Chapter 762: What is the truth

"It seems that you knew that I would come early in the morning, so can I guess that what you gave you to drink is not a nourishing medicine. Wind and rain wWw." Gu Qianmo asked tentatively, and at the same time his mood began to change. I have to get nervous, with the kind of anxiety and anxiety about the unknown.
"It is indeed a tonic drug. As for what you must drink, if you refuse to tell you, then I have nothing to say." Qin Shuhan promised too cold and would not take this matter without authorization. Tell Gu Qianmo of the truth, then he will definitely do it, so he still has the most basic personality as a doctor.
"Then may I know, is it vital to life?" Gu Qianmo frowned. First of all, he had to make sure of Leng Jiajia's physical health, and then the reason for drinking this medicine.
"Well! It's really hard to tell." Qin Shuhan thought about it. This involves giving birth to a child, and it is indeed related to life, so his answer has become somewhat ambiguous.
"What are you talking about, it's really related to life! But aren't you a doctor? Is there no other way?" Gu Qianmo got up from the sofa with excitement. It seems that he has misunderstood Qin Shuhan's truth. Meaning, that's why I lose control of my emotions.
"Isn't I helping her adjust? Why are you so excited? But it shocked me." Qin Shuhan pretended to pat his chest, as if he was really scared.
"What kind of disease did she get that could endanger her life so severely." Gu Qianmo ignored his exaggerated movements, only caring about his wife in his heart.
"Who said that life is endangered? Don't justify yourself so much." Qin Shuhan gave him an angry look, is he still a major general? It was so uncomfortable when encountering things, but it also explained one thing at the same time, that is, this guy loves their little princess too much, so he lost his usual composure and calmness.
"Didn't you just say it yourself? Could it be that my understanding was wrong." Gu Qianmo breathed a sigh of relief. The deeper he loves, the more afraid of loss he is, so he will never allow Leng Jiaya to have any accidents. Because he couldn't imagine how his life would continue without her.
"I didn't say anything, it was you who were thinking about it, how about it? Or let's go have a drink." Qin Shuhan is still studying Bai Yanrong's amnesia, but there is nothing he can do, because she is not all. Forgetting, but simply forgetting yourself, so it is somewhat difficult to heal.
"Do you think I am in the mood to have a drink with you now? Another day!" He is like that, he doesn't like to put the question to the bottom of his heart, so he has to go back and ask carefully, or he can't let it go. Heart comes.
"I won't necessarily have that time next day. If you are afraid that you will not agree, I will call that girl." In the past, the drinking buddies were surrounded by wives and children, so the original kind of unscrupulousness has long been gone. The party.
"It's not for this reason, you don't tell me the answer, so I can only go back and ask her in person." Gu Qianmo said, picking up the briefcase he just put away, and couldn't wait to know how it happened. thing.
"I'll tell you first. If she wants to say it, just say it. If she doesn't want to say it, don't force her." In any case, Qin Shuhan was unwilling to be aggrieved by Leng Jiajia. That's why he told him so worried.
"I know, let's go first. I'll treat you another day." Gu Qianmo hurriedly left his office just like when he came. If it wasn't because of the trembling door, it really makes people wonder if he has been here. .
I walked to the outside of Bai Yanrong's ward, stood there thinking for a while, then opened the door and walked in.
"How is the rehabilitation done today? Have you improved." Because there are a lot of patients today, he has not had time to come over until now. The most important thing is that he finds that his mood is contradictory and he wants to love but not. Dare to love, because he can't imagine what kind of attitude she will be after the memory is restored, so he has been wandering back and forth between the two.
"Yeah! The doctor said it's not bad, are you finished?" Bai Yanrong couldn't admit it, with a little excitement when she saw him.
"Yeah! That's fine. Get more exercise when you're okay, or let the nurse massage your muscles. This is very helpful for rehabilitation." Qin Shuhan didn't know why, as soon as he stood in front of her, he became a whole person. When he got cold, it wasn't that he didn't like Bai Yanrong, but that he didn't know how to get along with her. It seemed that although his IQ was very high, he definitely failed in EQ.
"Qin Shuhan, what's wrong with you today, why do you feel weird!" Bai Yanrong sat in the wheelchair, staring at him with some doubts.
"It's okay, how about let's talk about it?" Qin Shuhan sat down beside her, blindly avoiding it could not solve the problem, so he chose to attack decisively.
"What are you talking about?" Bai Yanrong was a little puzzled. Didn't they just have a long and profound conversation about rehabilitation? What about this time? What is it for?
"Let's talk about your amnesia." Qin Shuhan raised his head, staring directly at her, and no one allowed the slightest escape.
"Isn't it good now? Why do you want to talk about this." Bai Yanrong was a little nervous. Could it be that she noticed something? That's why she chose to have a showdown with herself, but if this is the case, where should she go?
"Don't you want to restore your memory?" Qin Shuhan was stunned. Could it be that she doesn't care about the missing memory at all? Or because the memory that I don't remember is related to me, I feel that it doesn't matter.
"If it's a bad side, then I would rather not remember." Bai Yanrong stared at him. If remembering the past means losing him, then she would rather not remember.
"Even if you have forgotten about me, do you think it is not important?" Does the previous self really bore her so much? That's why I resisted so much to remember.
"But don't I know you now? So is it really that important before?" Bai Yanrong's eyes dodged, although she felt a little guilty in her heart, she could not say anything.
"It doesn't matter what you mean." Is it really just that it doesn't matter? Qin Shuhan smiled bitterly. For better or worse, no one would like to be the forgotten one!
"Qin Shuhan, come, smile, don't be so serious." Bai Yanrong was as lively as ever, except for forgetting that she had fallen in love with Qin Shuhan before, everything else was normal.
"I'm going home from get off work, and I have something to call me." Qin Shuhan twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled definitely, but he felt that crying would be ugly, and it seemed so far-fetched.
"Uh! I thought you came here specifically to accompany me?" Bai Yanrong was a little unhappy. He waited for him for a day, but only a few minutes of company in exchange for them. Let me ask if they are really in love now. Does it matter?
"Today I am a little tired. I will try my best to accompany you tomorrow and take good care of my injuries." Qin Shuhan leaned over and kissed his cheek softly. Now they, although they say that they love each other, are so cautious, just because they are in Qin Shuhan. In my heart, I felt that a heavy bomb was always pressed down. As long as she remembered it one day, maybe things would have a devastating change.
Seeing him walking out of her sight, Bai Yanrong pressed her lips tightly, can you tell him? Said that he had actually recovered his memory a long time ago, but he was greedy for the warmth he gave him, so he chose to keep hiding it.
In the past, he resisted her approach so much, so she didn’t want to experience the heart-wrenching pain again. Although she knew that things would be exposed one day, she could hide it for a while. Maybe she is selfish now. , But other than that, she didn’t know what to take to keep him, because she was worried that once she told him the truth, then she would probably lose him again at the same time, so she let her be willful. Right!
When Gu Qianmo returned home, he was surprised that Leng Jiaya was not at home. Such a phenomenon made him feel a little flustered inexplicably, he shouldn't! At this time she used to have dinner at home, but what happened today.
I took out my mobile phone, found the word wife, and dialed out without hesitation, but the phone rang in my ears. Turning my head to see, wasn't it her mobile phone lying quietly on the coffee table?
Where did this girl go? Gu Qinmo quickly went upstairs, but after searching inside and out, she couldn't find any trace of her, and the uneasy feeling that had never happened before also emerged.
Turning back downstairs again, after thinking about it, he picked up the car key again. He is not the kind of person who likes to sit still, so he has to go out and look for it.
But when he just opened the door, he unexpectedly ran into Leng Jiaya's startled gaze. At this time, she was carrying a lot of things, maybe she was thinking about opening the door! That's why I was shocked by Gu Qinmo's sudden appearance.
"Gu Qianmo, you have already returned." Leng Jiaya raised his face with a smile, and greeted him excitedly.
"Where have you been, why didn't you bring the phone with you?" Reached out and took the big bag in her hand. The moment I saw her, the heart hanging in the air finally fell.
"Oh! I forgot that. Why, did you call me?" Leng Jiaya had forgotten the time because he stayed in the work room all day, and only found out that she was connecting food when she saw that it was six o'clock. I haven't bought them yet, so I rushed to the supermarket.
"How do you buy so many things, it's so heavy!" Gu Qianmo blamed her, and every time she saw her coming back from the outside, it was almost always such a big bag.
"It's okay, I'm used to it, I'm sorry! I had to forget the time when I was drawing, so I haven't cooked yet." Leng Jiaya followed him apologetically and walked into the kitchen. I can cook it casually.
"Si'er, you are my wife, not the cook, so you don't need to apologize to me for this reason, do you know?" Qin Shuhan put down the things in his hand, turned his head and told her seriously, because of her The habit stabbed him deeply.
"Puff! Why are you so serious all of a sudden? Of course I know that I am your wife. Isn't it a lover." Leng Jiao laughed. Due to lack of sleep recently, she didn't look too good.
"I hope you are my little lover, so you can just wait for my favor." Gu Qianmo was a little annoyed, so if he didn't even think about it, he blurted out.
"I said, Major General Gu, have you forgotten your identity? You still want to raise your little lover, so you are not afraid of being twisted and sent to a military court!" Leng Jiaya didn't expect that a big man like him would also have trouble. When I was emotional, so after listening to his words, some laughed and laughed.
"If the object is you, I will be as sweet as a sweetheart." Gu Qianmo rolled up his sleeves and started to get busy.
"I hate it, it seems that it is like a demon girl who is damaging the country and the people." Leng Niang patted him tenderly, and slapped him on the side, because looking at his posture, he would definitely not let himself go to cook again. Up.
"Don't tell me, if this is in ancient times! You really are." Although Gu Qianmo wanted to ask her about Chinese medicine, he didn't think it was the best time now, so no matter how urgent, I can only talk about it temporarily.
"Uh! You said that, according to your identity, in such an era, you really can be considered a relative of the emperor." Leng Jiaya smiled helplessly. The Gu family is a military family, so there is still a certain amount in the capital city. The influence of people, how else could they become famous?
"That's why! Such a crime is not an exaggeration for you." Gu Qianmo's little emotions finally eased down. In fact, being able to cook with someone he likes does not have a lot of fun at all.
The two ridiculed each other in this way. Compared to cooking alone, Leng Jiaya prefers such a warm scene, because it will let her exude a heartfelt sense of happiness from the bottom of her heart.
Finally, after everything was done, Gu Qianmo pulled Leng Bibi to the sofa and sat down. His serious appearance made Leng Bibi nervous for a while.
"What's the matter, what is so mysterious and mysterious." Leng Jiaya was a little curious, thinking about what happened to him tonight.
"Si'er, are we a husband and wife." Gu Qianmo put her hands on her shoulders, facing her body, staring at her with straight eyes, not allowing the slightest escape.
"Of course, no one said it?" Leng Jiaya heard what he said, his heart suddenly choked, always feeling that something was about to happen, making her heartbeat a little too fast.
"But you are hiding something from me. Haven't you already said it before? There is no secret between us, but you haven't been honest with me." Gu Qianmo frowned and said lonely.
"Haha! Gu Qianmo, are you sick? What can I hide from you? Jing Zai's crazy thinking." Leng Jiaya stretched out his hand, and reached his forehead worriedly.
"I have been to the hospital today, and Shu Han said he asked me to ask you, so you should know if I am sick." Gu Qianmo grabbed her hand and was not trusted by his wife. For a man, that It is the saddest thing, and Qin Shuhan thinks so now.
"Um, I'm sorry! I need time to think about it." I know it won't last long, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly. I thought I could stick to the fashion week drawing? But it seems impossible.
"Si'er, if there really is something, I hope I can face it with you, instead of worrying about it by yourself." Gu Qianmo's eyes darkened, unexpectedly she was still not dependent on herself enough.
"I know, but it's really not a big problem. I'm so tired, I want to take a bath and sleep." Leng Jiaya had to stand up while evading, because she really didn't know how to tell him,'Gu Qianmo, It is possible that you will never be able to be a father's sentence, such a cruel fact, please forgive her for not being able to say it now.
"Okay! I don't force you, but my heart will always be open to you, and come to me whenever I think about it." Gu Qianmo promised Qin Shuhan that he would not force her, so since she didn't want to say, then he gave her Time, I believe she will figure it out.
Leng Jiaya glanced at him profoundly, and finally walked upstairs unsteadily, as if there was a scourge here that scared her.
Gu Qianmo sighed lightly, his eyes closed tightly, Er, in your heart, is my husband really so unreliable to you?
Leng Jiaya hurriedly walked into the bathroom, didn't even take off his clothes, and opened the shower head directly, letting the water column pour down with tears.
Although it is not a big deal to say that inability to have children in today's society, it is so difficult to accept when it is her turn. If she has never fallen in love with Gu Qinmo, then it is enough to sign a divorce agreement. But she was unwilling to give up the love she had finally gotten because she had no children.
Since childhood, even without the company of her mother, she never felt that she was unhappy, because she still had so many people who regarded her as a treasure, but at this moment, she felt so helpless and felt that God was right. She is so unfair. Since she has given her the love that everyone envy, how can she not be kind and give them a lovely child?
If she is a selfish person, then she can tell Gu Qianmo as if she is okay, she can’t give him a baby and let him take care of it, but she really can’t do that because she loves him, so she doesn’t. Is willing to impose his own misfortune on him, what is wrong with him, it is nothing more than loving himself, is it because of this that he has to bear such a pain?
She stretched out her hand and wiped the liquid that couldn’t tell whether it was water or tears. Her heart had sunk to the bottom. Although she had known this thing for a long time, she had been holding back without crying. The person she loved mentioned that she found that she was so fragile. She wanted to lean in his arms and listen to some comforting words from him, but she didn’t have the courage to face him when he knew the truth Heartache in her eyes, so she could only cowardly choose to escape.