even knows that he is going to die soon, and will still say what he wants to marry her at the hospital.
Mu Xiaoya's eyes suddenly flashed over the scattered medical records, dense notes on the medical records, and Shirakawa's panic struggling when he was taken away by his elder brother.
Shirakawa should really like her, Mu Xiaoya thinks, if he is destined to live only four years, why not marry Shirakawa? Let him avoid the tragedy of the last life, thanks to the last life, the medical records scattered there.
"OK." Mu Xiaoya agreed, almost impulsively.
Shirakawa's eyes widened, and there were 10,000 stars in his eyes, as if the stars were shining in the night, and finally fainted into a bright starry sky.
That is the most beautiful scenery Mu Xiaoya has ever seen in his life.
Shirakawa is so beautiful, Mu Xiaoya sighs. Even if it is for this face, she will marry him. Don't let the fire go down.
"Go!" Shirakawa was excited and grabbed Mu Xiaoya's hand. He had a lot of strength and suddenly dragged. Mu Xiaoya, who was now a god, almost didn't stand firmly, and the slippers flew out half. However, it was this move that made Mu Xiaoya suddenly realize that she was still wearing pajamas.
"where to?"
"Hospital, find grandma."
"I want to change clothes first."
Shirakawa looked at Mu Xiaoya in wonder, as if she didn't understand why she had to change clothes.
"I'm wearing pajamas. It's not good to go out like this." Mu Xiaoya explained patiently, and in turn pulled Shirakawa's hand and walked to her house. She left Shirakawa in the living room and went back to the bedroom to change a suit. Then the two went out to the hospital by car.
When the car drove to the hospital, Fang Hui's phone call came again, and Mu Xiaoya picked it up, and the other party split his head and covered his face to train: "Mu Xiaoya, where did you die? I called you an hour ago Now, you haven't arrived yet, the whole class is waiting for you. "
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Mu Xiaoya really forgot about it, but grandma and graduation photos are important? And she's all in front of the hospital. It's impossible to run to school to take graduation pictures.
"Fang Hui, you apologize for everyone, I can't get through today, you can shoot it yourself." Although there are some regrets, this can only be the case.
"What ?! You'd better give me a reason. What could be more important than taking a graduation photo?" Fang Hui was clearly angry.
"I'm getting married!" Mu Xiaoya threw a bomb.
Mu Xiaoya's words seemed to be a switch, which activated Shirakawa in robot mode with one click. Although Shirakawa still didn't have much expression, Poland's unsurprising eyes suddenly overflowed with waves.
"Wo Cao!" In addition to these two words, Fang Hui has no idea what adjectives to look for to describe her mood at this time.
"I'll bring you candy tomorrow." After speaking, without waiting for Fang Hui's response, Mu Xiaoya hung up the phone and took Shirakawa's hand to the hospital building.
Shirakawa followed quietly, his eyes staring at Mu Xiaoya's back.
"How many floors does Grandma live in?" Mu Xiaoya asked Shirakawa until she reached the elevator.
Shirakawa silently pressed the button on the top floor.
The elevator started, slowly rising, and Shirakawa looked at the palm of his hand that was released by Mu Xiaoya.
When the elevator was halfway up, Mu Xiaoya suddenly cried out, "Why am I empty-handed?" When he came to visit the doctor, he forgot to buy a gift, and Mu Xiaoya frowned angrily.
At this time, Shirakawa silently put his hand in Mu Xiaoya's palm, held it back, and said, "Not empty-handed."
Mu Xiaoya looked at her right hand that was suddenly "not empty", and raised a strange thought in her heart: Does Shirakawa really feel that she is not empty?
Shirakawa stared at the number of floors changing constantly on the elevator, and finally calmed down again.