Chapter 401: Depression

"Just here. ┡Ww ＊ W. ん KeWaiShu.ORG [Fengyun Novel Reading Network]" Fang Ze came into the house with the date mud cake and said to Chen Qin, "Your nephew bought you a very famous shop I ’m afraid I ’ll bring it here because I ’m afraid it will break if I post it.

"Come in." Chen Qin looked at Fang Ze alone, and let him open to let Fang Ze come in.
"Since you came to my place, Sister Chen, I'll take you to some of the more famous snacks in a few days." Fang Ze came in while talking.
After entering the house, Fang Ze looked around the house of about one hundred square meters, but did not find the three relocation offices of Husky, Samoyed, and Alaska that Chen Qin raised.
Chen Qin is a dog-loving person. This can be seen from the last time she saw her three demolition offices wherever she went.
So Fang Ze believed that if Chen Qin came here to live alone, he would surely lead those three dogs.
But now Fang Ze can see the traces of the three dogs' lives, and the dog bowl can see them, but the three dogs are gone.
"Sister Chen, what about your house demolition office?" Fang Ze asked.
"Give it away." Chen Qinruo replied casually, as if it was a very common thing.
"Don't want to raise it?" Fang Ze asked as he put down the date mud cake.
Fearing that Chen Qin did not like to meet strangers, Fang Ze did not let Lockhart follow him, but instead let him stay on the bench downstairs to read a book, anyway, this distance would not exceed one hundred meters. "
"No, because it can't be raised," Chen Qin said, "so you can only give it away?"
Can't raise it?
Before Fang Ze understood the words of Chen Qin, she saw that Chen Qin reached out and took a piece of jujube cake into her mouth.
"When did the shop selling jujube cakes across the street be famous?" Chen Qin apparently ate where the jujube cakes came from.
"Maybe it just tastes a bit like that, you know there are some well-known restaurants now, and the food they make is actually no different from ordinary small shops." Fang Ze continued to lie.
"Oh." Chen Qin pointed to the bag of Fangze jujube cake, "how about the same shop name on the packaging bag?"
"Um." Fang Ze patted his head, remembering that he had forgotten to change the packaging.
"It's Chen Jian who wants you to come and see me. I'm afraid I'll be in trouble." Chen Qin said sitting on the sofa, then watching Fang Ze, "You tell him, I don't need to worry him anymore."
"Don't you think about it?" Fang Ze felt that Chen Qin's current state was very wrong.
"Do you know that sometimes living is really a very difficult thing," Chen Qin said.
"But if you are not there, your family and friends should be very sad." Fangze said quickly.
"If it weren't for them, I might have chosen to leave the world long ago." Chen Qin said on the sofa, "I also want to love in the past, and I also want to work hard to accept the world in the past. But I really can't Eating is like a task, and breathing is just a habit. The reason why I still try to live in this world is just because I don't want to disappoint those who love me. "
"After suffering from depression, suffering from depression, for a long time, I think I am living two completely different lives, one who is always afraid of others. I am afraid that people will see me as it is, and Not everyone thinks what I am: a gentle woman who likes pets. I'm actually not perfect. There is struggle under my smile, darkness under my light, and a deeper layer hidden under my personality. pain."
"Some people are afraid that others do n’t like him, some may be afraid, some may be afraid of death. But for me, a large part of my life is afraid of myself. I am afraid of the truth, I am afraid of honesty, I am afraid Fragile, this fear made me feel like I was forced into a corner with only one way out. "
Chen Qin slowly spoke out the words, but this made Fang Ze feel more and more afraid.
Many people with depression seem to look just like normal people, and some are even very outgoing. But this is not the true self, this is just the appearance of their hard work.
Depression patients do not easily show their true self to others, and they basically do not talk to others.
That's why they live so painfully.
If a depression patient is willing to share her own words with others, either her depression has shown signs of improvement, or it means that she really can't persist any longer.
"Chen Qin." Fang Ze Qingsheng cried, "Listen, if you feel that you are too tired to live, you can actually live less hard. You don't have to give others a better impression. .Like being in the dark, you don't have to find an exit out of here. If you are too tired, just rest in the dark. This is better than even darkness. "
"You and my psychiatrist are about the same." Chen Qin said suddenly with a smile.
"Because as an outsider, we can only say this. Without depression, we cannot understand your heart at all."
"Inner? Every depression patient is a contradictory individual. Every day, it seems that there are two villains fighting in their heads. When they are tired, you can get a rest." Chen Qin pointed to his head and said .
Fang Ze looked at Chen Qin now, and then said, "So are you taking a break now?"
"No, I'm going to rest forever." Chen Qin leaned her head back, and the whole person lay on the sofa in a big character.
Looking at Chen Qin's current situation, Fang Ze felt more and more uneasy.
She stood up ~ EbookFREE.me ~ while walking, opening Athena Vision to observe the surroundings, while asking Chen Qin, "Why do you say that."
"Because I'm going to die. I can't take it any longer and live like this. If someone really has a reincarnation, then I hope I can live well in my next life."
As Chen Qin spoke, Fang Ze suddenly saw a bottle scattered on the ground.
A green-colored bottle.
Fang Ze squatted down to pick up the bottle, and saw the label outside the bottle that was almost empty. The whole person instantly fell into the ice cave.
Because the bottle says: Paraquat!
Throwing this bottle on the ground as if bitten by a snake, Fang Ze turned around and looked at Chen Qin who was still lying there with a smile on his face, asking in horror, "How much did you drink?"
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